Just So miss and love her. =) haha. Khad, niceOUT-ing.
Hmm. i do have quite of fun today.
Argh. It's just hard for me to smile nowadays! Y! is my face muscle taking a vacation?

Went to Bedok Library Yest. Nanyang Mcg was having performance. yea, they did great.
There were few 'errors' here and there but still G.O.O.D.J.O.B.
The host was so hyper and yea, she's over Zai. haha. How kiuTT rte.
Yea, can't deny that Zai has the look and Package. OK. shall not think too much.
Khai and Blue Shirt Guy acting was darn hilarious. They simply make me laugh. Is that my first laugh for yest? Yeap.
The script was good. Easy for people to understand.yea.
The question that zai asked still left me in daze.
i was thinking if 'am i part of it'.haha. hmm. dno lah.
I'm committed in other things. Thats why.

After tha thing, khad and i ate at B.K just beside the Lib. In, Bro, Naq and 10 went off earlier than us.
Yea, after eating we 'decided' to go East Coast Park.
BUT BUT BUT, we have no idea how to go and since we are like in the alien world, there was a change of plan.
We then decided to go for Food Hunt. (that reminds me of Foreign Body foodhunt).
Can i have a man hunt instead.? haha. Kidding.

OK.I've straighten things out. I think.
When i need support, I don't need support, but a real support.
(those who can't get it, nvm. hah)

darn. ok. im just so shagged out by the things that happen around me.
Im tired and fed up.
Whatever.Shall stop.

End of with a pretty question and answer and nice quote for myself

Question:
' am i happy with what i am doing now? ' no
' is this what i want in life?' no
'what am i going to achieve at the end?' don't know
' am i just wasting my time? ' don't know
'is this what you call Passion?' no



15 reasons why Im in this state:

1. i got utterly demoralized
   
2. i have sudden discouragement
3. i just had a sudden self-regret
4. i felt its just a hopeless beginning
5. I think its never a WANT in my life
6. I want my true life back but i know i can't
   
7. i want to be a musician not actor , programmer of whatever
8. I want my Guitar Back. ='(
   
9. Socially: Antied
   
10. Emotionally: Unstable
11. Mentally: Blank
12. Physically: Weak
13. I need my sister badly =( (she'll think im mad)
14. Can i be in RP and take Sonic arts or Film Sound Video at Ngee an. (once gone, its 4ve gone)
15. Bring me back to life.
    

Quote
'I'll accept ALL the consequences that i've made.'