haiz.

"When you are gone, the pieces of my heart is missing you... " Ok...im having a very bad last song syndrome. I aint kidding.ok.. whatever.

I'm updating my blog not because i have to but i wanted too. I think im going to write serious stuffs here. Let me begin with my prayers...

alright *breathing out*, here we go..

Firstly, i have no idea if i really want to be in mcg. Yes, i noe im in the MCG, however i think that my presence there isn't right. AT all i mean. I think my presence there is just to show that " hey man, im here for practice" and since Fatin, Naq and myself are experienced people in theatre and all this stuffs, many people are trying to hooked on us cause of this. I noe my presence has actually upset few of them, want me to name it? IDTS. Cause if she's curious to read this post, she will noe. hahx. On the other hand, im really sorry for Atiqah. Im not saying that she is as if being used by her other friends or whatever lah. But yea, you cant deny the fact that it is true. At times, she will get to talk to her sis and at times, her sis neglected her due to the fact that she has other mates to click on. Its always on and off. So, when i am present, i will upset her cause she will have lesser time to spent with them. haiz. dont lie kause i can see straight from your face. When i go for prac, you will slowly hindered away from us. When im not, you hooked on to them as if u are her semi-undetachable twin. Sorry if my presence bring about this thing. And again, i don't feel the sense of belonging there. I felt as though you people are full of own in-things. yea. But good thing i knoe HASBI, at least if anyone were to ask " know anyone from MCG?" i can answer the person right away! wee~ and im happy to knoe you. SweeTs. =) Atiqah, Hang on and when there is a way, there will always be a way. Whatever lah. I m really confused and i think my Drama, theatre journey ends here. Im not sure to quit MCG.... not sure if there will be No regrets, OR no Tears. hahah! Haiz! Crap lah!!!

LastLy, I really Miss my FATAMORGANA Drama Society, Especially MIS3- Drama MUM. ='( haiz.

To eunice... If you dont feel the sense of belonging, think wisely and make own decision. Many paths to a quest. Dn think too much. I wanner see you smile like you did when you watch S.H.E actions. haha. k. Cya and tc Peeps.

~Azura