Tagged? Fine. You got all about ME. (read if you want. Dont if you are slping)

TAGS EVERYWHERE:

Whats with all the tags? is this some kind of A MUST THING? haha. k . looks kinda fun. Is it? nah, no idea. Since, there are 6 then 8 then 10 things to put, shud i combine everything together ? 24 Fact about me? haha. Nah. IDTS.
Wait wait, the Question is Fact about me or stuff about my self? (haha. im confused with my own question)
Fine, I 'll just put fews things about me under diff rules.

ROS's Blog: (10 Fact Things about myself/likes/hates)

1. Me? I'm a Stable Girl.
   
2. I like Korean culture. ( I love mine Better. )
   
3. I like Pretty Boys with talents and minds.
   
4. I prefer foreign singer that Local Singer. (i'll being honest)
   
5. I like Korea Music and Entertainment industry more than Singapore Music Entertainment.
   
6. I believe in Miracles.
   
7. I don't hate people who hates to see me being Successful.( A thank Them instead.HAH)
   
8. I hate to be forced and summoned around.
   
9. My liking for Music are bigger than my love for my life. HAHA. wth.
   
10. I'm Smart.
    

Shark's Blog: (8 HABITS and FACTS)

1. Facts?- I sang with Sandy Lam, Hong Kong Pop queen, in concert in 2002. (i was 12 then.=D )
   
2. I was sent to Gold Coast, Australia, for a live singing performance in 2001. ;D
   
3. I've went to ISTANA. (to see Dead body. haha!)
4. I composed song at the age of 10.( a score was picked from my file and it became the school 1st ceremony theme song )
   
5. I'd went to recording studio and bla bla bla =) and produced an album (wohoo!Thats when i wanted to be a real composer)
   
6. Habits?I'll clenched my fist when i heard irritating HIGH PITCH sound. (voice?)
7. I often forget script and lines for acting, but perfectly fine Encore. haha.
   
8. I joke pretty well. (Believe me)
   

Khad the Cat's Blog: (10 WEIRD thing/little known facts. Wth. haha)

1. Weird thing? One weird thing is, I love Britney Spears from a to x.Hell yeap.(y and z, nah.)
   
2. A thought ever come to my mind: " Can i meet Stevai and Malmsteen? " ~05'06. HAHA! (what a thought lah! they are like guitar god, and I'm like not even an ant.) {thats was THEN. =P}
   
3. Next weird thing: I find small laughter = to big jokes. =) - not weird huh?
   
4. Fact: I used to break well that i fall and really BREAK parts of my body . haha!
   
5. I did real dancing at the age of 7, real singing at the age of 8, real acting at the age of 14, got real rock climbing belaying license at 15. (haha! yet to come, car license! weee~~)
   
6. Weird thing? Oh ya! : I don't find weird thing..Weird. haha!
7. I was a VERY Popular kid to my Discipline Master on my First Day of Secondary School. (wohoo! haha. i got picked for ankle-length socks. The teacher says "you girl! stand up! Where's your sock?! Pull out your socks!". My sock was hidden in my black sleese shoe. Wtheck lah. It was IN THE CENTER or the Assembly. Next day was my hair. FATIN got caught too. hilarious siak zaman lame2. I got caught and back then i was freaking scared of suspension. I came up with an excuse, " this is the affect of SUNSILK golden hainr conditioned Shampoo". muaha. Aten said the same thing, but i think she wasn't that save.)
   
8. This is fun: After getting targeted from first till the last day of my live in Sec- school, i was assigned as, DY Head of Discipline. muaha! I was given leadership roles in all the thing i was involved. =) *proud2x*(color guard,guitar,class,student leader,and up till councilor)
   
9. Habit: I stick to my darlingSS all the time. Wraps. and Closest friends.
   
10. Well, Above all, there's still many things i want to do in my life. Wait and will make it Historic. I promise.
    

DONE!!
WOW, i have so many things to say. Thank man, at least i know my acheivements in my past years! =)

When u believe in yourself, it might just happened. Believe me.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

OK.SHUT UP! darn. Im Pissed. I want to cry. I wanna jump- On my bed! I want TO GO KOREA!

Few days back, i had two Reunion or better said - Kenduri. Did prayers and Tahlil. Not forgetting the prayers for an important day before Ramadhan. (fasting month). During the prayers for saying the 99 names of my god, i could still remember what happened. I had my eyes tightly shut. Totally. I freed my mind and i didn't want to think about anything. As the sound of the prayers got through my head, Deep within me, i prayed for few things that i really want in my life.

I couldn't remember how many things i wished or prayed for BUT i remembered what i wished. It was somehow my LAST wished. I prayed that, one day, i will fly to Korea and meet my Idol. The one who inspired me to dance, act, and sing. Understand the asian culture and the true meaning of MUSIC. I prayed that i will go to KOREA and meet DBSK/TVXQ/DBSG/Tohoshinki. Yeap. I know it may sound stupid, but, come on! Dreams do come true. And whenever you believe in miracles, god will answer your prayers.

As soon as i opened my eyes, tears ran down my cheeks, and i really hope that god who is the wisest, bravest, the only one who can answer all my prayers (especially the IMPORTANT ones). I really do know that he will answer ALL the one who believed in Him and eventually, give what he can give us.

Then, today, after exam, Went out with tqah- to find job and Stuff. Was darn tired and she brought up this issue on what she read at he newspaper. She said she saw a poster on A KOREAN band. But she wasnt sure if that was DBSK. kause its written as TVXQ. haha (its the same!!) She only spotted MICKY and XIAH. Love those two. So, it got me hypered up, but still, that thing kept playing in my mind.

As i reached home, this is what i'd found.

Well, When you believe in something, Miracles can happened. AND i Believe in miracles.
(only you can make a difference)

I told mum about that. And she looked rather Cool with it. But after thinking back. I cannot possibly go there alone. (Im having vacation. Not the others). My sister was like "i have school". ARGH. darn.
I really wanna cry..Sob.

LOVES =)

I miss YOU all. haha. I know that it's not even 24 hours. haha. You see, i love people who rocks my world. The Gilaz Sistas and Bros. haha. Precision: T-qah, Roar-Roar, Li-Li,Mi-Mi, Bi-Bi (Tqah, Raudha, Liana, Mim, Hasbi). * Has-Has, Ros-Ros asal korng tak dtng. ISH! Wani! hah. takper. Kiter bertemu juga, time nak Ciao.aha. Yang lain, Dno where they were. Just Love YOU all.

Yesterday was definitely a blast. Thanks for the Plans babe and Hunks or should i call, Bro and Sis. haha. I always remember the Names that were carved on the Sand. haha. Don't worry for those who missed out. You are always in my mind. Did Stupid things and whats more, i guess you all have seen the true side of me. =P haha! Random tau. haha! Okay, to summaries, i'll just post the pic.

*Thanx Aameer for the Maths Paper. But it doesnt help. Well, 10%. haha. The seniors who came, WHY LATE! haha. Im sure u guys had fun like we had. Take Care Everybody.

* Maths paper was of total disaster. Mark my words. Cry.

Them them them.=)

We carved that. Artistic.
Knowledge. Anywhere, anytime. (look at the cat im the middle/on top of the concrete) What a queen.!
First Post.
He took it. haha! Impressive.
The us!
Food Time. =)
?? Smile to the cam.
Smile.=)
See, i helped out, and the few others are only waiting to eat. Proof: Bground: Hasbi.* =P
Just the Beginning.
Bix2,Roarx2,Mix2,Zoox2,Lix2,Titi/T-qah
LOVES

More pic. Click l HERE l

Have fun and take care!! =)

Expect the unexpected. Imagine Your Imagination.

Artpiece from the horizon.:

Previous post deleted. (Never have i wrote anything Sad. haha! How great).


I don't know whats wrong with me this few days. I was left clueless. About something, anything and everything. I hate when this kind of feeling rise upon me. I asked myself many question. All the W and H questions. Just what is wrong with me. Its hard to talk to anyone. Am i that stress about sem exam? Hell no. I've yet to feel the pressure. Maybe yeap, on integration. Crap. Messaged Tqah in the morn to asked her if she could accompanied me to Woodlands lib, Had a great talk with Tqah. Tqah, sorry if the 'outing' just now was kind of off. I am infact. We studied bout 2 hours and off to grab a bite and jln2. That's a way to distress kan? hah. At that point of time, i Thought i could throw out all my uncertainty. However, i didnt get to. Thats okay, since you have more things to tell me, i'm just being a better listener and Big Brother. After thinking back, thank god i didn't really say my Crap. =) wouldn't want to pile up more things on my peep. But still, i'm happy when i got to tell you about the Story of love Contract, The non-stoppable Laughing Joke. haha. It was great to see how Funny you laughed. =) I'll upload the post soon okay? Just wanna say, thanks for listening to my crap. hah. Love you.

Well said by me. Take care.

Satisfaction

Sorry For the Korean Song. If you don't listen to it:
But i really love Xiah's Voice and the Sound of the Piano, just makes me feel so ...hm.. i dno.
Those songs are by Xiah DBSK, Piano version entitles, The beautiful Things.
Hear it and you should know what it means and the emotions that surronds you.
(Cerazie Korean Pal of my should know those song.)

Ok: Back to entries...
Phew. A sign of relief after putting so much energy into this skin. I guess, i'm Happy and Satisfied with My work. You see, i have better things to do but somehow or rather, my mine wasn't working too well. You can't blame me for it cause i'm a 20% left Brained and 80% Right Brained ordinary girl. This mean that i'm more artistic than a mathematician. Talking about mathematics, I'd finished studying REAL NUMBERS and SET THEORY,only. That's it. How pathetic man! Buck up. (Okay, i promise i will. But later after i wake up)

Alright, let me just share a lil of the ideas that i have while making this skin of mine. Firstly, i was thinking of making a Green Theme Skin, but then it just didnt fit into my mood. So, i scrapped that idea of mine and went browsing through my friendster. Yeap, i simply like the color of my friendster skin and my idea eventually became wilder. (always you know). I started frm scratch and Ahah. Here we are.

From Friendster to...

Bloggy skin. =)
Nothing much to talk so . Happy Happy People!

* All the best for those who are taking Sem exam.
* Those who are having long Vac, Happy Holidays.
*As for me, =( Happy Studying.Stop The Addictions. (well said huh? ahha!*Bow to the crowd*)

Addictions =) I wanna go korea...Can i?...

Wow. Impressive.

The last peek i had on my web counter was 16035? 36? and now,at this point of time was 16101. haha. Thank you everyday readers.(in korean: kamsah-hamida)

Hmm to be truthful, i really have no idea what to post. Okay! got it, why not i post my Ever last addictions now? erm? Ok. Here we go. "I wanna go Korea". This sounds crazy, but I'm really crazy and serious about it. Nuh, partially serious. I'd missed their performance in Kuala Lumpur and what's worst? They will never go to Singapore to perform. ='(. Gr. Many might ask "Nora/Azura, what crap are you writing? blergh".Okay, let me tell you what's are all these crap about. The answer is DBSK and Super junior. They are Korean Boy band. To be precise, DBSK is the Best In Korea and Asia.(i guess). In fact, their fan base wiped out the total population of JAPAN. From Korea to Japan, Malaysia,China, Brazil, states,thailiand, Singapore. (Easy said, Throughout Asia). For Super Junior, they are newly formed, so their fan base are not as big as DBSK. haha. I wanna Meet Micky and Xiah from DBSK and DongHae Superjunior. Boy! They are darn *awww*. Really lah . haiz haiz haiz!!! I adore them alots for goodness sake.

Hasbi!! You know when u played around saying about Micky and stuff, i wasn't that petty lah. But yeap, when you idolise somebody, who wanted to know their upcoming In-Thing and you wanna keep up with what they are up too. Seriously, It feels great when you have people to share thought and talk about common things. Hasbi, when the first time you asked me to send you the song, i thought that you are just playing a fool. But when you said dah tegerak hati nak dgr lagu Korean, i was really wowed by you. haha! i like ur PM lah! "Note2 my self- I cannot be addicted to Korean Song. HAHA" and yeap you said "i hate to admit it but Its REALLY NICE".! i was laughing to my self! Well, at least i have Jeanie FB!!Justin FB!! Tqah MCG, Fah fah 08, Shamin 08, Eggy 08, Hasbi MCG for now and Every Korean Fan- HASYIMAH MCG to layan my crap on Korean stuff! Kewl lah! haha! During my vacation, Will take up individual lesson on Korean and Jap Language! haha! (dream on dudettes!).

MICKY DBSK
DONGHAE SUPER JUNIOR

Okay. Here what i'd like to share. haha! hasbi, you liked it! (MUA-HA-HA).
DBSK- 'o' perf.



Super Junior- 'U'

A Fun yet Paradoxic POST! haha! its contradicting. But haha!

Did i live it right? I hope I live it right.

Okay. Firstly, i didn't know that many actually commented about my previous post. Well, thank you so much and yeap, Agree with Fadhirna's word. I guess if i was given a chance to be what i want to be after i die, i THINK i wanna try being a GUY aka Pretty Boy (so that i can get hooked up by many girls! muahaha) Nah, cause i Think, i didn't really make full use of being a girl.=P But again, being a girl is just so fun. How great can that be right? I'm not saying those typical character that a girl has but yea, girls are delicate and there are pretty no matter how ugly they are.

Few things that i have listed why being a girl is great:

• go shopping anytime without people staring at us (but i don't go shopping that often you see)
  
• can talk at a very high pitch (i hate girls with high pitch)
  
• you can scream when you look at handsome guys (i don't but i will not sleep for a night. After that, i will go back to slp.haha!)
  
• you can wear pink without being call a sissy (i don't wear pink, well ONCE only. haha!)
  
• you can go on a date without spending a cent (i pay for my thing. Cause, the moment when you are off/relation, who know you have to pay him what you owe.)
  
• a girl can easily get free rides (i have my own concession card.haha!)
  
• girls can listen to any any kind of songs (this is true. Can u imagine, guys, listened to gurl song? haha!)
  
• There's always a reason for girls to be late (if a guy is late, well No Excuses.haha. but for girls, a good excuse is "opps sorry, my leg is hurt wearing high heels." If he argues, Girls, u know what to do. haha!)
• you can scold anyone with a good reason; "Im having PMS" haha (did i ever do that ?nope. haha! so ..no werries guys.)
  

Thats all i can think about. haha. But you see (back to serious stuff)sometimes, girls way of treating people( especially guys ), are different. Be it the good or the bad ways. When, the girl if firm, it does not mean the girl hates you and when the girl is nice, it doesn't mean that the girl likes you. So, even if they are nice towards you, they might consider it as A friend. If they are not as nice, You have to open your eye wide and leave them. Just few craps im saying here. haha.

Okay. Im off. Girls and guys. Have fun and yea, now is the sick month is it? Well everyone, take real care okay? =)
Enjoys.

Just Imagination! haha! I love it lah. *stilllong way to go*

I've lost the link. Darn it. [ KK. Shall not brag about that. Hmm ]

Let me start of with my post. Yesterday went for jemputan. Hmm. yeap, it was my ustazah's son marriage. The food and catering was like *wow*. One of the best that I have ever went. (Thank god I always went for the Good one. hehe).

Upon looking at the whole ceremony, I got a Brilliant idea on how My wedding SHOULD (I didn’t say going to) be like. Ha-ha! (dah pikir jauh Nampak ! cm pah! ) Here's how it goes. I told my sis that i would have SEMI-FORMAL wedding ceremony. and yea, I really need her help when the time comes. Ha-ha! I mentioned to here that since she's a MALAY major teacher in SECONDARY school, she will need to ask for her Malay dancers, kompang boys, silat, and DK boys helps.( for interval and formal performance for Intro and End of ceremony =P ) Not forgetting, having deejay seems so common.*well, having band? will that do?* muahha! IDTS. Should think a GOOD solution for that. =D. For her other students, who are willing to go for the wedding, will be the 'Flower Girls'. Well, I mentioned flower girls instead of Kendarat cause; I'm just imagining the wedding to be of a 'White Wedding' theme. For those who don't understand, it means that the wedding will take place in a 'highland' place. Simple and picturesque. =P (it's only imagination la). I'll be laughing to myself after reading this post. Muahaha. Not only have that, I even thought of a Fusion-Like wedding. This means, it’s a collaboration of culture and performance by two difference race. (If he's a non mly lah) *aww! haha* My parent don’t like that idea. *haiz*. For catering? ..hmm. since i like food darn much, i THINK i can handled that well. Here’s just few pics, that I search for, for my something something years down the road. =D

Simple and Nice =)
Crystal Lights. *lightings are very important*
*white and Maroon. Just so perfect.*
[well, should be thinking of different shades of Metallic green since green is my forever fav colour]

Back to basic Tradition. =) But still so styles.

Credited: aiinsk =)

All ideas are Copyrighted! (fierce!!hahax!)
Okay, enjoy people.
Just sharing some ORIGINAL thought by : Paradox941.blogspot.com

Just the Events. =)

Okay. Im Pissed. I wrote a very long post about the things that happened these few days and in a blink of eyes, it’s gone. ARGH. I feel like banging this lappy. Oh no, I can’t do that. This is my darling, my life and my only source of satisfaction. Guess, it just didn’t like you readers to waste you time reading. So, yea Haha.

Well, let me just recap Everything, for the benefits of all of you (And myself).

1. Database Fundamental Test.

It sucked my blood. No kidding. The paper was a total Disaster and if I were to get a D not D-istinction, I promise to jump up and down despite anywhere, anytime anysecond.

2. Snapped My LAST Slipper cause of a good friend. (request to blog BY : Hasbi )

Well, he is not at fault actually, but I keep blaming him. Ha-ha. How bad. I was late for the meeting at Yew Tee and woodland. This great friend of mine named Hasbi, insisted on waiting at yew tee even though he knows that I would be late. I was rushing to the bus stop soon after I paid for Ky’s Present. (I have a reason OKAY! haha). Not to let him wait any longer, I fasten my pace and yea, UNEXPECTEDLY, everyone was looking at me. I knew something wasn’t right so, all I did was to look at my slipper. Oh crap, the string got snapped. I was a lil embarrassed but who cares, things happened. Reached Yew tee and Phew but still, I pitied my leg. Cause my leg don’t know how to wear a ‘no string in the middle of the thumb’ slipper. To Hasbi, I know you’re happy. So pls smile More. Grr.

3. Ky’s Birthday party

Upon heading to Ky’s house, Wani, Ros, Syimah, Hasbi and Myself were crapping about stupid thing. Hasbi and Wani were like supporting each other about the issue of who to put the blame on for being late. Well, who else if it wasn’t referring to me. So , to an extend that I couldn’t take their crap, I decided to said that I would have a supporter when I reached Ky’s house. And as usual, they started a piece of lame rumor here and there on SM and ASM. Whatever. Ahha. But great thing lah, Hasbi, you have a partner for yourself. =D. Reached Ky’s house and yea, oh man. There were many food and absolutely very delicious. =) Soon after we ate, the seniors, Fadhil and Afiq especially, did their very own joke and crap. Such a joker lads. Aha. Fadhil then played his very own Popular Game, ‘The Pairing Game’. Haiz. Layankan jer lah . haha! Then, off we go. Niway, Ky, Thanks For Everything. Your served was great. =) thank You.

credited to : LIANA Bubbles/baby =)

4. Msn Fun.

After showering, did the same routine. Going Offline, Updating blogs, and watching the continuation of Summer X summer. Haha. Did quite a number of simple chat and yea, really had FUN chatting with the SM. (plus many other lah) we were very bored and all the stupid chat was blurted out. I came up with A few yet many quests (like a reporter) and asked him to answer without having any “Bombarding session” haha. Well, get to know that he is a quiet yet shy boy. Haha. But I really had fun chatting with him. I can’t deny that I smiled my way through the conversation. =) And don’t get shocked by that okay. Haha. Was online and waiting for friends to send pic but hopeless, pic not yet uploaded. Haha. Well that’s okay. At least I got it now, Khad. Haha. Hasbi, I will calculate everything SOON. And you will pay up. Haha!!!

5. Wrap Union aka Nurul’s Kenduri.

Omg. I got to see all my Darlings and Sistas today. Thanks to Nurul’s Kenduri arwah.hhaa. Went out like 6 plus and met Aifah. Haha. Aku sayang kau lah fah! Kau sanggup tunggu aku. Haha! lah. I love her Everytime and Everywhere lah. Infact, I love all of them and since it’s been a long time since I saw them except khad, In NYP, my love for them is becoming fonder each day. So, the first thing I did when I saw Aifah waiting under the block for me, I was like OMG. Haha! I dashed to her and HUG her very tightly. I was off that time so; I didn’t really care how decent I wore just now. haha! When we reached, they were ¾ way of their prayers. Sat and yea, ate after the thing ended. Took pic, and followed with stories that have longed been left unsaid. Haha. wah, all my darls are happy now. Kan kan kan? You know, it great to see you peeps happy! Haha. =)

Khad is already safe and sound with the longest-maintained r/s. Aifah, Yazid eh? Ahha. Silat per? Boleh lah.. dier leh protect kau.haha. And like nurul said, you peeps are good together. Nurul, Hilmi eh? Ahha. KiuTt benar lah. Kk. Aper aper ah eh. All the best to you sistas. Love and Take care. Anywae! 17ke 16? Ahha. kiuTT lah. Kk. Aint disturb. Take care. (wrap, kwn poly aku dah misuse green color- sumer dah start suker green sebab kegilaan aku for green. ='( )

To readers out there: Take care and have a great day ahead. <3

Happy National Day to My dearest Country. Singapore!

Just a random Question: Do you feel the vibe on this special day?

When I first wake up, I felt as though I need to endure this dreary day. So as not to make my day even more pathetic, I then decided to serve the net and check out what’s there to see. All of a sudden, I felt like searching for ‘Singapore National Day 2007’. Ended up serving this site: http://www.ndp.org.sg

The first thing I did after seeing the webpage was to search the AUDIO and PICTURE gallery. I just felt like wanting to hear this year national day song. Ha-ha. Downloaded and heard it. I guess, the melody was alright, but still I do prefer the 2005 NDP song. I looked at the lyric and yea, it definitely touches my heart.

“ I've walked the streets of Cairo and Bombay

I've seen the neon signs on ole Broadway I've climbed the Eiffel Tower,

The Great Wall in one hour,
Experienced sweet and sour but that's okay.
Seen Hollywood, the sunsets in LA.
The London Bridge, Big Ben, the Thames, UK I've crossed the River Kwai
Yet still I don't know why

I think of you each night and every day.
There's no place I'd rather be you’ll always be a part of me
And even though I've roamed the world
It's still my home I long to see.

This is where my family
And my friends grew up with me
So I'll cross the skies and sail the seas to be where I wanna be.­
Cos there’s no place I’d rather be! “

“Even If there is no more Kallang Stadium, there are still Big Celebration.
Even if there is no Big Celebration, there are still Firework.
If there is no firework, Go complain!” ~Somewhere from horizon

OK. Gtg. Watching the celebration at TV! Wohoo. And to Andee and Few FBodz peeps. Sorry I can’t go out with you all to watch FIREWORK! But make sure you all miss me okay! Ahah. So gonna miss the fun! Haha. =) And yea, All the best for DF exam tomo! Wohoo!

Here’s a pic in memo!

TAG REPLIES:

TAG REPLIES:

· Tqah : Speechless? Don’t have to. Everyone’s writing almost the same thing. =)

· Ana/Hamz : Yea, long for sure. Well, u definitely r a good companion. I miss the time even though it was extremely short. Love you. =)

· Naqiah: Yea babe. =)

· Ying : Hey yea, thanks for dropping by. SweeTTs. Take Care darl. =D

· Hasyimah: haha. Can’t wait to see you all. Anyway, going for Fri and Sun outing?

· Liana: Hey hey! You’re here. Haha. Yeap, we shouldn’t have played. But yeap. It was fun. =)

· Hamberg: Thank you real much for respecting us. We managed to portray the msg across? Alhamdulilah. =) Guess its just normal to have this kind of audience. Shall do thing to open and change their perspective on malay arts. Thnx man! For the tix, thank thank . You guys rocks! =D

· Kyrule: yea. Haha. thnx to you for the good game. =) anywae, thank again for all the motivation and support. Without it , I can’t really do it well. Thank bro! And great job for the Costume I-c. Way to cool la! Cya arnd! =)

Reflections..

I’ve been thinking real hard about this. I know it may sound crap. Sorry to say but truthfully I think it’s worthless for you to read. I’m missing what I’d done in my previous days. I just miss what I did. Be it with my friends, family or just self achievements.

I used to love what I did. Acting and crapping about thing that all of us can talk about at same Frequency. No one left out in any conversation. No one. I mean it. During the camp, Naqiah wiped out cause of disappointment. What are all these things about? Many might ask. Let me just say this for real.

Dearest Naqiah and Fatin: I know that you pal were utterly disappointed with Many things. Fatamorgana and Her. So am I. But no one is to be blamed. I sat down thinking about it. Even till now, I know she might have left due to her own reason. She might have something urgent to attend to. Everything happens for a reason. Please bear that in mind. Do you still remember what we did to her, few months back? When she planned a mini celebration for us. What did we do, we disappoint her. No one came. I was up with thing during her very last performance. No one came and supported her. I guess, it’s just right for her to do that. To feel what she felt before. Still, I miss her and appreciate her a lot. She’s one who has really changed me. Bringing out the best in me. Giving the best opportunity for me to get closer to Arts and Music. Her way of thinking is way better than MANY other people or lecturers. She’s an Intelligencia. She changed the mindset of many people through her writing. She’s not just a someone. Still, I miss her and respect her like I always do.

Firstly sorry if this Para might be a little off.

I sat down, thinking about the whole Production once and again. How did this happen? Started of with my sis who sat beside me, asking about my health when suddenly, a question popped out from my mouth. She answered it very well. Guess, her comments tallied well with mine (even I didn’t take major in Malay lit In NTU. Durh.) and it makes me wanting to work even harder with MCG drama in times to come. Can ALL of us make a promise to give a SOLID Professional production in months ahead? Where WE can change EVERYONE’s mindset of NYP MCG. Deep down within me, I was drenching when the audience couldn’t get what the play was trying to portray. I got even sulked down by the fact that even the elderly were laughing and got involved in the rudeness of few other audiences. Su was the mood changer. I really thank her for doing that. Zai, I think wasn’t you who supposed to get those slap. But ‘EM. I couldn’t accept it and I hate critics. Thus, I want things to be perfect and through perfection, we gain achievements.

I think back about the time when I was in Fata. Going for competitions, standing of stage, ALL OF US Giving all that we could just to make the audience convinced. Feel how we felt, be it sorrow, anguishes, successes or anything. The crowd was calm and we got all the respect. When there’s failure, we learnt from it. We hated the mistakes we made. Prevent and never ever want to do that again. How strong we are. I miss that. But I still know that, No matter where we are, when there’s passion, there’s always a way.

I just missed and want to thank them so much. All. Everyone! Those who bought us /ME food! Actors! Crews! SM! Myself! Darn!!!! ARGH! HAHA.
SMILE!
I MISS WHEN YOU PLAYED STAND BY ME.. Argh. K. done. HUSH!
Enjoys!

Post Production Camp: ANDAYU 07

*VERSION: SAD*

Bismillah.

Now, I shall just update on the Camp.

Firstly, Alhamdulilah, everything is over. After tons of training and long rehearsals, we came together yesterday to give everyone the best showdown that we have prepared for them. I feel blessed during the finale where everyone gathered together, cheering and supporting each other. Thank god that He have allowed us to run the whole event smoothly. Even though there we hiccup here and there, it was being well covered. All were professional.

Next, I will not waste my time writing event by event because I think most of you were there to witness the whole thing. Thus, I shall write about individual thoughts of mine (Only mine) that gave me great impact during and after the camps.

Truthfully, the 2^nd day of the camp has brought a great impact to us and me.

The sudden official Step down and New Post assignment just gave me a big Blow in my head. I know that I might not seem to know a lot about the people in MCG but in actual fact, I do. I observed every single thing around me. A thing to said, what I learnt yesterday, was a total opposite from what I’ve learnt in Fata which includes; family bond and achievements.

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Fadhil:

Firstly, Thank you very much for the concern. You headed back to school upon hearing the news. I wasn’t expecting you to come back to camp. I’m really sorry and much appreciates upon what you have done. You’re a good director, president and a role model to people around you. Believe it or not, you’ve just greatly change my perception on many things. You’ve just carved smiles to our faces with you desire and patience to do things well. Guess, everyone has seen what you are capable of. When I first saw you at GPA, I know you are someone who has passion for seni. Well, I’m really shocked to see you in NYP MCG as a president. Well, you leave a mark even before I know you. All the best in everything you do. Lastly said, you will be able to go far and Thank You for Everything.

Jannah: The first time I saw you, was also at GPA. Know as a JAP KOREAN girl actor who acts in a Malay Theater. Was very funny and yeap again, Thank god I’m able to see you in NYP MCG. You are good. Truthfully, I didn’t know much about you. Wasn’t as close compared to few of them in MCG. Im sure your passion for arts will last and yea, you will make a big difference. You motivation for the younger generation is always noted specifically by me. I know it may sound rather awkward but, true. I’m going to miss you. Time passes so fast that it just happened this way. All the best Jannah.

Su: A very influential senior. Thank you so much for the help you’d given me. I was really touched. When you came to helped, I couldn’t control myself, but tears just rolled down from my eyes. Thank You so much. Guess that, every one is going to their own respective way. And yea, please take care of yourself. You mentioned that you are not well; hopefully, you will recover and do take care. Thanks for everything.

Yazid: Hmm. During the first General meeting where Fadhil announced the role of actors and actress, I was very sure that I got no role. But when I got to know that I will be working with you (I didn’t know who you are then), I was like ‘Whatever’. I couldn’t recognize and truthfully, I didn’t even want to know who I will be working with. I neglected the fact that the role given to me was very heavy. And ONLY when the combined rehearsals started, you came and then I was like okay ‘so that’s yazid’. And after working with you, well, can’t deny that you are a nice guy and its comfortable working with you. First time when I heard bout you was from Dok. He mentioned things bout you and few words from him was, your tantrum might not be well control if it comes to SM job. Well, Thank You very much for your guidance. You didn’t even shout kan? Haha. Thank for the concern and motivation. You are a good SM. All the best and yeap, if this is your last production, I’m sure I’ll be missing working with a great SM like you. Thank you Very much.

Upcoming Seniors: You can do it well. Hold up to their Expectiation. Sustain the culture and make a difference. You just can do it.

For the rest: Thank you very much for you. Take Care and Rest really well. May god blessed you.

{ a piece of thought for myself: Dance. Act. Where should I stand. I love both. ='( }

Long lost photo:

I love you mum.

I'm Addicted to this song. haha.
Emo for a while can?
ahha!

I <3 MICKY. just an idiot confession. opps.xD BUT YEA! I DID.

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OKay, shall concentrate on School and Production and Fb.
I miss my fb Peeps. (Laksa Crew, DBSK Crew, Senior and all.)
I can't go for FB this Thurs nor Fri.
I have Big Production to attend. dammit.

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I'm looking forward to see the Edited Overall work on the Prev. prod.
Thank to Director , Soundman, And Crews for it. =)
LOVE YOU ALL.
haha.

Here's the PIC. UPDATED PIC:

During, After Scene
Gerald, Mediacorp 8 Actor. recog him? haha.

Adriano. campus superstar Parti. haha. kewl hairstyle. I like. =)
Beloved Wrappy Sis. hmm. Wer;s the other 2!!!! =(
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MCG Production.
one day down. 2 Days to go.
We can make it. Aja Aja Hwaiting! (Jia You. just KOrean version. haha.)
Booked 5 + 3 Tix. Hope you peeps ken make it. hmm.
Thankfully Yazid came today. Great lah, at least, he's updated and yea, i don't have to be so panicked.
I know on actually day, many things can happen, but really praying, that we can put a good show.
*Pray*
Those who are sick, pls take care okay. I'm having a sorethroat! haha!
i know i didnt do much of voice projecting. But this is due to the "healing" fever of mine that i had few days back.
I know few of you might not even know that i'm sick. haha! nah,im not sick lah. Im Too strong to be sick.
I need my ferrous Tablet for goodness sake. haha. tts it.

alrte, it 4 am! haha. kewl isnt it. I like. Gtg. Tara. Take care ppl.
Enjoy !

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