Peace....
Laughter......
Smile.........
Crazy...........
talkative...............
Extrovert........
Used to be part of ME......
But i wish ....it would turn......
Extremely
Rest Peaceful....
No more Laughter ......
Smile Synically.........
Crazily Out of mind...........
talkative ShutS everything...............
Extrovert turns to being introvert........
I like it that way....
School, aircon, hall, classroom,books, teachers, friend...have been part of ME....
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Hey, people S
your words and gesture hurt me. Go to the hell with it.
- "One hour make a very BIG DIFFERENCE for US"
- "jgn nak BOHONG lah+ Furking synical face''
- "Ouh, amek ur fon untuk...erm...pakai Calculator.."
- "Dah, tak payah upload, kan takder gambar kakak"
- "Suruh kawan nyanyi pon takleh.U memang takleh harap Lah. Namer jer nak kasih dier happy.Mcm Bdae u plak"
- "U lah! belikan baju abeh tak belikan baba.baba sedih"
what ever.Go to the hell with it.As long i made u ppl happy, it is good enough.
Don't let me take back all the smile.
So long and goodbye.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
They are none other to be, Adam[21], Aifah[22], Azila[23],special 7 yrs old unknown guys, Syazwan[20].haha..
kk...
I'd always wanted to right a post on, Fashion VS STYLE, and PARADOX LIFE is like, a Drama with Love and relationship.
Ok, let me start of with Fashion. What are Fashion?..can anybody with wiser mouth tell me?
Since a few days and weeks ago, i heard people murmuring on "FASHION"
From my knowledge and study, these are the meaning of Fashion.
-The prevailing style or custom, as in dress or behavior: out of fashion.
-Something, such as a garment, that is in the current mode
-The style characteristic of the social elite
-Manner or mode
-Kind or variety; sort: people of all fashions.
-Shape or form; configuration.
So to those people keep saying about fashion, let me ask u these question, "DO DU HAVE FASHION?"
Don't talk about Fashion when U don't have style.
Style comes from you, Fashion cames from others.
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Paradox life. I knew what i'd always said was right. That's y i still keep holding on to this principal.
There's these situation stating on Paradox Ties.
#1.
Friend.What does this word means to you?.
What about
Three party in relationship? One feel as though she's being left out?
Its not about whose right, or whose wrong
Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong
Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault
It aint really bout that kind of thing at all
Its not about who does it, who done it, or did it to who
Dont matter if the both of you lose
Its not about the stupid things that they say
As it's always saying stupid things
Its not about the secrecy or the lies
Because everybodies got
Its not about who was it, or was she, whose creeping on who
Wont matter if the both of us lose
Its really not bout nothing.
#2.
U think that friends are evrything.
But today, u realised it. Just because u were not able to attend ur bestfriend.
Birthday party?, everything was backfired.
I hate to see You cry. I can't bear to see your tears rolled down ur smooth cheeks.Therefore, the special dress i'd bought really hope it lighten U.
I want u to wear it on Sunday. Pls wear it. And not forgetting, DEVASHO, wear white!kk..back to the story.. I heard that , u feel as thou this is the WORST birthday u had.U wanted to cancelled the sunday event. Don't worry, even if dad or FRIEND does not wish u , mummy, rizal, and myself did. ='C I fly to Kranji u know! haha! thnx to wrap too.Thank Khad.
U see sis, my wrappers SISTA is like ur SISTA too.
hmm...
Sometime i think that, life is full of drama.
Its all about drama, and love, and Relation cum Friendships
when the going gets tough, you deal with it
When you dont ever, you never walk away from it
Hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you, You just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
Hold on....
=BIRTHDAY of ADAM=
=HAPPY BIRTHDAY of NUR SUHAIFAH SALIKIN=
= HAPPY BIRTHDAY of NORAZILA RAZALI=
Friday, March 17, 2006
Watch these video if any of you are free. Freaking hilarious and Best!!
Thank to Devasho.. keke!
The Funny Soccer Tricks!
Orte...just doinng my work and piss...
=Busy for hours and so got no time to update=
To Wrap and everyone, take care and miss ya'll!
I was chatting with Sk8Da*** and here it goes....
smlm aku gi P.U.aku tanyer pasal kau.
Mardiana ckp byk org tak suke kau
bab suke berkawan ngn bdk2 laki2
kau suke pandng rendah kat org
- i dont need people to like nor love me.Never would i want anybody likes nor love, if you can't give me sincerely.I don't care if you hate or like me, because everyone has their own opinion on oneself. BUT U don't need to brag about stupid stuff on "like or hatred towards somebody" to someone.
- You said, i like to befriend with guy.And that's the reason why many people hated me..Is that so?.If that was the case, Y do you have Wan then?..u do not befriend with guys, didn't u??.Are you kind of angel with faithfull deed to the gender laws or what? If many hated me due to befriending with guys, i assume that those hated me must be from a girl school . I suppose.Im right, am i?HAHA! Sometime i wondered if many were blind. I don't hang with guys unnecessarily in school nor outside school.I hang faithful to WRAPPERZ. Pls get that. Wrappers ain't anyone else.EASY said, no one is WRAPPERS.Even you. Nothing can changed that perception. I really hope that, everyone will get hated the MOMENT THEY BEFRIEND with GUYS. NO GUYS, GIRLS DON'T CRY. WITH GUYS, GIRLS CRY. BUT FOR ME, WITH GUYS, THEY fade our cries.If the whole world is like You, it will be such of a heart pain. Because Of this type of Girl, I really appreciate Guys compared to Gurls.
- If i LOVE to look down on LOWER people, i know "i will never grow tall". And if im like that, i'll never make the first attempt to get to know U. I will not even know who the hell is SHARMIR nor other people. I would not even care to know anybody from NA n NT. I know ur motives. Is because i don't acknowledge sharmir in spite of ur HARDWORK. Forget it lah. U will never succeed. A is still A. Never AB. U even mentioned to certain people about the Friendship stuff and tell stupid thing.And when i asked you, y did you do such a thing, u easily said,"oh it was just for fun!" U thing its funny?..Funny for u but never for me. Stop being Narrow minded.Open up ur brain and stay wide.
Enough of saying as it don't bring me any good. Let what happened, happened.
As far as im concern, I'M LOVING MY LIFE NOW. Nothing can ruin it.Neither you nor anyONE.
`Azura
to those, reading, u need not spread like the situation i'd mentioned.If u did that, hmm...i can't deny having a friend [shud i call it a friend?] like u.
Monday, March 13, 2006
I just love the perfect moments
Silence....
SweeTT....
Adorable....
ahah! whats with me....? hahaha! Rte, rte..need to do ..hw....hehe..still perfect moment..
because of silence! ahhaha..
I... love saturday ..so ..much ...khad stress lah ..haha..kk...rilex gurls... Nicey "outing"...kat libary...hahah..town day was kinda kewl to ...
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Just came home from Jurong Library. Doing School work was just so compulsory. I thought i was kind of late but then, i wasn't. Study and did our homework.Man,! my maths just sucked! ahhaha.Don't you asked me anything to do woth maths. I did my history and ss essays, and im half done.YAY!. I just love the quiet time there! study study and study!! wEEE!! ahhaa!
Went eat at KfC and haha.funny thing happened. Auntie member lah! hahha!.. Went to see ice skating to see what's there to see. Suddenly, a crowd of people were skating. Funny acts here and there. Some don't even know how to skate! hehah!! I Was laughing but hearts out and so were u.ahhaha!
Went home and ...one round ar??.haiz...so sweeTT. btw, I"LL NEVER GET LOST IN THE JUNGLE ahhaa!!!"
Since we got so bored, decided to play scissors paper stone.hahaha..and i saed, if three times the person loose, they wil....hahaha.i couldnt think of any andso we proceeded!.I was so furking shocked that we got the same match for 5 Consecutive times! man man man ! im so love it! ahhaha!..
Reached and ...tata!...hahaha....nice nicey~
=weck of newspaper was kinda fun!=haha! Kk...study , still havent finished all the hw!
Monday, March 06, 2006
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Yesterday was all day out.Fun, fun, so much fun!That's all i could say.
All the graduating classes went for the suntec career fair.In fact, i don't understand y we were there.So high class and i don't even know anything about Management and Business.haha!
Wrap was late! see! you have to get there by urself.haiz..y not go together with the malay guys, ? kan ader bus provided.
Went with K.H and Battalion to the "HALL OF WORLD CUP"..fun fun. Get the red band and yea, enjoy.haha! Instead of the career fair, we spent more time there. Haha, i still remembered during P6, the whole fam and class were betting on Which Country will win and so on. haha."GEMPAQ"...
Went to take a pic with the World Cup.kewl!! haha...i was "scared" when we were all lining up to take the pic..haha! i was like..ken i get out of here..but the K.H. was there and i was ." ok, i'll stay"..no way out also ..haha!
Wrap wanted to see and we went in again. ["I" i mean ]
Watched the 3D video on World Cup..Scary ..the volcanic part Scares me..really...
feel as though that's what is like in hell..
Hmm..khad was holding on to wraps hand and nurul were so STONE.haha!!! aper lah rul! Faizal and Danial were there. Tak sabar nak masok tgk.Haiz..haha!..Planned to take the pic together but were seperated. Met Iman on the way and yea, "hi" as usual.
thenafter, went to eat at long john and start craping there. Sharizal called khad and said "blablabla, with my heart and soul" EUUUU!! ahahha...we all laughed!
Went home after that..and khad, go meet her Loverboy..aifah meet her sis..nurul and me go home straight.
Went home and relax for a while and went to religious class.Was so so very tired. Went online for a while, a started to have mood swing yesterday.Those who chatted with me got Bombarded by me for no reason.man man...so sorry..especially You, i know i really bombarded you with sentence that you can't take it ..but true rte somehow?..was is?..ok..Yea, i told you that she's attracted to you.Congrates man! weEE..
okok..till here..im too tired to continue..
Bye..
ps* Khad, Jan, Darryl, Suraj, Hat..not today ..we'll go on Friday..Jannah will book..so long and off!
~Azura
IT"S THE GENUINE CUP..[mcm orng tak tahu gitu]
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
I HATE SHARIL! so much... yeah, because of him, i quarrel with my mum...!
Recently, messages made me go bonkers! yeas bonkers to the furking kore!
So is my mum! i so hate it! A person who Never Understand me is not worth my tears nor saliva! Get it. Yes mum, at this point of time, i so HATE you!
I explained to mum about these guys a friend of my sis.
I told her about his behaviour. But maybe my explanation SUCKS to the core that she think i started to "LAYAN" or entertain him. BUT I DID NOT! " he started asking for my school and where i live?!"
so ..I ONLY REPLIED HIM ONCE AND IT IS " hi man, nice meeting you, but i guess it's better if you don't waste you time knowing about all my particulars.Because it's not relevent.
Goodbye and Piss"....tt was what i replied him.".AND TTS ALL! and mum kept saying tt y must i be the one who answered and entertained him. FURKED IT, because, "the quest was THROWN on me!"
And yea sis! You know How flirtashes he is and yet, you didn't help me..
What's the use of the hugs and kisses?...
Yeah,, i know you just had ur A-level results and YOU PASSED! GREAT! I LOVE TT!
But, what you mean, by saying, you didn't want to think and don't bother about it?? FURKED IT! Im so frustrated at these point of time! So pissed off to be precise!
whatever furked lah!!! BUSTARD QUEENS
Let's not bother about what happened today. As per normal, went to school and bla bla bla. I had two class tests today! The english was great!WeEE!!! but the MATHS QUIZ suck!!!
Was given only less than 20 minutes and had to finish more than 5 GRAPH QUESTIONS! I was like, is my teacher in sane or what?!
I just did the first question and i knew i did it wrongly.Fuck kere lah!
Really had lots of fun in FnN class. Comp comp and comp! We wrappers keep tagging at the tag board and we really talk crap. Went for guitar club, and that was the source of break!Supposingly, to watch videos but ended up practising. I did not, but pretended to play the guitar! ahha! Then YAN came and show his talent.
Hey man! how come you play different from me. I mean the H.I.M...?.he played the "Now and Forever" and yea..sweet..asked him to sing but ." my voice not nice lah" hahah! that's what he said...No lah ....ur voice is nice to me ... =P [really!]
When home with Sharizal and Azman. Gerek lah !! fun giler ....when all the crappoes unites, we shake the world!!! wEEE.... [azman, sibok llah!!! ahhaha!! kacau jer!]u ppl noe, i noe, public dno! wEEE!!
When to ppl blogs and i saw some unexpected thingg.So fast and furious to be freind with ppl.Wadever lah! Fir, pls don't accept the testimonial! i sent it by using others account.haha! never. I found a pic from Fir Friendster account.And was so UNEXPECTED! I DIDN"T KNOW THAT I TOUCH HIS HAND! WTHELL!!!,,....ok....here's the pic!!![WE DIDN"T PLANNED IT!!!!!ARGH!]I hate u fir!!
[WHAT WITH MY FACE AND HAND!!!! ahhaha!!! oldies!]
till here..bye and piss!
I miss all KL members..[ish ...we are in singapore lah!]