Better off our Own

Changed the blog song.

I was finding the original rock version and the singer was Roxette but didn't manage to.So, i'd decided to put one of my fav song and because it's very meaningful.Listen if you want to, Click stop Button if you don't want to listen to it.

Hmm.Today was the very first mock exam paper. Mother tongue to be precise.The Paper was ok. But the written answer was very complicating.Hopefully i make it.I never want to let Mdm Hasnah Hope down. She mentioned that she knew 8 of the Malay Express will get distinctions.But I really hope, Each and Everyone would get that.Easy to say but very difficult to be done.

I read Insyirah's entries and yea, In, let me tell you this, WE really have to do well for Mock and O.We'd promised each other and we have to achieve it.I knew how u felt cause i sat beside you.We did mentioned that we will be committing suicide when we got the result.Everyone flunked. But y?. I just can't understand.

But In, we have to believe in ourselves and work on what we want.No more time left for us and our secondary school days will be ending soon. Just an advice or two, to those who will not be taking o level,study all you can cause you have enough time.Don't wait and burn midnight oil.
My results were bad.Very bad. Told my mum and got screwed up. Unexpectedly, advise were given by teachers and really motivates me.Im just using half of my true self but i know i have a better half.

Hmm.=Sigh=
Teachers leaving us.All.Sad and Angry.What's life without teachers?Or should all of us experience it once.Hmm.I know that We are better of our own.But the teachers is our Guide.Losing the teachers are as though we lose Our books. Complaines and many sudden bombardement.I hate to see when any of my classmates got scolded for no reason. Trying to vent anger on us the Innocents. I simply can't understand.

Staying back is the kind of punishment that we got from them. Without thinking whether we are tired or not. I know that all of us are tired. But how i wish the too could understand us. We ain't robot that will work 27/7/60/60.

We seek for advice. But they think it's a complaint. Well, what else can we say if that's their perceptions. Have to meet VP and clear the 'Argument'. Im to tired to meet the both of them and yea, we left. Just now, while waiting, I'd Asked wrapped this question ' will you die for a friend or will you see them die''.I know most of you have heard about that question. They answered. All said, they would die for a friend and or if possible, they would die together. I then answered them synically. Giving them a big "HEH!". Sorry if you all considered that as harsh.

"Die for a friend?" really?, i kept thinking and this situation just don't make me believe their answer.

WE, when to see someone for an advice. Telling her what had happened during this particular time in class. Thenafter, we got called. Then, i said " we have to repeat what we had said". Then, someone answered while putting up her hand showing surrendered symbols and said , " hey,i'd never say i was going to "complaine", came another one saying, " i never complaine".It hurts me so freaking lots. Saying and thinking that,"is this what you called one for all for one?". Better to call it " all gone, one die". I shut my mouth and walk.Tried not to think about what happened but yea it really hurt me lots.But still have to smile! =>

Maybe, friend and trust are everything. But

let's not think that way cause life is paradox. You may keep a secret for 20 years but leak it out for only a second or two. Hmm. This is what life is called.

Thus,Let the fate decide.

~Btw, the song has nothing to do with my emotion at this point of time.i just love the song.

`Azura