3rd official raya with fam and Teater at esplanade

[the current situation]

[Big Cuzzie and Child]

[Uncle and Firin]

[Me and Shikin!]

[Me and Mummy]

[The Z's Siz Broz]


[Me , dad, and sis]

[Me and Adira(bestie)]

[The Us]

Just come home from Jalan Raya. Went to Kak Nana's house and off to aunt Tini's. Man, meet lotsa cuzzie, the small and the big.
The Semi-D was big and yea...missing it...
Took several pix and take a look at it.
Have fun chat with the long seen cousin. Nah, not really. Every year also get to see them.
The special thing about today is a cousin of mine just came back from Australia.
He studies there at the University of Law bla bla bla.
Man, U r freaking smart! All of us miss u so much.haha..

ok..enough of today and snap back to yesterday...

I went to esplanade to watch a teater by Rafaat hamzah.
With Khad and Cikgu Hasnah since all of us got nothing to do.
Msg Them and set a place to meet.
The Teater entitled "Gua Cakap Sama Lu Sapa Kata Puisi Boring?"
or rather said " I tell you, who says poetry is boring?"

Man! It was damn good that the programme was a "standing ovation" ones.
We were late as mdm Hasnah had been waiting for us like hours or so.
We got in after 5 mins of waiting outside the Teater Studio.

Lead by MI peeps and Najib Jamal.[A very Talented Poetry and a "teacher of my'' when i joined in his workshop]
Very Musical and ROCK!!!!!!
Argh! There's a rock band. There were none other the Sound Salvation.
Gerek sak! Their song were damn ROCK!
There's 3 part to it.
First was about Ppls reflections, Next poetry and Musical on Love, and Last was on 99 names of the god.
Rafaa cried when he recite the Poetry on love. Man, i was damn f**kingly touched. Followed by the love song that they composed.Argh...freaking nice.

It came to an end and the moment we went out, we met Ravi, Ken and Afiq.Ngah lepak rupernyer. Takder keje nyer orng.
Had a chat or two and on the way down to escalator, we the Peepos sindir menyindir on a person. haha! wth.

Went home and piss out.

School Open House...WOW WEST SPRING... and Harry Potter...and the Insanity...

[Leaders on duty]

[Rawk lah!! power Mdm Hasnah]

[The Greatest Band of all time]

[Aifah's henna Production.HA.HA]

[The Chill Out Lads]

[Dikir Gurls]

[The Henna Printing on my hand]

[Printed handy Hand..keke]

[Me, pet, khad]

Yesterday was the school open house and well said, it was great.
The opened carnival concept, attracts lots of primary 6 students.

Many different division of duties were given out.
I was under Mdm Hasnah, doing some band thingy with some other people.
There were dikir barat, library, robotics, guides and many other exhibitions.

I was damn freaking bored cause there were no wrap, naqiah , and some other ppl who were suppose to be there.
Naq couldn't make it due to some probs.
Wrap weren't there because there were under Mr Singh.

Went to Aifah's guide Henna Place and did some henna!
Ok...i must admit, that was the ONLY fun part.Wohoo!
Did some pattern here and there and on the arm[ aifah "THANKS" to u]
But My fav one was the..ahha[ u need not know]keke..!

Wait for Aifah and the rest before going home.
So,Sharizal, Hakim, Hakhim, Azman sit and 'lepak'.
Sharizal play a few pieces of song and the rest was like singing??..
Not that sure though.

Illyas and some of the Peeps sang while Fazly and Hafiz plays the guitar.
Kewl man..

Went home and off to watch Harry Potter.
Man.. nice movie. But, nvm.
Really had fun and yea..gtg to teater Rafaat.

The Harry POtter and Us.



ps* im stress thinking bout many thing.That's y i'm insane.
Silence that Said.

What's with.....

[I found it in my hidden file! kewl pic huh?!]


Ok..i've just done with my Fatamorgana Blog.
Take a glimpse at it and comment.

Im just freaking stress.
Not knowing y.
Cancelled our plan for today due to some Unknown whatever.
I don't give a shit either.

I miss The Battalion!
Man man man !
Haiz....
ok..we will meet someday too.

Tomorrow is the school open house for all the primary 6 kiddos to come and i'm currently involved in the Mdm Hasnah Group with the other kewl guitarist.
I don't know what song to play and just putting high hopes on mdm hasnah chord book.

Fatin and Naqiah are suppose to be the groopies or so calles singer.
BUT they had planned not to go due to some 'breakdown'.
Whatever lah. I don't feel like going too.

okok..i'll end here..ntg much to say...

Days in skewl..

Yea, im in skewl at this point of time.
With these ms somebady..non other then the beloved NAQ.
Naq, marah eh ?....when i said about AMINNUDIN??!!!! btol per..u guys rawk the world....
Okok....i'll shut on that.

Out for the history class with Mr Siva.
Yesterday was 33 peeps and today..was half of it..but quite kewl indeed.
In the library and there's ppl playing soccer on the field.
Today is the selection for B Boys?...Ic..ok...hope U get choosen.
Insyallah.

Yea naq, i know im a lil bit of crap here and there.
Im high indeed.Not knowing y.
We did some stupid thing during the history class and took damn FURK++G lots of printing paper which in fact supose to be shared among the rest.Naq sneeked in WAFFLE into the library and eat in in the class.. [kes takder keje]
We then tried taking our bags to put in the paper and when she wanted to go out...came mr siva...she's kinda shock..nak canot per??...U can't...I laughed outLoud.

And yea...tomorrow no Class.! Woohoo!!
Free and peace.!
Nah, but not at home.

Ok...i miss Wrap...SInce the day u lefty my house...blablabla...
ahhaha..okok....crappy.

I m farkingly looking forward to the thursday planny!!!
Going to out for a break!!!!
The besties buddy will be following...
Wrap, Beruangs and the Guys..
U know hu u all are..

okok...what's in my mind now is the song..

100% blablabla...ahhahah.....dangdut!! wohoo! Naq, i wanner give a peeps on that!!! hahahah...wth! Naq...[bola tak berat!] hey naq...ken u imagaine...aminnudin main Bola..wohhoo!!!! best....okok....gtg...chaa

Pic of the decades...

Loverble buddy of mine...

Saturday and sundy was UNEXPECTED, cool and fan and tiring day.
Nothing much to say because i'm blank on writing what happened on that day.
Thank to my Very lovable downtoearth Friends, Nurul, Suhaifah, Naqiah , Insyirah, Rose, Sufiyan, Firdaus, Zaki, Mar and khad [for kaming and help me out.] Without you guys, i'd don't know what to do.
You guys were willing to stay for abut 4, 5 hours just to help me out.Man, thank alot.

Pic of the Unforgettable day.









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black, white, grey...i want to be grey.

These pic that i'd post symbolises lots and lots of thing in my mind at these point of time.
let me relate this to real life.
In life, you will experience dark and brightness.
It's true that some of you might thing that this is stupid and rte, i wuld agree to it too.
BUT, what i feel is...
In life you experience sorrow and hardship.
The black background shows it.
The shineness that is in the middle of the pic symbolises that happiness.
And happiness can only come about when u craft it and the person holding the camera shows that.
The plants at the side on the layered of the black background symbolises that the things and people around you may not be the person who shaped your happiness. It's YOU and only YOU. The reflection, shows that what YOU see through is only The physical not ur true self.
The pic consist of black and white.
But have you ever notice the colour GREY?...You see what you can see.

yea ROCK BRO, i guess u r on the right track.
WOLFGANG, read my first line.
It's true. But, competitive. Be original aite?.
She rocks and better than You could think off.
So, all the very best.

I just thought that the moment i told you about 'kumpulan' could just be wiped out from the time machine.
I should not tell you. It's a wr0ng time, wrong situation, wrong these and that. But like you say 'everything happens for a reason'. I know and i respect that.

I lied to myself because everything need sacrificies.
yeah..i don't know myself real well.
I don't know who i AM and WAS.
All i know WAS i used to be a rugged and 'heck kere' peep.
But currently, i felt as though that my legs as taken over my head.
I don't know how i feel towards a friendship and IN a friendship.

You said it. Direct and indirectly. I appreciate it.
But the bottom line is..can it last?...

nah..forget all these craps.

Find the colour GREY and you will know what the future is like.

Hari Raya O.HOuse!

Went to Mdm hasnah open house and some others...
and that includes, Nadzihar, Hakhim, Hamiz, Faten hu else ar? i could not remember..
went with the KL memberz kater kan...and they are none other then khad, insyirah, nadzihar, roselena, hamiz, hakhim, aliff, zaki, fir, and my self..
Y ARENT SOME OTHERS THERE!!! haha..nah...kdding..

ok..anyway here's the pic...









Heres the TODAY pixie taken after skewl..

Hari Raya Open House

Went out wit wrappy n the beruang's...to some frens open house.
Went t0 Nurul's, Mar's, Illyas, and ntah lah...haha.....

ok..some pixie...of it













Me and Khad, [underneath Nurul's block!]












[Illyas House]












[Mar's House, Naq, wts wit u !?! so kiuTT haha!]












[Nurul and khad's fone, No werk to du lah!]












[POst everbody!]


Pic of Khad and me Out after That...
We saw the "potential Balestiar Khalsa U-16" soccer playa.
But nah, no autograph and pic taken.HAHA!

ok..here's the "our" pic in mac!

I'm the one hu wants to be with you... [It's a song lah]

[First and foremost , THE SONG DOESN'T SUIT WITH MY TEMPLATE and ENTRIES! haha! NVM, u need changes SOMEtime]

Went to maths class at 8. Planned to meet naq and off BUT she did not go due to losing her voice. Take care gerl.So decided to meet Atie then.Went to school BUT, we "cabot" means, escape.Because....we came late and Ms Liew won't let Latecomers to go into the class.

So, thought of going off to BP and on the way, we met Khad and a msg was received.
" You all come in " sent by Jasmine. We were like " ARGH!!!!!"...
So we must go back to school BUT [haiz, it has been many many BUTs lately]Kiat Hong, Bobby, Sherly, hmm..Whats her name ar..Somebody..[i don't know her name lah.haha!], Atie and myself studied in the library.
Officially opened my CURRENT PRINCIPAL, Mr Singh.

Finished and went home after 3A history lesson over BUT we couldn't because in actual fact, my maths lesson ended at 12 45. I didn't give a damn and went to BP,[to meet wrap but turn out to be KHAD] at 12 00+? yeah.

Walk and 'loitered' around, looking at Phones shop and MP3s. Hey dudes, they MP4 was so kewl!...but Nah, it's not a need, It's a want.

We were Hungry and off to MAC.Atie, thanks for your MP3 SONG ADDICTION.
All were so Sentimental.~ U wondered huh?! from METAL to sentiMEnTAL!~Bluik!
Yeah, Addicted to the song from Phyne Ballerz-Hasrat and Coco Lee- Before i fall in love.
I played the song over and over again. Man..the lyrics is in my mind!
~My head goes Insane.~

"Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
To warm my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love"

Im not finding true love.Yea.Don't get mistaken.
Im finding a true Companion.Because...I believe that the bond is MUCH stronger that anyone could think of.
These would be the PERSON you would find IN your Life after 10 YEARS down the road.

OK...I'll stop my crap and off to business...

These few days, the word "HOSPITALITY" or simply said, the way you treat and react with others kept wondering through my mind. Imagine yourself, getting someone who do not know how to appreciate and treat the people around them.
Advantage is the 'POP' word in their life dictionary.

It happened to me when naq told me about these person i knew.
I realised it then. Even when your are a close buddy or whatever it called, it's SO different when that "someone" treat you infront of other friend.
Should i name that "someone"? It's not a must.
But i hang it over. I don't think it's even that important in my true life.

I'd deleted the post that i thought i wrote it out of anger.
I laughed out loud to myself for writing it too.
It's kind of funny but kiuTT.HAHA.
I'd learnt a thing today, When you are angry and on pressure, NEVER write an entry.
~JUST A LESSON TO LEARN~

"Im the one who wants to be with you,
deep inside i hope you feel it too,
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you "

Haha!U, make me ADDICTED to the song!
Reality huh?.. LET THE FATE DECIDE..haha..

Are we going for tomoro EXORCISM...?
Planner, what up? Chilling or going? haha..
kk..looking forward to 2moro[EXCORCISM not SINGAPORE POLY]
BEEP me on these for whoever who reads these entries.

Out to NON ADDICTION of MSN.
Because MSN makes me simply mad.
No DISPLAY PIC, no MSN NICK, no MSN MSG lead to no HATRED.
Till here.

~ I'd realised and know wha's next!~
Woohoo~ i lurve myself...

*ps:" Don't worry about the dream yea? haha...it's only a dream. =>"

The Belated Birthday Gerl..Look at her hair! how kiuTT!

Cocoa Powder...

The Gals' Photo Shoot...haha..we really had fun...

PS. My leg hurts! haha.

My beloved Wrapperz. ~ Me, Aifah, Khad and Rul.

It's enough having them throughout.

* im in the Sick and Breakdown moment~ ahha!

Not in true mood. Thats all.

till here..