ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
OK.SHUT UP! darn. Im Pissed. I want to cry. I wanna jump- On my bed! I want TO GO KOREA!
Few days back, i had two Reunion or better said - Kenduri. Did prayers and Tahlil. Not forgetting the prayers for an important day before Ramadhan. (fasting month). During the prayers for saying the 99 names of my god, i could still remember what happened. I had my eyes tightly shut. Totally. I freed my mind and i didn't want to think about anything. As the sound of the prayers got through my head, Deep within me, i prayed for few things that i really want in my life.
I couldn't remember how many things i wished or prayed for BUT i remembered what i wished. It was somehow my LAST wished. I prayed that, one day, i will fly to Korea and meet my Idol. The one who inspired me to dance, act, and sing. Understand the asian culture and the true meaning of MUSIC. I prayed that i will go to KOREA and meet DBSK/TVXQ/DBSG/Tohoshinki. Yeap. I know it may sound stupid, but, come on! Dreams do come true. And whenever you believe in miracles, god will answer your prayers.
As soon as i opened my eyes, tears ran down my cheeks, and i really hope that god who is the wisest, bravest, the only one who can answer all my prayers (especially the IMPORTANT ones). I really do know that he will answer ALL the one who believed in Him and eventually, give what he can give us.
Then, today, after exam, Went out with tqah- to find job and Stuff. Was darn tired and she brought up this issue on what she read at he newspaper. She said she saw a poster on A KOREAN band. But she wasnt sure if that was DBSK. kause its written as TVXQ. haha (its the same!!) She only spotted MICKY and XIAH. Love those two. So, it got me hypered up, but still, that thing kept playing in my mind.
As i reached home, this is what i'd found.
Well, When you believe in something, Miracles can happened. AND i Believe in miracles.
(only you can make a difference)
I told mum about that. And she looked rather Cool with it. But after thinking back. I cannot possibly go there alone. (Im having vacation. Not the others). My sister was like "i have school". ARGH. darn.
I really wanna cry..Sob.
OK.SHUT UP! darn. Im Pissed. I want to cry. I wanna jump- On my bed! I want TO GO KOREA!
Few days back, i had two Reunion or better said - Kenduri. Did prayers and Tahlil. Not forgetting the prayers for an important day before Ramadhan. (fasting month). During the prayers for saying the 99 names of my god, i could still remember what happened. I had my eyes tightly shut. Totally. I freed my mind and i didn't want to think about anything. As the sound of the prayers got through my head, Deep within me, i prayed for few things that i really want in my life.
I couldn't remember how many things i wished or prayed for BUT i remembered what i wished. It was somehow my LAST wished. I prayed that, one day, i will fly to Korea and meet my Idol. The one who inspired me to dance, act, and sing. Understand the asian culture and the true meaning of MUSIC. I prayed that i will go to KOREA and meet DBSK/TVXQ/DBSG/Tohoshinki. Yeap. I know it may sound stupid, but, come on! Dreams do come true. And whenever you believe in miracles, god will answer your prayers.
As soon as i opened my eyes, tears ran down my cheeks, and i really hope that god who is the wisest, bravest, the only one who can answer all my prayers (especially the IMPORTANT ones). I really do know that he will answer ALL the one who believed in Him and eventually, give what he can give us.
Then, today, after exam, Went out with tqah- to find job and Stuff. Was darn tired and she brought up this issue on what she read at he newspaper. She said she saw a poster on A KOREAN band. But she wasnt sure if that was DBSK. kause its written as TVXQ. haha (its the same!!) She only spotted MICKY and XIAH. Love those two. So, it got me hypered up, but still, that thing kept playing in my mind.
As i reached home, this is what i'd found.
Well, When you believe in something, Miracles can happened. AND i Believe in miracles.(only you can make a difference)
I told mum about that. And she looked rather Cool with it. But after thinking back. I cannot possibly go there alone. (Im having vacation. Not the others). My sister was like "i have school". ARGH. darn.
I really wanna cry..Sob.
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