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haiz.

"When you are gone, the pieces of my heart is missing you... " Ok...im having a very bad last song syndrome. I aint kidding.ok.. whatever.

I'm updating my blog not because i have to but i wanted too. I think im going to write serious stuffs here. Let me begin with my prayers...

alright *breathing out*, here we go..

Firstly, i have no idea if i really want to be in mcg. Yes, i noe im in the MCG, however i think that my presence there isn't right. AT all i mean. I think my presence there is just to show that " hey man, im here for practice" and since Fatin, Naq and myself are experienced people in theatre and all this stuffs, many people are trying to hooked on us cause of this. I noe my presence has actually upset few of them, want me to name it? IDTS. Cause if she's curious to read this post, she will noe. hahx. On the other hand, im really sorry for Atiqah. Im not saying that she is as if being used by her other friends or whatever lah. But yea, you cant deny the fact that it is true. At times, she will get to talk to her sis and at times, her sis neglected her due to the fact that she has other mates to click on. Its always on and off. So, when i am present, i will upset her cause she will have lesser time to spent with them. haiz. dont lie kause i can see straight from your face. When i go for prac, you will slowly hindered away from us. When im not, you hooked on to them as if u are her semi-undetachable twin. Sorry if my presence bring about this thing. And again, i don't feel the sense of belonging there. I felt as though you people are full of own in-things. yea. But good thing i knoe HASBI, at least if anyone were to ask " know anyone from MCG?" i can answer the person right away! wee~ and im happy to knoe you. SweeTs. =) Atiqah, Hang on and when there is a way, there will always be a way. Whatever lah. I m really confused and i think my Drama, theatre journey ends here. Im not sure to quit MCG.... not sure if there will be No regrets, OR no Tears. hahah! Haiz! Crap lah!!!

LastLy, I really Miss my FATAMORGANA Drama Society, Especially MIS3- Drama MUM. ='( haiz.

To eunice... If you dont feel the sense of belonging, think wisely and make own decision. Many paths to a quest. Dn think too much. I wanner see you smile like you did when you watch S.H.E actions. haha. k. Cya and tc Peeps.

~Azura

Aches.

First and foremost, realy would like to apologise for not updating my blog frequently. Busy with works and assignments. Im sure most of you are busy too. =P
OK. basically this week, i have lots of things to talk about. ahha! good thing ;)and bad things. =(. ok..nevermind, to make thing easier, i will break up these events to many SUB events.haha!

Extreme Venture(EACH OF US WAS THE MASTER OF OUR GAME)

The O7 Peeps asked me to join them for extreme venture cause, there wasnt enough people to participate in the activity. So i agreed and joined them. It was amazing and i had a blast running, laughing, oggling and playing all the activities with them haha! They are a bunch of hilarious great people. Wanna Noe hu? There are none other than Eugene, Madeleine, Valerie, CK {the leader}, Cui Hui, Eric, Melvyn and Myself. ahha! We run all over the school and yeap, the game was great(even though few of them find it lame and stupid). The first game was to transfer water from a pail to a 1.5 water bottle using a big/small cup of plastic cup with 6 small holes. The plastic cup was to be put on top or our head and haha! all of us got wet. ERIC was darn cool. I guessed, he loves the water darn much that he volunteer to go to and fro for several times! for few of them, we were scared that the water would spoilt out stylish hair and fewjust wanner get wet!We ran to the next checkppoint and we had to throw balls in to the bucket MAD is master of this games. Next was, to scoop a ping pong ball with letter and the aim was to make the werd "F.I.S.H.B.A.L.L". ahha! There were skipping games and Yea,VAL did great! haha!Thank to MEL, he didn't know how to skip, ahha! but still he did great. Oh ya! thanx to his injured Thumb. =P We had the 'Keep it high' and yea, the master of the game is MELVYN. He blew 5 balloon despite the fact that the rest of us was catching our running breath. ahha! It wasnt easy OKAY! The So Qoo Qoo qoo game was a killer! we took 45 mins to actually find the place where the game is held! ARSE. Even the Infomation Booth was somehow useless. ahha! Sorry to say but yea, they know its true. On order for us to exchange for clues, we had to shout the Course name on the Big banner of the Attrium and yea, myne was Interactive and Media Design! ahha. after knowing the clues, we ran all the way back to where we are just to find the place. This time we had to Balance the water while closing our eyes. I think the master of this game is C.K??? Maybe lah. haha. The pink Dolphin, aka The Mountain Peak was the easy one. However, the harder part of this game is the climbing of stairs by SQUARTING. Ouch My butt pain. The master of this game is CUI HUI. =) Soon after, we headed to the Equation Game and guess wat? ... the master of the game is EUGENE, he did all the calculations and yea, we only follow! ahha! FUN FUN. The master of the last game is ME,Myself,and I, The BALLOON with flour. I got myself Freed from the water and flour. The rest was so poorly dirtied by the poked balloon. ahha! but they looked rather KiuTT with all the sticky, slimy Wet Flour.. We headed back to the chack point and Prize Presentation. We won third and received voucher from Royal Sporting House worth $60. =) Went home and Aches are everywhere. =P

Foreign Bodies

Yesterday practise was a blast. Aches everywhere and yeap, learnt new dancesteps. 4/8s. Will be performing i think. Thats what the pres said to us. Hoping that it will be true. Yea. Ended at 10 and reached home at around 12...wow.. haha. more that 18 hours in school. I like. Eh.. nah ah. The Seniors just rock big time. They were good and yea, i like them damn much. =) The practice was taught by FONG. Hey man, u were so good. ahha! I cant help it but i keep banging on Vii for many times. So does she. She was standing beside me, practising too and each time we did sliding, we will bang! KiuT man, and one thing i like is, each time i do the shuffling and Open hand, i will accidentally touch her nose! wah man. Sharp. ahah! WTF. haha. OKok. Upon gg out of the room, Handshakes were made and It feels like HOMMEEE.....=D

MCG Drama

Ermm... haha. I have nothing to say on this. As usual and OKAY lah. haha.

Argh, Dno wat else to update. Wait for another updates yea! ahha! Take care all.

PS* Im moving aways to give u guys space. so, dont go to a higher level of thinking kause it will make you feel bad.

For you who is having bad aches here and there, take care too dont strain yourself cause i cant even stand! ARGH!

OK. Missing You all always. Take care and Peace. Out.

HIghlights!

Highlights of Everything. =)

Today was great. Especially during Foreign Bodies Practice. Argh. Im officially part of the Foreign Bodies Family. Wee~ I know the family Handshakes ok! hahax! Today practice was more like games and yea, can't deny it but i had funs! The practice cum games goes this way;
the whole lots of us were supposed to memorise 4 dance steps of 4 count each and each step ws named as A, B, C, and D. Basically, we had to remember and the Senior will give as Mixed Up Alphabets for e.g ABACDBAA and when the song was turned on, we had to dance according to the alphabets given. hah. and guess what, my grup was too syncronise for MAKING MISTAKES! haha. But yeap, we had darn of fun!

Ok, next up was the MCG (malay cultural group). Okay, Frankly for this, i wasn't really InTo it. cause i think i have no idea how this team of people works together.They held a general meeting and it was all about the Drama 3rd August Production. Was rather kewl but yeap, i didn't get the role cause i didn't go for audition. Was sick then. But i think thru normal prac, i was good enough to be the asst. Stage manager. wahah! didn't do anything and i like that.!=P So, i think i'll be working together with HUNKY senior and yea, like it. "like real". So, Thank you for the role. =) So kind of you guys. So , i think , i will managing the stage truouts!

Hmm. for class, I have no idea wat java is about. Oh no. In fact i undastand. Oh dear, most of them actually got A for their java. NOT FAIR.some even copy rte! ahha! nvm. But it's good for me, from D- to B. =D G.O.O.D. J.O.B Nora! Im improving. =P

Hmm. There's this happenings about the Extreme Venture and stuffs. Infact, i have no idea why did i join. haha! i have like no other choice LOR. Eugene SHOUTED my name and asked if i wanted to join their groups kaue then short of a person. Since Melvyn joined, i decided to agree on it. So yea, check me out. =X

For the Voice Out Competition, Eunice wanted so badly to join and yea, i was being dragged and so is eggy. haha. But that's ok. We should just try and let the fate decides. =) If we were to join, Young composer would be the most appropriate, cause all of us ARE composers.wee~ [Mesmerise my heart]

Ok. Next, safety is very important. To those of you who always go home darn late, pls becareful. {apply to me too.} haha. Melvyn, thank you so much. You lead me all the way home safely. sweeTs. May i pray for you and the Sweet Candy Girl ''meet-able'' always.


For the rest who are basically in Love, In a Hatred Mood, Fatigue, Sick and Anything. May i wish you best and Take care Dudes! Peace!

Happy birthday to ATIQAH, NIGEL and MAURICE

HAPPY BITHDAY ATIQAH, NIGEL, MAURICE! LOVE YOU ALL LOTS!

ps. T.c eggy! Drink lots of water yea. And eugene!!! dont torture anymore!!!! haha!TENGKU, thank you so much for the slippers. Im touched by ur gesture to actually take it all the way from home. Sorry.and next time, DRIVE ME HOME! ahha. nah nh . thnx for the offer yea. sweet of you. T.c n get a gd rest and sleep. u look so "vegy" today. okok.the rest of my love ones.t.c guys! PEACE =)

FUN

REPLIES TO TAGGER.

Leandra: haah. so sweet of you to feel touched by mu post. All u have to do is think positive. ok?? dn think too much. Im always here! I i wish. =D

NIgel: You really want to huh? ok lah. my volunteerily rte? Sweets. haha. the shy gurl oso sick. so u must t.c of her frst. =D haha!

Tengku: totaly Yo-Yo. i like tt phrase. U r so influetial tt everyone is following ur werds. But gd wat!! Ur the KING! haha!

M.O: love love love!!! haha. M.U much!

OVER YOU!

okok. full of crap. things have been great and yeap, lifes is filled with great things and PEACE.

Yesterday class was okay and yeap, it was none other then the same old routine. 8 to 6 and continued with MCG practice. I was darn not alright yesterday before going to MCG Practice.I wished i played and joined in their Cerazii practice. BUt, yeap. i really had fun. haha. Was coughing and having stomach flu during the practice. it was deadly terrible.* ken i dismantle my body part, wash it, cleanned it with anti-bacteria chemical and put it back into where it belongs?!* i wished.

The practice was fun and yea! here's the pic.

opps.. not forgetting my beloved DMIT 08 Pic. =) taken few days back.

=P

Mr hottie cum personal doc gonner be. =D
Keep Twisting.
Aww..darn hard werking. Im Kool Like a fool! hahaa. Nice one Tengku.
Stressed. =X
The one without Stressed. haha.

Alex.... So harkwerking.

KArtik n Maurice.

Just Eunice n Lecturer

Rya and Naq.

Alfee and The GANGS.

HAVE FUN PEEPS!

PS* T.c n SMILE SUPERSTAR!

Random post

If I were to ask a question from the horizon to all the human being that’s alive, I believe that you people are not able to answer.

Here we go; Give me one characteristic that all of us have in common pertaining to life?
Answer me.If you were to think that “oh crap, what a lame riddles I have” than, don’t bother answering.
To those of you who are kind of curious, the ultimate answer is none other than GREED.

Shouldn’t that be the real answer? All human Beings are greedy. Even for myself. Sometimes I’m ashame to be born and didn’t make any good thing out of the remaining life that I have. Do we take advantage of what we have? Do we treasure things that are very important to us? Do we acknowledge things around us? Are we too stupid that we gave up our life for nothing?! Think. Use all the braincells that you have and think. People out there are dying due to famine and incurable illness, and here we are, trying our best to commit suicide. Why? For the stupid lame shit reason, because we are too stressed due to work, finance, family and school work.
People even tried to jump of a building, jumping onto railway track and etc for nothing. Where do you place you brain? Your 5% left right working brain. Oh dear.

There are people out there who are struggling to support family and the love ones. You showered them with tears because of you stupid lame reason for killing youself. How ignorant can you be? There’s no one in the world are perfect. You jolly well know that and why do you even waste time telling yourself, ‘what’s the use of living if I can’t be perfect?’

I’m feeling deadly terrible. Why? A lost friend and near ones are resting in peace. Why? Due to the simple reason I’d just mentioned. You know that it’s stupid. Oh, hell NO. You don’t know at all.

For those who have problems, pls think and talk about it. Don’t be too ignorant and think that you are able to do things all by yourself. You can’t expect miracle to happen. Please. To those of you, who are thinking of irrelevant thing, stop it. You haven’t realised that there are many people out there who wants that opportunity to live.
Life is full of ups and downs. As always, life if paradoxing. Fear, anguished, being crestfallen and all the mixed feeling are just trying to harm you. Pull yourself together and you can endure all this. Be happy if you can be, and think positive even if you think you can’t. There’s always someone who cares for you.

Pls, think for yourself before others.Cry.

FATIQUE

Oh dear, i have no idea what happened to my body. I felt as though a sheer of exhaustion and great fatigue just pounded on me. My throat is itching, my head is heavy and body isn't responding too well. Can i not be sick? Please. Do you know how terrible it feels when you have stomach flu, accompanied by a BIG TIME headache, itching sorethroat, swollen neck bone, teary eyes, temperamental fever and nauseous feeling? It feels as though you are at the verge of 'fainting'. I wouldn't be too stupid to say at the verge of dying. Haha. That's how i am feeling at this point of time.

I was all ready and set up to school when I heard a high frequency ‘eeeee’ sound in my eardrums. I stand unbalancedly and the look of my bed gave a great temptation for me to lie and have a very good rest. Yesterday, Alex sent me a message “to all my dearest west Area buddies, Tml 10 20am At YewTee, Okie?” at night and because of that, I tried hard to wake up in time for school. Unfortunately, my body didn’t allow me to. Sorry buddies. Thanks to Alex,Pegan, Eunice,Liying, Leandra and all those who showed your concern. Thanks a lot. Don’t worry; I will take care of my self. You guys too yea?

Eugene messaged me yesterday saying that he was sad. Oh dear, what happened to you? Things don’t seem to be so well? Chill out and don’t think too much yea. Things will be alright. =D VAIO birthday? Happy Birthday to VAIO Lappy. Haha. =P

Yesterday we had DMD class assignment. I did okay, I guess. It was all about photoshop =D can’t deny that Melvin is an expert in Photoshop. He did the photo editing using shortcuts and yeap, he is too fast for all of us, including Eunice and Suet. Done with the photo editing and Eggy was “teacher, this pic I do can pass or not?” haha. The lecturer was smiling and gave him a very good impression. So yeap, Eggy, You might pass. {Thanks to me} =P. ahha. Ru feng was lost during the in-class assignment and yea, most of us help her, and to Ru feng, [rilax yea, you have friends to help you when you are in need. Don’t worry too much =D]

For those who are in school. Take care, don’t get stressed up and make urself unwell. It’s a terrible feeling. Take care and Miss you people.Nigel, be my personal doc! jk jk.Leandra i gave you a thank you kiss, u better treasure it. ahha. Liying DARLZ! i miss you. always. take care aite. ? Suet, u better take ur Wood peppermint for you throat. Im eating that too. Jieying, get yourself a strepsil. Eunice, keep entertaining ppl. T.c n PEACE =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO, MUHAMMAD FARIZAL

Yesterday was alright. As pernormal; attending Lectures, tutorials and Lab. Just like a normal routine.Hmm.came home at 1130pm yesterday because of MCG. Im so darn tired and sleepy after a along day. Thanks to Naq's parent who sent me home. =) Naq and aten were there too and they were the ones who pulled me into it. Thanks for the 'Planned' and after yesterday's practice, i think it will be darn easy lah. Thanks to Suet and Maurice for accompanying us till six. Atiqah, u left early. You should have stayed a lil longer for the activity of the day. The senior rocks, however i think few of them were very slacky. The activities were draggy too but yeap can't deny it, i had tons of fun. Wed is the audition. And yeap, i have no idea if i will go for the audition.

Gg to schl for things. hmm. Prac, Prac and Prac. Have fun guys!..tired. and Peace!

*Lazy to update. NIGEL-I've udated my blog. =P