Saturday, April 08, 2006

Listening to Babyface- Fire. How nice. I love the "concept" of song.
Yesterday was kind of a great day.Went for the night study because no one was at home.Till late night.Wrap didn't want to go so let it be. Went to meet Atie and we went off together.

Yesterday's night class was supergreat. I gain lots of tips from the P.Os. about how to handle time, clues for english comprehension and how to study Sciences. Mr Huang sat for about an hour, going through the comprehension passage and summary.Thenafter, he said how the teachers in RI taught them.Full of tricks and skills.=WOW=. Then came the lady P.O.she sat and i asked her how to ctudy physics and there she goes blablabla.haha! good tips too.

I will soon be geared up for my O! wEE! ahha! 21 more "days". How fast could that be.

2 more days.
Im scared.Yea. So scared that another day would be thrased. Making other birthday peep upset. After the incident of non-appreciative deed, im scared to make other people smile. I don't want to give false hope upon people.After thinking about what happened on 26 March, i feel that its not right to make other's happy, if our existance only causes disaster.
I don't know. Don't know what to buy, don't know what to give, don't know if i could give you a wish.

It's been time that i wanted to post this.After so many years. yes.After so many years.
It's on 27 October.I made a big mistake of giving him that Gift. I was forced to.
Things doesn't turn out right and at THAT POINT OF TIME, i think that was the most appropriate gifts.While others of my beloved "RRSS" said a big NO. I insisted on it cause " I Go With the Flow" without thinking of the circumstances. I didn't acknowledge hmm after that happened.Stupid stuffs were done and i was to put on blame. Yes. I regreted.So much of the dishearten, i decided not think about it ever again.But only after 2-3 Long years, we talked.Unexpected moment after going home from somewhere.Asked general question on how, where, why, and what. Hmm..the moment i was about to answered, he answered for me.hmm...ok, stop here.

yea. i miss that time.So much. Not forgetting, those who had build my courage up.Thank bebeh! ahha! ..
I miss "RRSS". I want time to turn back.But never a moment during end of MAY.Hmm..ok ...im hallucinating.

No matter what, i'll try making good things out of your great birthday.
Even if it' last minute.

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