A day out with them to...MANY PLACES. =D

FIRSTLY, THERE ARE TWO ENTIRES I WROTE.THIS AND ONE BELOW IT ABOUT MEMORIES. READ AND FIND IF YOUR NAME IS THERE. THANK YOU.

Alright!Yesterday morning, I rejected few calls cause I was sleeping. Therefore, I would like to apologise to you people for that. Nurul texted me and asked if I could go to sentosa since she and khad were already there with their class. I agreed to the invitations and immediately, I texted Suraj for a change of plan. Sorry for ruining your initial plan of catching a movie, went to North Indian Dining for Dinner and walk at Clark Quay. You should have told me earlier before I planned on meeting wrap. Really sorry.

Ok! Back to story, So, I met Suraj at Yew Tee Mrt station and went to Vivo City. Meet them at banquet and haha! I miss my Secondary school friends! Some still looked the same and some are different. Some gained weight, some lost weight. I am really excitedto see you all. =) After separated from them , Khad, Nurul , Suraj and myself went to take pic around Vivo and yumyum, my main objective was to take photos with XMAS TREE. Haha! Finally, I GOT IT!YEAY! Thank you Suraj for being the Cameraman of the day! ‘LU GEREK AR!’. I know you know what that means. =)

Here’s the pic and continuous story…

Us at Vivo Water Something..What do you call that thing?

Crystal Xmas Tree? No idea. Since its nice, I took it.

Siti Khadijah and Suraj Kumar

Muahha!! My BIG XMAS TREE. Nah, Raffles place is way bigger! DAAMN!
Where's the star?!!!!
This one is with STAR. haha !
"Where are we going now?"
"of korse...PS"DURH.
Found a nice Book. 'Let's Fuck'
Us with One and Very sensational Gremlin. haha. Nasriah. =D
Cool Pill Huh?! STD Stoppers. There's lots more like, STOP and Hate Bitch or smthing. haha!
Nurul and Mine Fave SHOPS. For fun of course. Miss whatever and GIRLS. =D
That's Suraj...
Thats.. Khad..
Thats...Nurul....
That's Me. =D

Im the Best, She's the friend. =DIn the bus otw Suntec. haha! Suraj have to cancel the reservation at Fish and Co. Really sorry.why? Cause khad wanted all of us to eat at her work place. Yum Yum.
Here's we are at Suntec Siam's Kitchen. =)
Khad and Nurul thinking of what to eat..... Anywae, we took about 20 mins to order our food. haha! how cool can that be. =P
Business Man. He pays IT ALL. Thank you so much suraj. =D
Me with My SweeTT and Sour Plums drink...
Me and My again..SweTT and Sour Fish...=) Yum Yum!
Nurul With Her Lychee Freezers....
Them with their FOOD. =)
Shots of Singapore Flyers.Me and the Signboard. Outside The cathay.
Esplanade Kids Musical Perf. Super nice. haha.
the wishing balls for countdown. I wrote somthing there!! Go see. As if you can. haha!
Them. At the riverside.
My shots. =D
Blur effect. haha. My batt running low. =(
Us with mama Merlion. =D
Second Shots. =D
Off to starbucks.
He paid for all of it. Thank you again....
Finish thing up and ....
Go home. hahaha.

Dearest mum and dad, sorry to be home late. guess, i reached hom at 1 +. haha. Actually i can be home earlier but in the middle of train rides, i need to stop at YCK and clear my bladder! grr. haha. Then, sent Nurul home before i went home, cause she's afraid of Some funerals that is gg on near her block. alighted at her house busstop and took cab with suraj. haha. Thank you so much for EVERYTHING. Gentleman huh? haha. thank you. Really nice of you and i Really do appreaciate it.
I REALLY HAD FUN YESTERDAY. Thank you Thank you!!!
Back home, shower and BLOG!!!!!!!!

Ok. Time to go to bed. Its 5.35am!! WOOHOO!
Take care people! =D

Memories by memories... find if your name is in the post...

I don't know how to start off writing today's post. I have many things in mind. I swear, i do. After looking few of my old friends life updates, i think all of they are ready for 2008. While browsing through few friends' blog, i realized that this years,things haven't been good to them. Which i think, they are hoping for better things in future.

I wasn't hoping to let 2007 memories flew by just like that. Still, i think 2007 is too fast to be gone. I'm not yet ready to face the future just yet. I am not much prepare to say 'ALRIGHT! HAPPY NEW YEAR!'. Which i still i don't know why. I guess, this year i have seen a different level of life which many would choose to say, realism.

I'm thanking every bits of moments that i can remember this years. Appreciating and loving people who do loves me.Loving those who loves me as who i am, not for what i've become or yet, to be. Appreciating the moments i am when i am not alone. With the accompanion of friends, be it close friends or just friends, family or neighbors, old friends or strangers. Anyone. The moment you make me smile, cry , hate or love you, you are already officially someone in my life. Even if you might not know it. Despite all the strong upfronts that i've put from the day you know me, i can assure (myself) that whatever i've done , it is sincere. I don't laugh when i hearts don't want to. I laugh when my heart tells me. I am tactful and i like the way it is.

This year, my heart is not lenient to me. and i really don't know why.
There's only few memories that i can remember this year.

PERSONAL.
I can remember clearly how my parents and friends celebrated my 17 bdae. That celebration def bring great memories to me. The love and effort all of you gave me so i can smile for that very special day would always be in my mind.

POLY.
I can remember how i entered poly. A new era and chapter of my life. I remembered queuing up to get stickers for class admin at the atrium. Lining up and meeting new friends. First person/classmate i talked to was Huifen. A soft and pretty girl. Sitting next to me was Tqah. haha. That time, i wasn't even close to her cause i didn't really care much bout her till, we talked about a common interest, about STUDENT LEADERS.She's part of Northland Committee/prefect and i'm DY Head of Discipline. We shared many things and..ended up in same CCA.haha. I became close with Alex,Kartik, Suet, Eunice, Pegan, Melvyn,Maurice,Eggy, Val,Eugene,Liying,Leandra and many others. Remember the time we jammed, we chill out, we go crazy together!!!Till..we and everyone of us went to diff CCA. still, I miss and love them. =)Halifah.She's my most Gerek Momma!Sista! and Brother!. haha =) Even if our age differs , but our mind still in Good condition. I swear. Still, TQAH and HALIFAH, you gals make a diff to my poly life. =)



FOREIGN BODIES.
I remembered going for the auditions with Suet. When the results was posted on FB board, I realized I got In, hurting a friend of mine who failed to do so. I thank god for giving me the opportunity to get back on tracked for what I have always love to do since i was a kid. Dancing. In Secondary school, I never had a chance to dance till there was an event where we randomly formed a group and came out with own dance and performed. In FB, I find myself to be stressed-free and able to be my True-self. Thank tooto few friend that I made along the way, Laksa Crew and My exams Mates. I just love Idah, Syakira,Shaqilah,Mahira,Hanisah,Irah,Jeanie,Andee, Tyron, Audrey,Eileen,Peiling,Mita, Beverly, Kenny,Jia Rui,Tricia and MANY MANY MORE! I swear. I just wanna dance with them NOW. But I jolly well know I can't do it at this point of time. Hmm. I’ll tell the reason some other time. =) Too, I miss all my seniors. Ryu, Fong, Juna, Evelyn, Shaf, Reg, and many more. DAMN! OK. I just love you all to the core and I promise, I will be back in 3 months times. *promise*

MCG.
At first I thought, I joined by mistake. However, I realized that it's worth joining. Why? I get to learn different and new things about life and social values. When I first join MCG, I could clearly remember that I could be considered as an outcast. Maybe for few others too. We were really outcaste by people who knew the seniors even before they joined NYP. I and many were treated totally different that every time I went for Mcg, I felt sucked. Set aside about experience or anything. Eventually cliques were formed because, we, couldn't get well bonded with each other. Conflict rise and unhappiness took place. Many acted as heroes to solve these problems and many uses quote such as ‘we are family’. Acting outside time took place where I couldn’t differentiate between actors and real person. However, MCG production took place and that’s when our bonds between each other improved. The memories when we came home late, getting a big time nag from parents, hearing all good and bad comments from senior, each and individual comments, just tells me that, everyone cares for each other. Now, I realize that even when there’s ups and downs, hatred or love, fake or real expression, we are still Family. I guess. Haha. And yeap, I’m happy with the friends I made along the period of time with MCGians, and Lastly, No regrets.

Wrappers.
These gals just make my day Brighter and Better. Nur Suhaifah, Siti Khadijah and Siti Nurul Atikah. Gals, Thank you for all you’ve done for me. All the memories that I spent with you gals, will be locked and kept in my heart. I promise. Even though I only get to meet you gals like for few times per many months, a second spent is equivalent to a million worth of my love. Yeap. You gals just my true fam. Even your fam have been my 2^nd,3^rd,4^th, fam. =) I just love you and your fam. Take care.

People who change a-part of my mind.

Suraj (SUKU)- Suraj, if you’re reading this, you know, you def have made differences in my life.Even if we didn’t talk much online or message you, or didn’t reply any of you messages.=P You’ve showed me what friendship is all about. Thank you for everything you’ve done. Thank you for a very nice outing and really sorry for ruining your initial plans.And.. Seriously, it’s sweet. Haha. Again I’m truly sorry. But still, we all get to eat, spent time and updating each other. Thank you so very much. And…send me an invitation if you’re gg to have a wedding. =) And, update me if you already have your license! Ahah! (im not gonna fail my license OKAY! =P). Alright, be a good husband and Son! Haha!

Jane(battalion)- Jane, I know we live nearby and I get to see you quite few times. Please take care of yourself and don’t go for any advanced health checkup. Alrite? Eat more and stress-en yourself less. Take care and All the best.

Yazid (mcg)- Haha. What a name. Anyway, if you’re reading, good. Haha. I doubt so lah. Anyway, thank you for being there when I’m too up or a little less high.Ok, lets just say down.I know I have been complaining too many things to you the moment you went online. I will just bump onto your name and double click on it. Nudging and irritate you like small kid. Giving you stupid links to go and view videos, talking and crapping about others, asking and urging you to tell riddles and jokes, bombarding stupid questions, telling gory and gruesome stories, heeding and needing advises and MANY more. Thank you so much for your care and concern. Thank you for everything. And..if you’re bored or hate to chat with me, pls do block me. NO!! anyway Thank You for everything.

Sufiyan- Obsessed with my cousin? Go ahead and tell her alright. I know you have already did that. Seriously, don’t get me involve in your love or romantic novels. Im totally not interested in knowing. And just a favor, if you’re on msn, Hi and Bye is enough. Nothing more. No live updates, nothing. I know that sound mean, but yeap, now you know that I’m tactful. Still, I appreciate you for who you have always been. Thank you. Still, I will keep this phrase in mind. “small things meant great love”. Thank you for everything. =)

Sarah(rusdi chai)- You left Singapore for Austrailia. Without me knowing. Haha. Well, I’m totally impressed. It’s been nice calling you a friend. Thank you.

Hidayah- Hidayah, how are you. Seriously. How’s your culture? Still working well, Ska? Punk? Nazi or whatever. Haha. I’ve left all that behind. And, yeap, I swear, I miss you. But, it’s impossible for us to meet. Haha. Take care and always remember you.

Trishardy- Still in austrailia…. I’m so like keeping track of the time and dates.haha. 4 5 years?.. Your hols isn’t like hols.=( seriously. You said you are coming back to Singapore these hols but…haha.so..should I still wait at yew tee or should I not? Hmm..haha. nvm..will be counting down to next hols…still.. Have fun Trish.. I know you’re having fun there. Haha.

Halifah- You motivate me and change me into NOT arrogant person. Thank you. You tell me whats failure is all about and..i know myself better. Thank you. =)

Just a news or? Believe it or not?

"when pictures look alive and movements is free
when ships are like fishes swim beneath the sea
when men are like birds that can soar the sky
then half the world deep drench in blood shall die"

The spreaded news on' when is doomsday' , has definitely set me to think much about whether or not it is true. I freaked out when i watched a video on you-tube sent by Yazid. It's an informative video, which i think many have seen it before. The number of proofs on when is doomsday, given by the researchers are really amazing. They actually combined all the small bits of different evidences of bible, calendars, books, artifacts and many other bits into a big complete puzzle. That totally amazed me.

In the video, its confirm that doomsday, will be on the 21st Dec 2012.
Which i still think,its a short notice. If its ever true, i will die at the age of 22, ONLY. Oh my god.
But again, i always do believe that no one know except him. so .chill.

Click HERE for the video

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An extract from the horizon.
Im lazy to write again. So, cutting MY VERY OWN article from the horizon on my UPDATES.
PLS SLEEP. Don't be a zombie.

To people who cares, thank you so much. =)
Its Really sweet to hear all the comments and advises. ahah.
You people are gd enough to be a doc.WEE~

Ok. Take care people.

*DETERMINE TO GO TO SLEEP*

OUT OF BOREDOM POST. (but true)

If there's one thing i .....

If there's one thing i wanna be, i wanna be 'video cam'.
Capturing all the good AND bad things around me.

If there's one thing i could turn back and be, i wanna be a Ngee an poly student instead of Nanyang.
Taking and clicking Accept Button on my Primary Course,
Film , Sound and Video.

If there's one person i wanna be, I wanna be Marie Curie.
Who is able to find, discover new thing and help people around her.

If there's one feeling that i should choose, it will be , satisfied.
Only then you will keep you moving on.

If there's one thing i wanna do now, i wanna dance with my FB mates.
But i can't. For some health reason. Not because of friends or other cca.

If there's one thing i wanna see, i want someone to dedicate a song on piano.
I just want it. No other reasons.

If there's one thing i could hug , i wanna hug my Dad.
I have never hug him before. Even though i have felt his love for 17 turning 18 yrs.

If there's one wish i could hope for, it would be People, pls TAKE CARE.
It has already become a Cliche. But, i always mean what i say and i say what i mean.

If one thing i could let go, it would ALL in one- My feelings.
So i wouldn't know what it feels to be happy, sad, disappointed, jealous, regretful, angry, love, hate.
Life will be way easier.

If there's one Main thing i could continue, it will be my passion and love for the stage.
Dance, Sing and Act. But again, its not possible. I could hear 'doors closing...'

If there's one thing i should loved, is the love For GOD.
I always trust him. But i'm not yet dedicated to him.='(

If there's one thing i want , it will be, i want the HEALTHY me whenI WAS FIRST BORN.
I'm not as fit as i look.

If there's thing i could turn back time and not do.
I wouldNOT have take RockClimbing License. That caused me slipped disc.
I would not go canoeing, vause thats when i worsened my back.
I would not have joined breakdance forcecrew when i was young teen, that when i'm born to BREAK my body part.
I wouldn't have dance and exert much force on my knee, that's when i have knee ligament prob.
I wouldn't have joined field event cause thats when i got a dislocated shoulder.
I would'nt have jump from carpark to carpark, injured making mum n dad worried.

NOW,i want my health back...

lastly, one thing I'll never say.
"REGRETS"

PLS TAKE CARE PPL.

*Santa Close. Hope you'll recover soon. =) then.. we'll wrestle. haha. =)

COMMEMORATING RAYA HAJI @ MLYSIA

Oh my god. I've been away for many many many days. haha. miss me people??
"No, zura. No." haha. I know thats might be few of ur answer.

Anywae, holidays have been great. =)
Yeap. So great to be able to Commemorate Hari Raya Haji at Malaysia. Wee.
On Friday,my family left Singapore for Malaysia and yeap, thanks to so called ayahanda ibunda angkatku for the stay. =) Headed to Malaysia at noon back bome on Sunday Midnite/Mon Morn.

It was really a nicee experience. Believe me, how you celebrate raya haji in Singapore is totally different in Malaysia. =)

Here's the video. (execution of cow.)
Witness it, its nice and you will learn alot about raya Haji.
(those with weak hart... i suggest, dont watch. thankyou)
Video capture perfectly by ME.



Im super lazy to write much. Sorry. Let the Pic do the talk!!


Lastly..Still, I'd like to congratulate the DK (B.K) boys for the very awesomely well done perf. Gereklah krng!
Came in 2nd. Best Karut.Seni kata Harapan and Best paluan. hehe =) Nice......
alrite. Take care people!