H.I.M Addiction

Oh man...im addicted to things again.
Many Many things....
One of the thing that i was referring to was none other than HIM.



After 6 months of leaving Goth Music... I'm back to where i "used to be".

All thanks to "heartagram"search and Dalif. U rawk man! ahah...thank god, you got all the songs that i want.*hehe*.

I've changed my blogskin because the previous skin was just temporarily submitted. Due to the "corked up" template of my blog.

Because, i am currently addicted to BLACK GOTHIC. Therefore,I put it as my blog skin.
And that does not mean that I AM goth.haha! Funny mindset of people nowadays "lah".

People always think that "black" would be the colour of goth and whatso ever.
Quite true lah but to some extent, No.

`metal
`rock
`punk and bla bla bla also "black".

so is
`eye liner
`t shirt
`band
`guitar
`bags
`shoe.

i just love black! haha.!

Listening to "rip out the wings of the butterfly"
I'd fall in <3 with the song. Tried playing the intro and yea, still "stuking" on the bloody part. But the rythym was kinda easy.Dropped to C tuning. And sounded much better when playing the song. Yea, not forgetting about SOME PEOPLE who really tried learning and teaching the intro of the song.

Just came home from Ikea, to Bugis...Had dinner at Burger king and Walk round the bugis street. Changed many of our destination because most of the shops were closed.

Yesterday was kind of a day out.
I went out with lovable people to Bugis National Library.Did some in and out reading.
Khad , nurul and Aifah were with me and that was the first time we went out.

Went to Beat Merchant to see Arie's Band and well, it was fine though.

After some part if the "movie plays"... i get really mad because of some things lah. Won't describe much of the things that happened. Because it is not relevant to O-Level.

Nothing to be angry about and just got to get over it. Thank to some People who really cool me down. Didn't get scolding because Mum understand upon the late arrival and i did not go to the religious class.

Went offline after that. But my Angry-ness just couldn't get away. Not knowing why. Mad, just so so mad over it. To busy with addiction of here and there and own personal life.

=Hands and legs works together. But You don't need to use your leg when you are able to carve things using your hand=

Won't continue much.

Aite...Happy holidays and
*=Gong Xi Fa Cai= to all Buddhist.*

Life is too bored to live? to some extent i agree.
Too bored, too selfish, too narrow and wtever thng u all can ever think of.

Off...

BTW>
WORD DOESN'T AFFECT ME!***

I hope u know to whom i was referring to!

Thank You All

Finally im 16 years old!Haha.Feels great, but i know that these year would be a challenging year for me.
Thank you all for the Birthday wish that all had showered on.Thank you all So much!

I really had furking fun day today be it in school and at home.
All of you had given the best "thing" to make me felt euphoric.
Smile all the way without any single frown.
Thank alot.

Brighten the day when going to school wt ppl i love and yea, wishes are so fast spread! =P
Present?...i wasn't thinking of that you know.haha.
The moment i went to school, shouts from here and there can be clearly heard. Haha! Hat, u gave me a shock! Mar, thanks for the tickle and stuff.

Wrapperz, thank for all the "beat" and the rest of you.hahah. You can't hit me hard and you know what's the reason.haha!
Didn't expect you galz to buy me a cake and i'd told you ppl that there's no need for that. Clever mind huh?...telling me to go HOME! gRR. I luuRRvvEe the sabo and Nurul, sorry lah babe, kene baju! aifah started it all and the Polar choc cakes bought were fairly distributed and Saboed!
Yan!you didn't get the piece of cake! wek!Sorry...i'll get one for you on your 10 April..

yeah, a things to say...
Specially a Great Thank To Battalion.
In physics class, there was a great surprise.
I was sitting down and we were starting our lesson.
Then, Mr prakash on the slide of the powerpoint slide and...
Oh My God, a dedicated slide of birthday wish was put up.
" Happy Birthday to Norazura"
hahahha!! he gave me a birthday goody bag and yeah, filled up with many many chocholates.Gees, im a chocoholic!

Suraj gave me a BIG rocher! ahhaha..thnx man!! luv it.!!
=i want to cry lah suraj!!! wek wek wek!=
Pet! thnx fr the card and man!!! Koala! wek... i lost it!! ahhaa..nah kidding! keke...thnx pet i lurve u!
Khad and muhader! i lurve the painting and frame! caya lah babe!!!

hahaha...after all those...received, prezzie from hmm...someone sweet...
thank for the =da small thing with Great love= haha..
it was a pink cover with harts and yea, inside it was something unique.
I *know how ex it was*.
but i was shocked at it's content.
Thank again...

Family, Kakak n mummy!!! thnk for ur non stop wish and $$$$! ahhahaha!! so is farizal n Dad! thnx fer the doa selamat! amin...

*fir, sorry if i had burden you, but i don't know y it happened...
somehow, someday..i'll know myself...

last before im off...

I’m back to blogging. After having a long and weekend break.
Been doing fine lately but busy with the health thingy and stuff.
For those who had support me and asking me how I’m doing now, I really would like to say a very big thank to all of you.

I know that I have to cope up with many of my schoolwork and revision so that I won’t be to back from the rest.

Changed the skin and edit it. A very Quick one, till i realise it was on, PUNK DANCER.
Im not yar..hahah.

Green and Pink..Does it match?..haha..nah, it's ok, it's only a skin..
Pink Is colour` Color is Art
Punk is Concept` Concept Is Art
Dance is Move`Move is Art

I love art, art loves me...so these template is Great!
Haha..kk..can't wait to be in skewl tomorrow..so long..

~Wrap~ I miss you peeps ='

Expect the Unexpected thing to Happen

[I don't want these]='<

Much of rest and i really missed school.
Were absent for 2 days, and not knowing when i'll be able to make it back to school.

Wasn't feeling that well and unexpected thing arose. It was very sudden that i myself couldn't expect it to happen.
3,4 days ago, i can't really respond to my body. I ignored it as i thought that its is just a minor tinnie winnie thing.

Late night around 11+, i couldn't resist the pain of my back bone and so had to rush off to get med. But the moment i reached there*, wasn't able to move. Threw up for more then 10,15 time. Sick and very tired of it.

Doc was telling me to respond to the pain, afraid the back bone is out of place.
He explained blablabla what's the problem about and "slipped disc" is the main possibilities.

He told that the bones which comprise the spinal column which are joined together had bulges out through the circle of connective of my tissues. I was like "what?!".

He said that treatment for a slipped disc will usually involve a brief period of bed rest with painkillers, and physiotherapy or chiropractic treatment. So i was given painkiller to consume.

Hmm..for those who know that you have overwork, please, give yourself a break and hope that these things won't happened to ya'll.

Thank for all the concern, messages and calls. Really thank you guys alot.
Get a some time to check my mail, and take the apportunities to rte these entries

Till here.
~Azura

Fresh Background

Im done with my "everything skin".
Did it today morn, while doing my maths revision.

Thought of continuing it but my something arose.
I didn't know what's with my eyes and back.Haiz. Told my dad bout it and he gave my 200 bugs just to do a spect by TUESDAY and to consult a doctor.What an ___.I don't like wearing spect.Since young, i'd made more then 3, 4, spect and all were missing. Doctors?...nah, thanks alot for that.

Just need a lil' break for my body, because of 1/2 day out yesterday nite.
Went to bed the earliest time i culd ever imagine. 8 9 +.

Bro, went to religious class, sis and mum went to town, to get bags and shoes or whatever it called. Didn't follow em, due to the long hours of journey and i just can't bear it.

Tomorrow will be a NO play day, and had to start waking up before October ends. No comp, no outing, no lazing around, summuries it, NO unnecessary thing.

Tuesday, hari raya haji.Would be another lazing around day for me.
Mum would be very busy thinking of what to cook and stuff.Haiz.

Till here...i'm blank of what to rte.
So long.`

You people are my everything!

You are my everything...by 98 degrees.
Just gotten hold of these song when my fren opened it.And i really like the song.Very stylish and meaning ful.
Beforehand, i thought of putting the song 'soledad' by Westlife.But haiz, so emo.In fact im happy in my life. Kewl and Steady lah!...
I'm in the process of making the template =U r my everything=
Containing of pic of people that i really love! Fam, wrap and many other. Still not complete and will be ready in two days time..chill out!Here's the pic.

[Still in the process of making` difficult to fine the best out of the best pic of some of u GUY!haiz!]

Just now in skewl i really had damn fun! I didn't know y was i very active and euphoric. Hahaha..from morn..=MORN= wow...thank for the companian..really unexpected n thank you.

Wrap, u really make my day...thnxk...ahha...i really can't stop laughing and Nurul, i relly hope you like the gift that i gave you. Keep IT! A must!..
Petrina, thank for the gift you gave me...A koala bear, from austrailia..ahha...love it..but...wek!!!, i left it in skewl..sori ..!!!!...
Aifah, haha....y r u so stress today?...ahhaha...kewl man ..kewl!

Eternity Inc. Thnx for the walk..You Rawk ma werld!i may be a little too quiet, but no...Im not.! ahha...takder hal lah nak bual, penat sgt..ahaha..ngantok lagik ader..=> ...haha..Pak Yol, 1997, 1998??...apalah , tu pon luper...lantak lah ngan hamiz dan camt`

Kk....got to go...I have Duty for todays Meet the parent session in the evening.6 to 8 30 +...enjoy and have fun..!

I <3 todAY...

I love today so much...The orientation of the secondary one was fabulous.Fun and BEST.But the best thing today was the people who made it happened. Sports trial was held, here and there.
Get to see people that rock ur world and the peepos that try to Rock ur world!..Alvin...what a hero u r!..ahha!
Kiat Hong, Ibro, Aifah, Mar..hahha....what a day ...

Went to Patrol the Station..and went to field.Soccer boys were having their training...and comes the captain...haha..kk...cut it out...
-captain, you handle the Kid well...good job!...

Take a break and proceed on.After everything ended, prepared to take award.Yeah, congrates to all awardies.`EAGLES award.

Went home, after the rain stops and the story end here.

-Enjoy-

Untitiled...

First day of school is rather fun but bored. Get what i mean?The best part was Wrappers and The boring part was the School.Yea.I don't care. Straight after school, i went to banquet with khad to eat as i knew that there will be no food for me to eat. Had a big "earthquake" with mum due to some reasons.

Waited outside house for Furking 45 min just because she did not want to opened the door.I just Heck Hare it because some way or another, i was at fault too for not bringing my key. BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT.

Was so tired then, and decided to sleep. What the hell punk i got when sleeping. I got drenched. Yes!Drenched! Ass! fine fine, no sleeping , no nothing. Curfews were made and from TODAY ONWARD, i can only play the comp BEFORE 830.WHAT A GOOD START ISN'T.

When i sat and get a book to read...I came up with a story base on a story line of that book. Kinda Dramatic...but it effects my life.

Here it goes...

I titled it: I Am A Musician.

They say the middle child never feels she belonged in the family.Well, growing up in the family of Arts, i learnt that i one thing only mattered. If i could draw or paint, or etc, that would count.But at a very young age, i felt as though im in the wrong family. I could play musical instrument, sing, or maybe even do anything that assosiated to music,and it proved me right. All i know is this: I am a Musician. I just had to find my own kind of art.

Many people try to make art follow rules.Music follow beats.They say if it is not one certain way, You are just not one.I don't care either. What i want, is what i'll do. Even my parent disagree with me. They said, it will bring you to nowhere.

How do you then express ur thought and feeling if your parent can't understand your probs. Never had i told my parent this either cause i don't want to hurt them.Im fine with everything.

On one page, i might use , musical notes. On another, i would use chord, and on the last page, you can see nothing.I might put a poem in the middle of the page.I might surround the lyrics withs black signs or pencil.But, do they understand what is it?... will they read that kind of book?!

As a child, i thought that knowing the history of music is how to be a Musician. But, i was wrong. I have learnt my way that they are many others.Learning special thing and share with the rest.I may miss a few high notes but then it is enough that i could hear my own voice.

ermm...speechless.

Till here.

Treasure the people around you.

Listen to them whenever they can.=*(

Out`

school opening countdown

School is opening very soon.So soon i mean. Had a very last minute pack up.
Not really excited as before because i've been going in and out of school for stuffs.
New and old faces will be seen tomoro.Hopefully tomorrow would be an OK day for me.

Mock exam would be starting soon. Haven't prepare a single thing. Haiz. How i wish the hols will continue. But nah, lifes has to go on.

Aite, still got lots of stuff to do ..till then ...Enjoy

2005 gone and 2006 come!

2005 has been a very wonderful and meaningful year for me.
Many things happened and many thing had been ignored.
From the first january last year, i knew that 2005 would be highly appreciated year and yea, im right.
But im sure that this year would be a much fantastic year ahead.
Many had made resolution these year and I think i'm making it too.
ok ok.


In the year TWO ZERO ZERO SIX...i (PROMISE)

- to always be myself [hehe]
-to study and finished my o levels with a great smile. ( i promise )
-to cherish all the people around me
-im getting myself to "easily" came out with decision~ to go with the flow,BUT decide with the BRAIN
more? not really. Because some made BUT did not fulfilled it.hehe.
Let me now recap some of the amazing thing that ive done last year according to letter.

A- "Addiction" ` that years favourite word in my life vocabulary.

B- battalion` hey guys, u had share the meaning of happy and sadness.Without you ppl, i didn't know the meaning of Failure

C-champion` for Gema Puisi artistik. Cats' of the geylang serai had made us to emerge the champion in the open skit drama competition.

D-december 31` grandad Birthday cum new year.

E-exam's` no exams for us.haha..but my final years sux. That sall i can say.

F- fatamorgana` the family that had put my ability out to the very best in stage performance-i really love u guys.

G-gamelan` new interest by naq, fatin and myself. Performed.

H- holiday inn` asas 50 performance. Able to give a performance to The Greatest poet with the poetry and its the event of malay literature group.

I-ilyas` a buddy that got involve in my busy life. Tries hard but man, i like you to be a friend. 12 month, 12 days, 12 second, 12 milly second. I don't care. Appreciating you always.

J- january`i remembered the cakes you guys bought and the bashing. You ppl cheered me up by coming to my house and man, that's the greatest day i had.

K-khadijah` hey man, you are the buddy that makes me "euphoric". Every single problem that i had, never did i ever tried hidding it from you.Never. May the friendship we had would last forever.

L- leaders` The forming of the nominted coucil leaders and the resigned of duties by the ex council leaders.New faces of the sec one and the growing leaders of the sec two's. May the school is lead well.

M-muhammad sufiyan` you really changed my perspection of other ppl out the and i'm so really got addicted to you.The first msg i got, the momment itself i freaked out. Like a dream came true. " you are my only dream"( three hundred and sixty five days, ...so..) it will be it.=>A Buddy that Rawk!

N- national drama` fatamorgana emerged the fourth runner up. A collaboration with sang singa purba.

O-opening ceremony` west spring. The newly aged emerged.

P-principal of wsss left.

Q-queensway and peninsula!` a bloody fav place for the year. Shoe, bags, shirt and all my stuff gotten from the shop! Lurve it! wee!

R-raya` the ppl that went for 2005 raya, you ppl really made my day. Even some aren't in the "club", i've treated that you are part of us. Loe you ppl lots.

S- seperation` in january, we had a seperation of wrappers. Fatin and atie left the wrap group because of the some stuffs that can't be solve. Really a sad thing but life has to on.

T- teacher day` a band performance by the Unknown [us], Zombie and we goten a place for the stage audition cum performance.

U-unknown` the 2005 band- Jannah, khadijah, mardiana, hatiqah, Special appearence- Mdm Hasnah, and myself was formed. A rock band that performed in School! Rock Never Dies!

V-very important thing about school is Enjoy.

W- wrappers` i love you gals to the core. I know we had fights,bashing here and there, but still u ppl are my next family.Happiness and sadness is still my momentoes.
-wolfgang` a nightmare that i had been tru for many month. An egoist person that i thought would be addicted to. But no, th person that i just can't bearly trust. A person that will be out of my mind forever.

X-traordinary moment

Y- y??..there's no answer to it in that year.

Z-Z family` none other than my fam. I really love u ppl much. Without , mum, dad, sis, and , bro..haiz...i dno wat would happened.

okok..till here..i m freaking tired..haha!..aite chatting wt cuzzie...piss...