Ok, updating my blog after few days i've been away.Not much of a thing but only one word, filled. Filled with school work, assignment, revision and many others and i'm not sure when is the time that i can accomplish all of it. I'd felt as though im haven't been pushing my self hard enough for my O-levels. Eventhough i tried doing it, my butts just couldn't take the long hours of sitting stationarily. Throughout this holidays, i'd only practice on my mathematics so as to achieved much better grade compared to previous term. I'd realise that mathematics is so important that it can bring you to somewhere far if you have strong mathematics. Sadly, i'd not been practicing on my Physics. I wondered, y the hell, in the first place, i choose Pure physics.IDIOT. Struggling at the moment.Worst come to worst, ill not be attending physics examination on that particular day! It's better oto get a (-) than a (F9).Don't know lah. Im just too bored to continue studies. Study for the sack of study.Am i not right? Just so AWAKEN after thinking of repeating, private or whatever.
Ok, received a late nite msg from a dear friend, Atie. I was awaken when i got your sudden msg.What happen to you? Are you ok? The weird dream and weird msg tells me that you are experiencing a weird down feeling. Right? Hmm. Like i said, we used to be 'sista' and i knew you too well.So you don't have to tell me if you have any problems cause i know wether you have or not. Another friend of mine too has another prob. Naqiah, problem with friend. Not REAL problem lah but just a discomfort groupies of friends around her. It's been like months and days since we talk and a day came upon when no other usual friend of her wanted to go to school.So she called me and we met up and went to school together.Great thing and many undesired thing was told.Sad to hear but i guess she should be thankfull to all the friends that she has and make the best out of it cause we've left with only 5 more month before we say Goodbye to our dearest friends that had made changes to our lives. Another Buddy of mine too has another different problems. But this one, is kind of weird. Yan. He has a problems but he doesn't know what was the problems. Yea, maybe it's just people way of bottlng up problems when they have one.Maybe ther tried forgetting wht happened but i don't think it make sense.Hmm.That's alright. Even if you tried killing the person to tell you their problems, it won't leaked to you because they will not know what to say.=speechless i mean=.
Another problem, my dear Bro SURAJ.Hey, what happen to you. Received a msg from him and said "...Please pray for me". I was puzzled. After reading subsequent msges, he had his knee fractured. Oh my god.It was during cycling and playing soccer. Alamak, you ar. He too was admitted to hospital for further check up and for knee op.haiz. Y does all this happen.Talking about knee, Yan, i HATE ur knee! Frozen and burnt. Don't know which one was that. A knee with a big blister.EEUU!YUCKS! SCALDED and BRUISES. How smart you are.Thanks to the bag of SALTISH ice and sudden Warm Water that showered you knee.Haha!Act terror per. Hakhim and his problem too, break ties with her beloved girl. =i'd once told you my dearest '98 bestfriend, but you never wanted to listen to it= Anyway, im happy to hear when you said you are much happier now than you are before.=> (bonus point for you).
Haven't heard anything from wraps.I guess wach and everyone is busy with their own things. looking forward to seeing them when school reopen.
Another problem arose and it is about FATAMORGANA.Hmm. Very confusing indeed and im really waiting for the replied email by MIS3. I'm still waiting.
Nothing much thoa.
AzurOut.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Problems, Probs and prob....
Monday, June 19, 2006
Happy daddy day!
Happy belated Father Day. Or rather say, Selamat Hari bapa. Kause , I dont have a "Father".(+) i mean. Bought for him a Long-Baju kurung-liked. Hope he loves it. EX u noe! ahha.
Went to East coast for the lil "celebration".Grandmama was there and i really hope she was happy when we called her to join us.It's been long time since she went out with us. Staying at home and take care of grandchild. But seriously speaking, i don't think it should be the way. The responsible of having a child is suppose to be in their parent hands and NOT others. Having someone old to t.c of ur child while you had fun going overseas.HEH!. =mad with my aunt=
Just hope that Grandmam was happy. Dad, thanks for the overamount$$ blanjer.
Asked my mum how much we spent "today" and she said, "more than a thousand i think." SHOCKING.haha! im full lah! `very`. went shopping at jurong and yea, money spent again.Fun lah. Wah, dad's birthday coming. Pokai duit aku! [spent money again!]
Aniway, i had real fun! Back to school and get back to business. Bored just feel so bored. hmm.. orte im out! happy holidays and enjoy the one more week of break!
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
THORN
First Highlight of the day was none other than not going to school. I missed 10 MINUTES after 9.So, decided not to go and right after it,i got to know that some important people are coming to my house and yea, love it. TO UNCOVERED THE MIRROR. I was dampened. hmm. Wrap asked me out to BP.haha. I was like, "i wanted to, but i can't". Hmm.Khad was sicked. Hopefully she has recovered. => Take care yar.
Went to Yew Tee with Rul.Follow her to the bank. In fact not really lah .Only wait for her sister to head to the bank.but im off after her sister arrived. Tap and go!Jurong.Hmm.Damien.hmm. Keep lingering in my mind. " damien, this is for u! "hmm. BLERGH! Insanity. I can't imagine i saw that plot.haha. Suspend? yea, absolutely. Hmm.Thnx for the Catch and A BUG. =Im sure you noe=.hmm. Did my maths from morn till just now. Went to receive a file from someone and yea, took me more than a couple of hours.
Upon reaching home. Many thoughts kept running through my mind. But seriously, i don't know what was bothering me. I remembered when rul asked me "how do you make friends with people of different gender?"- I then answered. "be myself". She smiled. I asked her, "what bout you?" She answered, "i'l not be myself" and she explained, it will make her to befriend with more people if she's being herself. Aifah backed her up ans smiled. Upon hearing her answer. I nodded too. She's right. I have to Not to be myself to REFRAIN from having more trouble handling much problems on Friends.hmm..Guess, im letting much of my Not known friend away from my true friend.Cause, im happy with what i have now. Wrap know bout some things bout my friendship thing.But then, i'd realised that im putting high hopes on a friend whom i'd never known. I was up to things but then i'd realised taht shouldnt be it's way. bbe frank and get over it. That's what "a friend" is called. I feel as though i'd murder them if i kept playing a roundabout game with this people. Guess. i have a true friend and i don't need any replacement.
Im elated by what i have.Thank god, god has given me what i'd hoped for.Thank you.
hmm btw..Just checked out Khad's blog and yea, new skin huh darl?..nice lah..
Check them out pal!
click here
Geesh, days are getting boring. I need some air.really i need it. Suffocating at home, staring at hundreds of number and words from books.Loosen hand due to holding pen for a long time. But yea, tt should be the way. Hmm..Gonner cut the play time and get working.k..im off.
=thnk for Yesterday. I'd enjoyed it=P
Friday, June 09, 2006
Loving all!
Kk.Here's the yesterday pictures. Wrap came to my house after school to Lepak.All of the sudden la. Kind of weird and yea, we had lots and lots of fun. Aifah, gave us a treat. Pizza hut. Ordered and take away. Sit in a circle and AHAH, our party started!My family wasn't at home not knowing why. I heard that they went to Raffles of whatever What. Don't know lah. At home, We did "Jemaah" and haha, we started to BE OURSELVES AND yea, Crazy! We watched HI 5 and haha, we pose like them.Idiotic but i find it BEST!
Alright, after they had went home, i'd decided to get myself a break and tended to go online.Unexpectedly, it doesn't served me good when i had a chat in msn. New people added me in the contact and yea, know abit of the person. Kind of shocked when we talked. I hope that the person know that what aim on having msn was only to make friends, not and never more. Not knowing how and when the person knew me. It freaked me.Really. The A.S.L. all. Yea. Kind of pissed off with myself when i started crapping about it and asked friends for a couple of helped.Thanks to danial.But it didn't work out thoa. I was waiting for Yan to be online but, man, he didn't get it on the Right time. After a couple of minutes, he went online and the storyboard went to far, till im scared to chat. Lepak?I would really love to, but seriously, i don't want. Thanks to Yan for listening to my craps in the late night and yea, it's a burden to you. You are too quiet that i felt as though i should be talking to the wall indeed. So sorry to have cause you the burden. Guess the reason im telling you was to , not to hide anything form a friend whom had always be there for me. But then,i think it didn't turn out that well. I got screwed up but nah, nothing to brag about.A couple and dozen of called. I can't pick up.Sorry.
Thanks to Sis AIFAH whom there for me and Suraj yea, the bro whom always asked if i ok eventhough im am. Without Fail. But i think the time when you peeps asked, i wasn't in my best mood. I think i should shoot myself with a gun right through my left head! I'd learnt my lesson on not to trouble people and keep it to oneself cause that was the safest thing you can do to refrain yourself from having a great war. Thanks all for making me to SMILE. =>
Make the new template.Originally be ME as i got the inspiration by the Situation i'm in now. I just feel as though i need to have Eunice by my side,go to D.I.Y shop, get a big Reddish Spray, A carpark Wall, Blinded people, A big Canal and SPRAYED IT OUT! k.Im insane.Hmm. Watches WORLD CUP ~Match. C.R vs GERM. hmm..kewl but ENGLAND Go!Yea. Dno lah, no preference. The Best Man Win!
Will be going to my Grandmum house for a reunion. I love it. I miss my Grandmum!My aunts! My small and Biggy Cousins! [Maternal side] I love them! i can't wait for tomorrow. hmm, help mum to baked puddings and cake, and yea, had a big grab of it. I was still so hungry and HAHA, called the Mc and had our orders to be delivered to our SweTT Home. Adek treat lah.So kind of him!Alright, daddys angry haha!.
Anyway, to peep who went for Outing, yea, had fun huh?..Stomach gurauntee FULL.Kk.T.c people and have fun!! Love you people!!
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Updated and Check Out wrappers Blog
Hmm...kk..wrappers blog.yea, updated it and now, im updating mine.
Didn't go to school today cause i got something on.
I'd missed my chemistry exam. Hmm. Hopefully i can retake it.
Infact, i got lotsa thing to post, but i guess there's no need to write cause it's normal stuff in life.
I'd dreamt bout weird things. Not sure if it's only hallucination or i read and watch too many horror movie. Hmm..niway, i'm going to put that aside.
orte here's the snap shot of The new Wraps Blog.
Check it out.
kk..Im out.
Monday, June 05, 2006
Quizzy!
Came across These Quiz site.Kinda kool.Yea, i got tie..really huh??...haha..cool.
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!
Rocker, Mosher | 85% | ||
Goth | 85% | ||
Trendy | 50% | ||
Emo | 45% | ||
Prepy | 40% | ||
Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev | 20% | ||
Skater | 20% |
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect
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The Not so much of highlights
But, seriously, i don't know what to right since i know this is going to be a very fast type-post cause i'm waiting for the time to go to school.
Abit highlight about my previous day while i was away.
Nothing Much indeed but i had a great time!
Last Friday Morn was a "man!" day for me cause i was showered with my own Watery Flu.Haiz. What the. But, it happen cause it's been a long time since i gotten it.
My back was terrible but now, it was just fine.
Back from School, Wraps, went to eat at jurong banquet.We spent our time having fun since we got to wait for another half of our School lesson.Aifah, khad and myself ate Claypot Chicken rice i think.And Rul ate Takoyaki.Izit? haha.yea.. We talked crap while we loitered the place and the issue on "PROMNITE" came about. I asked them what would they be wearing for the Prom. We got so excited and we started talking about it non-stopAs usual, we love surprise and unexpected thing.So, we decided to keep it as a secret of what we would be wearing. i wonder what would be this years theme. "Formal, rock, retro?" No matter what, "be ourselves!" weE!
Two days ago,I went to movie with my One Last Stand family and we watched X-MEN 3.
Wow! The story was superb! But sad to say, it was the Last "season".
I love all the casts.WOLVERINE! I love Storm's cool haircut!haha..kk..enough! The story line was superb but the execution was kind of unexpected. Professor Xavier, Scott and Jean Grey aka Dark Phoenix died.
Haiz.
kk..here's the poster!