moga dirahmati allah. [may god bless you]

12 May 2006 was the day you left us. Left us with tears as you are through to another world.
We cried. We kept silence. Y do you have to leave all of us? It's very unexpected. At 2.20, You are no more. I was shocked. Hold back my tears after knowing. This shows that God loves you more than anybody do. God wants you back to his comfort. It's hard to except but we have to.

I witnessed the whole process.Except for the Bath process. The lifted of body, white clothe that were wrapped up, the carrying up to the bus, the opening of wooden casket, the stepping of grave soil and the burying of the body. I witnessed it all.The crane that took the soil and put it above the white wrapped body make me to wipe out. I can't hold back my tears even i tried controlling it.

My aunt cried without stopping. We did prayers and let the god do his part. We took seven step aback. I knew that that's when he's question. he'll go to heaven. I promised. Back to aunt's house and we did our prayers. This prayers will take place for the whole 7 days.

Can't sleep.Thinking bout it. But, hope that he'll have a great time in his another world.

Amin.[Amen].