what a STUPPID day

I've sat on my chair for 9 1/2 hours. Uploading and podcasting stuffs.
I'm so farked up due to not giving good results after uploading files.
Then after, decided to do up and touch up bloggy with new song and these stupid IWEBTUNES didn't give a good result too.
I tried uploading in my GeoCities under File manager and man, these has came up to my nerves. The keep putting, "invalid file name". Asked for help...and yea afiq [qifadinand] thnx. => BUT, not a good one thoa.haha. Last tried, "IwebMUSIC" and yeah, able too.

OK, i like the song so much. Entitiled - Whatever It takes from The Faders. Girl Punk rock band. One of my fav. [ But used too] hehe.

kk....im furking tired n " u r fucking Crams " kk...Take Care aite..
off till den..
tara.

Not a misery thoa..

Today was indeed fun but "oh god". That all i could say. From the moment i stepped into the house, i felt as though the wind kept "swifting" it to me and tell me to be myself.[ok! cut it out! That's an acting!]

Oryte! Before hand, i went to school for the leaders meeting and it ended quite late.Went with my buddies to eat out and yeah Mar, thanks for the treat. I really appreciate it. Ibro and others, kewl stuff to be done before the school start to "officially opened". We went planning for the sec one nominated leaders duties and sec 2, followed by the secondary 3 and the Council Member.

Gotten my duties right straight the moment i came to school and i was in charge of the same thing i did for duties this years. Assembly and Flags.
List out many names for the Probation and etc.
Meet buddy and did the hw and stuffs.Thank god you finished it up.No worries till DEN. Thought of finishing my reports but nah, i wasn't in mood to do because, i was somehow addicted to chemistry.HA.HA.
Man, my chemistry is getting WORSE to WORST.Haiz.
Then after, went to popular and check out the cd's there. Unexpectedly, i met a neighbour of mine and man, i was stunned due to some reasons. Heck it. haha! went to LJS, and Pet and adeline were there. Ate and Tara...went home.

OTW, "i live in misery"... okok..cut it out.
Told and SHADDAP. Come what may.

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Naq called and she was somekind bothered by the O-Levels point cum cca. Man, i was just chilling off the agg score.haha. But anyways, ur cca points and ur o-level point won't make any diff.It wouldn't give any effect.
All we have to do is STUDY and GET OUT OF THE SCHOOL and lead a better pathway.

till here...everyone take care and may nothing happened upon you.

Missing-Khadijah, Nurul, Suhaifah, Petrina, Adeline and The BATTALIONs.

Is it only a song or what?

Back to blogging, something is just bothering me. I don't really know what is it but im very sure of a thing.My intuation is over my mind. *hey buddy, i don't understand when you said, "now playing,Pudar - Rossa" and "never2 land"? huh? what are you trying to say? im confused.

Yesterday, out of blues, i just feel like asking about my nickname. I just wonder what does it mean for writing that and what would it tell people if i changed my nick by not putting "it".It just come out in the blues. Forget it.

Ok, everything has a way out, maybe i watched too much of tv series that i started to imagine thing.Better said, hallucinating thing.But for all i know, even if my nick name was CHANGED, the meaning of it would still be the EXACT SAME.

Oryte, won't take any longer.Till here.

[Khad, i think you should be more sensible** haha!]

What a test!

A test on WHAT'S YOUR TRUE COLOR...
Here's mind.
Kinda kewl man! Check it OUT!

BlackYour color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

Yeah & hi, back to blogging. Not really up to thing today due to Christmas. And yeap,

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE IT

Went for "jemputan" just now. Followed mummy and daddy since sis wanted me to come along. Bored huh if you go alone? hehe. =P
Went to my aunt house to pass her the birthday present. Yea, Happy birthday to Ya.

Reach home and play comp since i was freaking bored.
Organise all my folder and went online.

*hey man, your mum checked ur Phone?...man man man. It suxz alot. ahha, all ur msges were seen?...nevermind lah, no secrets in the phone rte? keke. Ok...if YOU are reading these then keep ur kewl yar... n one more thing, not all "AZURA" is **T. Grr!!!...kk.piss*

meant for a buddy online..k..can't stay long...
Tara n T.C

The Shooting of Ghost stories and expedition In the Forest[cont...]

Im continuing my entries at these point of time. Just came home from the ultimate expedition from The Forest. Ok, Our quartets was none other then, MIS3, Nizam, Asri, Sharikin, Ilyas, Fazly, N-Qeeah, and myself. Hakhim wasn't around due to some prob.
Went to the forest behind our school and some guys rekee the place before we started on the expedition on shooting our very First Episode of Ghost Stories.

Went to school early these morning and did the first shoot at the pond and in the library. After finishing those spot, Ilyas and the rest thought of shooting outside school and thats how we ended to the expedition.Ilyas told everyone to meet outside school at 6 and yeah, everything took place one hour later. The White cloth that was told to bring along and ended up with 'Man, i forget to bring'. Thanks to Nizam , borrowing his Mum's telekung.

Walk up the slope, turn left and right, go under and get across the branches, man i was like, "why is it hot in here"...but keep silent truout!

Meet at our Base tent and ilyas started to unpacked his bag, with maggie, messtin, fire-starter and etc out. Set the spot and shooting took place.
Asri and kin, was positioning the cameras and "camera's rolling, standby, Actions!"
GEREK! First was naq and me having a chat, talking bout stupid stuff and then came Ilyas and Fazly. Acted out spontaneously without any script and it turn out PERFECT!
The next scene was, Fazly was possessed the moment he saw the ghost smiling at him, but we didn't notice "HER".

I was shivering thought when Fazly acted the possession scene. His moved was so realistic that it freaked me out! Naq and i then pretended to call Black [Nizam] (the quartets leader) and he did some prayer. The Ghost came and "fly" when it happened! So happening that it was like real!

Then after a lil shot of here and there... We wrapped up.
Packed everything and Had a last [Behind the scene] take. The Maggie that they hd cooked was eaten by the peeps of all nation, nah, by the cameraman.

Get our way out and all were jus as kewl as ever!
Get the Ori Cd yeah! By The Ghost Of All Nation!

Bye!

*PS-TOO FREAKED OUT WHEN yoU ARE ONLINE!*

Next move...Merry Christmas!

I've just changed my blogskin and really feel much better with the new look of my favorite colour.Xmas is here and there. And yea, before i forget, thankx lot Jacintha for the wonderful christmas card.
Look around for thing in my Wardrobe and found Christmas card given by Bro Johnston. Man , really wanted to thank you to. Took a pic of it and here it goes.

[the Card]

[Jacintha's beloved Words]

[bro John's and Jac]

[the Cover]

Will be going to school in a short while because of the "shooting" of ghost stories. Man, Mdm Hasnah really has lot s of thing in mind.Just can't get her mind Rest!Haha.Im late and that's obvious. Suppose to reach school by 8 by now is 8:21.

Yesterday night was fun.Damn it.Wait, before talking about yesterday's event, man, i'm just so hungry.GrR. kk. Meet khad under my block because she wanted to have her dinner there. Came back from *somewhere* with *somebody* and was hungry then.She called and asked me if im free to accompany her to banquet. Upon reaching there, the first person we saw was none other than Mdm Hasnah.Turn to the left and saw Sharikin and Nizam. Went to buy her food, "laksa" and sat down.The moment we sat, from the entrance, Ms Shahidah and her Husband came. We were like, MAN! continue eating and Mardiana and her family came along. Finally everything was cool. Had chat before khad take off her flight to bankok and Yea, gonner miss her lots.

Now, im missing wrappy! nurul and Aifah,What u gals doing now?...man! I just can't wait for the school to be opened. Yeap i know it is opened everyday but what i mean is, "Officially Open".

Got to go to school tomorrow either for the sec one registration and im in charge of some stupid crappoes. I don't know either.

Christmas, christmas, christmas! man, the atmosphere will be damn cool at town. People busily buy thing for the Sweety Home and etc.

I just love Christmas! But nah , i don't celeb it.

Rtes, got to go. Till here. So long and goodbye!

*pc down? man!*keke!

esplanade wit fam and ASAS '50 Performance

Updating the past two days entries..

On the 16 of Dec, my fabulous family went out to town to shop for some stuff [during christmas period] and have a break.
Firstly we went to Suntec to get my sis Glam photo shot that was taken during her prom nitey. Straight off to the Suntec tower and carrefoure. Dad then pick us up, together with mum and bro and went to esplanade. Bro thought of taking a family pic and his solo pose. Not to disappoint him, we went.A lil of click here and there and off to Hajjah's Maimunah restaurant at Geylang and Sis gave all of us a treat.Wow, thank sis!
here a lil pic goes...


[me n mum, off to our destination]

[family ]

[sis n bro wt their long lasting fren]

[me n the wonders]

[Me and the Prata man]
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Yesterday, on the 17 of dec, Me and the fatamorganians went to Holidays Atrium hotel for Angkatan Sasterawan 50 performance and it was really a dashing one.The place was damn grand and i was like ~ OH MAN, AM I REALLY AT THESE PLACE?!~

Kak Aiin, Hakhim, Naq, Fatin and Myself was stunned. The other crews and personnel was busy with the props and video camera. The moment we reached there, there were people who lead us to the place we were supposed to settle down. Man, the room was big enough for the whole lot of us to do our practises. Our room was a conference cum leisure room and it is "attached" together wit a big balcony. Christmas decor was one of the factor that enhance the place. Each and everyone of us took pic at the christmas tree. [jakon] Went to the restroom and changed to our performance clothing.

Fariz Husna, one of the ASAS Peeps, informed us that the stage can already be use for our rehearsal. Man, all of us were so anxious to see what is it looks like at the place we were performing. I wasnt that nervous due to some reason. Maybe, im exposed to the crowd for lots and lots of time since young and performing has been my passion. The rehearsal was a lil bit out for me cause i forget my SHORT skript. I didnt really know whats up with me then.

Then after, got to find out that our performance was the last one , and i went ~Phew~!. The First scene was perfect cause none of us make stupid mistakes. Even Bobo, did furkingly well.Well done bobo! None of the background singer were out of tune. Minor but ok.

The second skript was Much Well Done! Even though we did mistakes, it looks like it was part of the act.Well and very impressing.

Till there...so long and good bye

Here's the piC!...

sajak??[ poety??]

I just feel like writing these due to no reason.
Kind of weird but yea, i lurves it cause it contents tells me tru.
'Prince' and 'Princess' is a 'Paradise' word but, is it true?
Have been exposed to the word for quite sometime by YOU. Thank to YOU to that i've been using the Paradise word! Hehe.
Nothing much to post but just have a look at these...
The poetry is in Malay, sorry yea?..
Ps* Even if You don't know how to read the poem, try to understand.
Here it goes...

Senanding irama yang bergema,
Terdengar nama seorang Putra
Putra yang mujur dengan tiba tiba
Tanpa tanda, tanpa bayang, tanpa suaranya

Insan yang telah diciptaNya,
Memberi Arti, riang dan cinta
Jejaknya di tanah yang nyata,
Memberi satu keinsafan kepada si Dia

Disimpang jalan, tidak bertemu
Di pinggir rimba, ia bersatu
Haluannya semakin luas
Mindanya pinda dan menjadi puas

Setiap mimpi menjadi realiti
Setiap suara telah diketemui
Detik yang indah, tidak akan dilupai
Setiap Raut di muka, akan disanjungi

Tali Yang Putus, Dapat dicantum
Bunga yang layu, akan hilang Sekuntum


[Pic frm the horizon]

Loving Arts and Words...the MAGIC of IT all....

Paradox to PARADISE

Life is getting better each day. A paradox life has turn to currently a PARADISE. Man, before i proceed to anything else, i Just wanner wish a lil' called 'Sis' of mine a Very Happy Birthday!Who's that peep ar? haha...None other than Nurul Atikah Sari better known as atie!

15 Years of age at last. Dah muture lah ni? Hopefully. =P Forget and forgive all the past one year stuff yar. All the stupid fights and childishness we had.

I really had a good break today when i was in skewl with Naqqy and Khim.

Went for finishing drama props and getting ready stuffs for the Saturday performance. We had Breaks and till then, the whole day became ours. We played soccer in the FMU studio.Imagine if you hit any lighting or video instrument and it cost more than a thousand bugs.And we did! Ok..kewl, nolah, ALMOST got hit but we did, lightly i mean. Asri, Sharikin, Fazly and Ilyas were there to but all were doing their own thing. Hakhim taught me some tricks in handling the balls. I did it! I'd achieve my aims on learning the tricks. Hakhim is such a gd 'commentators'. I asked him a zillion questions on football. He answered every single one! I don't know what makes me in asking hm all that stuff, but i just love it. -CAPTAIN- i guess.

Whatever it is la.

Yesterday was unexpectedly unforgetful. Get to meet some LOVABLE peepos.

-Khad, Sufiyan, Hakhim, Hamiz-

Chill out and we got Cracked.

Just Finishing doing some stuff on drama. Upcoming event will be taking place these sat. I haven't memorise what is suppose to.
Busy with Tallying Thing and survey forms on student leaders.
Haven't done quite alot with my schooll work.

Thought of going somewhere to chill things out.But not knowing where.
i want to enjoy myself before the school start!
Cuzzies plan to go out somewhere, so how? jadi tak...? aper lah!
Argh!

kk...nothing else to rte..bye

Mutual respect is to be taught since young

It's a very sad thing to hear young kiddoes as young as the age of 13, having lack of mutual respect to the elder ones. Having to talk back, not listening to them, giving the act of threatening, so on and so forth. Haiz.
I just came across an entry and it writes on a guy who intented to "slow talk " with a teacher. Man, 3o and 13, how different can it be? Wake up Boi. Hoping that one day he will change the mindset of being the Leader of Wallaping elderly. Do you think that you can be the leader or Your family if this is exactly how you would behave in years ahead? I don't and never think so. maybe he is only a child but he got to understand too and should really reflect on himself. How would he feel if his OWN son or daughter did that to him? Would he regret what he'd done in his teenage days? Cry now that later. ok..let not talk about tt....

ok...Have drama practice tomorrow at 9 am sharp.
Then the day after, had leadership camp for 3 days 2night. Man, will be such a hellpunk. Got to endure it i suppose. When for Council meeting in the afternoon just now and did some duties list here and there but in the end, i went there without doing anything.JackAss.

Some of the sec two's actually came down to see and get a little of breifing but there was nothing much to breif on. The pressie was kind of blur and so is all of us.

When home and down to meet some peepo's at the greenridge.
Polar, cat, and Mouse were there. Thought of having lunch there.Cat was like haiz...she got a bloody date lunch with mr Chapter 700. Didn't tell me earlier or else i would not meet you. But luckily the two others were there.
Met my sis at the Hair saloon, she did some preety stuff to her hair for her Graduation Night today at the Maritius Mandarin Hotel. Yeah hope she had lot of fun.

Nothing more to write so got to blasrt.

I have enough of GROUNDING!

I hate being grounded.That's the end and final. It's been 6 plus days it happened. I can't even touch the laptop for a sec. I hate people who kept nagging and telling me what to do. Yea, sis and bro, i don't care how close you ppl are wit mum but yeah , i must admit that i hate you guys for ACTING close to her and expect something good in return. I can't tolerate those words and complains you guys made about me the moment i get my eyes on laptop.
Finally, i heard you calling me the 'evil' the moment i shut down the laptop's main power when you were downloading some stupid craps. How does it feel? Great isn't it? and yea, THAT HOW I FEEL EVERYTIME YOU DID THAT but i put a smile to the face cause i did not want us to fight over a small thing.

At last you ppl are out and i can get a chance to touch the keypad and type these SATISFIYING ENTRIES. These things will led me to arose my INSANITY to myself.

I had 3 days of school last week. Drama and some other stuffs. Sick and unbeatable day that made me to take a nap for a short while. BUT, i don't get that. In fact, u felt as though you were showering the moment you close you eyes.

But, all the hellpunk that happened at home was brought to silent. Thanks to my only handphone. My very first source of satisfactory.
Thanks to The Person who get hanged on to the fon.=P
You cleared all the chaosism that happened.

Yea, wsss Team A got a champ in a tournament that had just happened yesterday. Look who's the Captain...wohoo...!
Congrates guys.. =>

i can't think of anything to write at these point of time...
we rte soon...

Missing the comp and school.
Not been well since sunday and yeah, hopefully to recover soon.
The voice has changed from a smooth chill to a stone rock voice!woohoo!...cool isn't it.Not that cool infact.But i've gained it.

I didn't manage to go to school for physics class due to not having enough of sleep that morning.Still awake to 4 45 early in the morn. Looking in and out of the door and realised that all were still sleeping. I just couldn't get my head laid down properly because i had mixed-sick feeling. Felt like throwing up, headache, crams here and there and whatever that u can think of. So went to sleep at 5 and wake up at 6 30 in the evening.

Yesterday ,wrap-ber went to escape. For a long weekdays break i must say. Hopefully you gals had fun.~ Is there guys going?~ not that sure though.

Today, i've drama practise for the upcoming event at the Holidays Hotels [or something like that] these coming Dec the 17th.
Yeah, it's at 8 30 and im still writing these post for good.
It's now 8 02 am. Waiting for Naq's call cause she planned to meet at 8 15 ut guess what? she just woke up.It's ok , we will just explain it to MIS3.

Today, is 1st dec and one month 3 days before school starts to activate as per normal. I'm really not looking forward to the year 2006. I just have the feeling and my intuition keep saying that "Azura, you will face you true challenge next year!!!!". It kept running through my mind. Even when im eating, i keep hearing that as though there is someone who whisper it into my ear.~EyeerRRrr~. Guess my playtime is over at 1200am yesterday.
At least i feel a lil bit of "phew" cause i've completed my homework BUT only SOME. A very good acheivement too, because at last, i have a glimpse of my new TEXTBOOK. I'm starting on my english comprehension but than i'd lost the book.Man! These make my Enthusiasm of studying to go down with the flow! I'll by new book. I PROMISED!...ok...received the call...

Up for more update.