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2008-08-01T16:17:00.003+08:00

Moved to XANGA. Blogger account is up to its limit already. Haha.
100% filled.
See ya @ http://www.xanga.com/paradox941 !=)

Wrappers and RuffJackRepresent :D

2008-07-30T00:06:00.005+08:00

Chilled at the Padang with wraps after Ruff Jack Prac. Much of a stress release 'outing' after a hardcore dancing. Yeap, so, met the gurls and just so you all know, i miss you all darn very much. Haha.I know its not like i haven't been seeing you all for a long time, just that i've been busy with works and dance. Thus, that i didn't have the time to talk to all of you.(even in MSN =x)

Big Thanks to Aifah's fam for the Pizzahut and place for us to eat and chill. Haha. i was very thanked-full for the food. I was darn super hungry after dance but had to meet them immediately. So hadn't got a chance to grab something to eat. Believe it or not, when i was at city hall waiting for Khad and rul, My tummy made some EXPECTEDLY-I-NEED-FOOD sound. The person who was standing beside me, giggled as she looked at me. To coverup my Embarrassment, I, Norazura, Pretended like nothing happened and smiled synically as though the person next to me who was hungry !*IDIOT*.

Then.... camwhore and went home. I was super energy-less so i decided to went home early.

Here's the pic.

OK. Done for now.

*RUFF JACK. Within the DAYS that we are left with, make use of all the time to do our very best. We have Aim high and Now, we gotta Strive for it. We Can and yeap, We can! Tomorrow, Full dress rehearsal. May we do the best and Let's NOT EXCUSE OUR SELF. *

Take care and enjoy

Venture Trading & Phat Nite

2008-07-26T01:35:00.005+08:00

Let me present to you this wonderful people, from Venture Tradings Pte Ltd. AWW MAN!
Haha. A great presentation indeed and we all definitely had fun camwhoring. Oh yea! haha.
I'm so gonna miss my 'Bang-ing' partney, JL. *Cry*. Your words touched me alrte! Darn. haha. Its so not gonna be the last time we all see each other. I saw at phat night lah! *Jumping*. Few pics capture before and after presentation.

That's all People for the presentation pic.
Next.

PHAT NITE.

It was Awesome. haha :D The sad part was.. most of Fbodz went for TPDE concert. Argh. but it's alrte. I definitely had fun with the rest. Tons and Gazilllion of fun! Darn darn darn. I wanna dance. Just a free dance, not choreo or anything (finally, i can release my stress). I guess this year was way better than last year. Good job Guys! =D
Foreign bodies performed for the Opening and Suck lah, the spot lights are off and how the heck you expect people to see their dance.*SMACK THAT* and yeap, who the Furg cares ifwe were to shout, "where's the furging light!".
But yeap FbodzYou all did awesome! *claps claps!*

"Hit the music". And there we go... To Summarise. I had fun dancing with YOU all.
I don't know who is the preceise You, But yeap..just YOU.

*Dance - Like no one business*
*Sing- Like no one hears you*
*Smile- Like no one sees before*
*Enjoy- Like you think heaven is on Earth*

Moto of MY Life. =)
I followed it closely yaw. Let's have fun some other time again. =)

Time to sleep.

*BROWN- I want the pic.*
*STEVE- I AM REALLY SORRRYYY ='( during phat nite =( Pls pick up my call. Thank YOU.*

TAKE CARE AND ENJOY =D

Missing Gila Geng. :D

2008-07-21T22:45:00.003+08:00

OMG. I miss GG. For some reason, i think about them for these few days. Talked to Tqah during tutorial and we think that we should all go out together like last time. 8 members + any others who wants to join in the fun. We'' fine time ok? :D Anyway, Mim said he wanted to Quit MCG for some reasons and i think, you should not lah bro. You've hanged on and at this moment, you letting it go. haiz. And Tqah, people might not know, but i know that they appreciate you as their senior. ;)

Alright. Next. Life is so stressful, cca is getting tougher, works / assignments are pilling up, and brain is definitely lagging.I was in the library just now. Though i was having the thoughts of finishing IP and EC quiz before heading back home, instantly, my head were heavy and eventually it started to lie on the table. What's more, with the nice air-conditioned feel, my eyes started to close. Geenng~ I slept soundly. Didn't care much about the people around me and for whatever reason, i don't care if i were to drool.* HAHA. Cause i was thinking of food yaw. haha. As always.

I shall finish up my IP by today instead of updating my abandone-not-so-abandoned blog, and Finish up all my Work ASAP. We'll be having presentation for Entreperneur but, i'm so going to close one eye. *Hate that module lah*. Alrite. Take care and have fun people.

Better day ahead! :D

UNFILTERED POST.

2008-07-18T00:10:00.004+08:00

*Breathe IN and OUT*

HERE I GO. The big word that i'm presenting to you is...

"FUCK!"

I marched my way home after buying food at ********** Macd. Anger summoned up and i feel like i just wanna FUCK the FUCKING GROUP OF IMMORALISED MACDONALD SERVER. Or what ever FUCK you call them. Darn.

LAST WARNING.

I'm a MALAY though my features doesn't seem like.
I said nicely to the guy my order.

Here's the conversation.
The guy: Yes?
Me: I'd like grilled foldover meal. Upsized. Drink is coke. That's all. Thank You.
The guy: Huh? Eh?... Ouh.(with his furking face ;S)
Me: Yes? (in confusion)
The guy: Go this side. (pulling the tray and hecked about it while serving the customer after me, directing like some fucking traffic police telling drivers to go to the right.)

THEN.....
There's this indian muslim guy said to 'the guy': WHY SO RUDE? *Big Laugh*
The guy: FUCK CARE. RILEX!. BUKAN MELAYU SUDAH. (Not malay is enough *step cool~ FUCK LAH*)
The FUCKING indian guy: HAHA. JGN MAIN MAIN. HIP HOP TAU. Wee-Wit~ ALAH. Kasut HIP HOP SUMER PASAR MLM NYER. *BIG LAUGH* (HAHA. Don't play play, HIP HOP yaw. *whistle*. Haiz. Even ALL THEIR shoes are from PASAR MALAM)
The guy: Don't even think girls can dance hip hop. Cam phm jer. HAHA.
(Like real only. BIG LAUGH)

NBCCB!

The food was ready and i summaries everthing with a FURKING SARCASTIC:
TERIMA KASIH LAH EH.
(RUDE 'THANK-YOU' in malay.)

And the best ENDING post for them.

SMIRK and Went Off.
They were definitely SHOCKED and began hitting each other.
FUCK YOU ALL FAGGOT.
*ALL THE BEST IN 20 YEARS of SERVING MACDONALD CUSTOMERS"

Good bye and Enjoy.
MY EYES HURT MORE THAN MY HEART. =S

2008-07-13T18:26:00.005+08:00

OMG. I'm still addicted to "What You Got Acoustic" Version.

Oh well, its natural for me to love any song that is of acoustic. It's just so original and soothing. Talking about acoustic, I miss playing guitar. :( I could remember clearly the time, i picked up a classical guitar, trying to hold the guitar in a right posture. Having Mr Suhadi to come to me and pat me on the shoulder, saying "you're good for a 1st timer. ". *Laugh*. I could remember the first note that i learnt; G major. The first song that i strummed and sing; Better man. The first 3 person performance at SEA AWARD in 2004, when i had to play the solo part on electric guitar~Thank you Mr Saiful. The first Girl Band group in history to be performing in many school events and .. many more ~Thank you Mdm Hasnah.

Ok.Ok. Next.

TASK TO DO;

WPDP WEBSITE BY TOMORROW [ Done]
DSA MINI PROJECT BY WED [YET]
EC CLASS TEST Chapter 4 & 5 BY WED [YET]
EC Quiz by today [Done]
INTENT Q8 Send to Alex by today [YET]
INTENT PRESENTATION by Next Thursday [YET]

Told you. I sux. I've yet to do all this.

So Long and GoodBye.

2008-07-11T23:42:00.004+08:00

WEE!! Done with presentation and AHUH! My comment was “A very good and clear Introduction. Very fluent. You are a Natural Speaker. However, you have to take note that, you need to slower a lil of the speed, because for someone who is of slower pace, they wouldn’t be able to catch up with you.” I honestly, is satisfied with my presentation. But, I still have to take note of my speech speed, and improve on for my next presentation.

I admit that I love them. I learnt a long time ago that pride doesn’t help but hurt. I rather lose my image to laughter than being proud for a horrible life. Darn. How ~~suckish~~ can it be. You lose everything when you laugh and enjoy yourself. I lose my cool and image when I laugh. And yeap, I love it! HAHA.

Pictures that tells you I had fun. Before and After presentation :D

.With Maurice. *Thanks Tqah for the blazer :D*

Halifah is having tournament. I really hope that she do well all the way and not let anything to get in her way!YOU CAN DO IT!-(WE KNOW YOU CAN!!!)

Ok. People, two comparison to be made.

Original Death Note Poster
The Last Name

The Originally By ME
The return of the Apprentice
This is what I do when i'm super bored. Haha! Had fun and Miss you all!

Take care people!

Win By Default;

2008-07-11T00:32:00.005+08:00

BREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAkkkkkk.... *JUMP JUMP*

Finally *phew*, we had break even before competing in HIP HOP HUNT!
Thank you for Supporting RUFF JACK REPRESENT BUT WE are NOT competing.
NyaHaHaHa! The 3 Teams, WIN by default since one backed out in Hip Hop Hunt.
SHIOK AR!

Next. Went to Jeanie blog to read memyselfmine.blogspot.com post. It was during Ruff Jack Training went Andee spilled out a sobbing story of a friend's friend who lost her boyfriend. He went to brunei for SAF training or something and he said that he'll be back in 10 days. But due to an accident (which im not sure of), he died. Unknowingly, tears rolled down my eyes. Sob. haha! I was shocked when i heard from Andee that Lesner cried as well. Well, he's a human too, you can't deny that yeap.

Ruff Jack is still deciding to take up an upcoming dance competition, Suntec dance 2008 competition. But, we aren't 100%-ly sure if we would join it . Few suggested that we shall just try out for audition and just go with the flow till final. However what stopped all of us was, it is during our exam period. How sad. Well well well, we shall see ya.

Tomorrow, Communication skill II presentation. Big Haiz. Why do we have such a thing in school. Hell lah! We are good at at bitching , gossiping and bad-mouthing, so why do we need comm skill exam? Am i right? =X

Anywae, RJR jokes are becoming more lame. The Myanmar-rian Dance. Sarong wear. Rebonded ass hair. Cheek on right mole~NineYp (it's supposingly mole on right cheek), Pyae Pyo Min's tatoo-halucination joke, Justin's different frequency, and countless of Jokes. But i loved it tremendously and i'm still loving it. Thank you. =0

Take care and adios People!

*ps. Steve! I want the freaking lame pic. yours, bamboo basterd, honey, nineYp and all of our photo.
Thank you Pyae pyo min!

2008-07-06T14:45:00.003+08:00

Haven’t been updating cause im tremendously busy with work and dance. Work gets harder and dance gets tougher. Sucha long week but I’m cool with it. Alrite, here’s a fast recap.

Monday: What a mundane morning. Worst still, we got to know the Computing Maths II Marks the first thing in the morning during tutorial. I did badly. Hmm, not so bad lah actually as compared to about 70% of my class. I was expecting a B+ But I got a C+. *Whatever*. Then for lecture, we had to move on to next most important chapter of CommMathsII, Thank goodness I understand. Had IP mock test and yeap, managed to do it. So, Tomorrow, I’ll be sitting for IP LAB TEST.=(

I didn’t have production but RJR dance practice at 9pm. Still, I went to Asian hiphop prac just to kill time. Thank You Lesner for the hardcore warm-up. My body was aching like *furg!*. Nice choreo and yeap. Dope.

Tuesday: School was as usual but i spent the whole day thinking and started doing WPDP project. Wasn’t that bad cause I have already think of the layout. Profession and clean design presentation. Yeap, I so want it that way. YAY. I will present them next week. =)

Wednesday: Class ended at 3 and Haha. Wednesday has always been my preferred day. Chilled with friends and spent the whole day bitching about things before going for seniors and RJR prac. Meeting at 6PM but seniors attendance are very disappointing. I really didn’t know what happen to them and I wonder if they are serious in becoming seniors. I’m too lazy to talk about it. In summary, the upcoming performances, only the Hip Hop Hunt group will be performing.

Thursday: No Weikeat Popping Class but there’s Junior Practice. It was very enjoyable. Seriously. Thought there were only 7 (I REPEAT, 7) seniors, we definitely enjoy ourselves. You juniors have been great and yeap, I’m really impressed by the pace you all are learning the choreos. Thank you justin for accompanying me and take attendance. We waited at the door for juniors to come in. haha. They were really funny and what’ more, they came to me to see if their attendance has been taken. =)

Friday: School was great. *TGIF*. Haha! end at 12 and spent chilling in class, being nomads cause we had to change and move to another unbooked tutorial rooms so as to watch meet the Spartans. Haha. Meet the Spartans is definitely hilarious and dirty. Thanks to Kenneth.

Saturday: Meet RJR in the morning and SOB, We are late. HAHA. 60 Push Up.(HouseRules) and yeap, believe it or not, The latest person who came; STEVE Pyae Pyo Min! was the one who pushed us like *FURG!*..RrrrUFF-JackASS! Haha. Tried out formation and had tons of fun during practice. 80% Seriousness and 20% FUN! Haha. After Training, went to AMK to find costumes for Comp and we manage to get good stuff withing budget. But Not yet for the accessories. Headed to town and yea, accessories didn’t goes well with what we want. Next week, will be another RJR outing I guess. Wee haa! =) Opps, we got to go for mass dance before anything. Haha! ok. Bye PPL and ENJOY!

Summary

2008-06-29T03:10:00.002+08:00

Wraps. Had definitely great time with them thought i missed the movie.Darn. haha. Was really really busy with common test, assignments and dance. Still, you ppl make my day. Happy 3D ppl =)

Taken after exams. Exams turns out to be very pathetic. Not able to catch the right amount of sleep. Not able to finish up revising. Math and DSA paper were fine. However, WDD was hectic. Ok. Not writing about that. Tired tired tired. Hmmph.

Ruff Jack Represent is busy with intense training for hip hop hunt. Came out with choreo but just need the time to put everything in piece. We'll definitely work hard. And yeap, ppl, go shopping and look for appropriate shirt. *zara sales zara saled*~Nine Ypeng. Haha.

Take care ppl. Bye!

STUDY!

2008-06-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

A day before bedtime! Hell No! Few days before the big day.*ARGH* Common tests are few days away and here I am updating my blog. How Nice. Can I buy a micro memory gadget that can be installed in my tinee wine head! Oh well, even if I were to wish upon a star, I would end up graduating first before the gadget appears right infront of my eyes. *so forget it zura*.

Went to school to study Comm Maths II. Finished revising up to probability distribution. Did few tutorials and reading the lecture notes. Thank goodness, I listen in math class. CLAPS! Tqah, Halifah, Kenneth, Shamin as well as andee did revised too, let’s do great for Common Test ok Yaw. =)

Camwhored after finishing studying (as always) and yeap, the future talk definitely made us think far.=) Halifah asked me, where would I go after graduating. With an immediate answer, I told her “Not U of course.Unless bonded, I want. Otherwise , I’ll go with my backups.” Instant and confident. In few years down the road, everyone will be on their separate ways, doing their own things, spending their time at their own space. I’m not yet ready to graduate, so I will put the topic aside. All I want is to work hard, be self reliant, independent and stand up for myself in life, leaving no regrets behind. Will that do? =D

Dancing. Ruff Jacks Represent. Hmm. Already come out with only one-eight of the choreo. Haha. At last, this fits in to the song. Andee! Thanks eh for the “you sure can one, this song is hyped, you also gila2, so confirm can one”. DUSH! HAHA! Mtv moves or what! Ok. When we meet up next week, will come out with more choreo. =)

OK. Off to bed. =) Take care and Enjoy ppl!

Foreign Bodies Camp '08!

2008-06-15T17:17:00.004+08:00

"MY FAMILY, MY HOME"

A week ended well with Foreign Bodies Camp, Trip and a camp-out day at Changi.

Foreign Bodies camp definitely was a success though there were many flaws and immediate needs of backing up. All thanks to Our Camp Father, Andee who overlooked the whole things throughout the camp. Rest assured that it’s definitely a good effort and yea, all his hard work, paid off. It’s really satisfying to see the juniors had fun at camp and though I know that few of you weren’t enjoying yourselves but still, thank you for attending and kept up with what we told you guys to do. I could really see few junior faces portraying “why the hell am I doing here”. But that’s ok. We understand.

Thank you Andee, seniors who worked hard, Buang la Yo mates, Alicia, Jeslin, Mita, Xuan Hong, Justin, Mahira and Wei Qi. The dome for night walk! Hahah, Ypeng, Justin, Xuan Hong, Shaqilah, Mita, Tyron, Baoxin for making it a memorable one. Haha. To, Hanisah, Mahira, Idah, Syakira, thank you for helping out with the Pochong. It’s a wrong backup place but I hope the eeriness when making the things gave us a once in a lifetime memoirs.

''Buang La Yo''

Buang La Yo. Haha. It’s great to see you guys being able to get together very fast, faster than I thought. And yeap, I had fun with you all, doing the cheers together, playing games with you all, looking at the way you all dance. Haha! Very good huh, few were trying hard, few were merely duing you own funny moves. Not bad Not bad! Haha! During water games! Haha! some of you were decorating the princess and few were duing some lame cute things! Hahah. The spectacles especially. Dope. Telematch! Its really nice to see how you all work together. Really. Though we were the last group, I felt that you ppl never give up, even 1 sec, that’s really nice. Keep working hard and have fun throughout ur fb lifes. DON'T LEAVE FB =)

Seniors! Hey, I had fun lamin’ with you ppl. I love the nights, especially the star gazing nice. Sleeping together and know lil things when we were asleep, was super unforgettable. Star gazed and telling lil stories. I just love the nights. Thank you for taking care each other and yeap, I miss you all. Memories in the making. =)

Alrte.Done wit' ma piece.

Take Care and Enjoy PPL!

FOREIGN BODIES @ THE BIG GROOVE '08

2008-06-10T00:51:00.010+08:00

I must say, it was a blast. Yea, I’ll get bashed if I said otherwise. Oh well, I guess I was tired on Sunday that I didn’t somewhat enjoy the whole show. Foreign Bodies as well as others performances were great. *claps*. At first I thought my 20 bucks flew off just like that because I couldn't see the dancers on stage. We were seated at the back and yeap, you bet, we can only see the screen. I wished I’d have spent my $20 on the DVD. Darn! Nevertheless, I had fun.Totally. Guarded by 2 guards, cam whoring with sisters and brothers, squeezing our way through to see our seniors on stage, and many more. O Crew was dope and yeap, I waited like some retarded girl, for WCO to come up on stage. They wrapped up the show well. How cute the astronaut was. Haha! I’m sick and really tired. Will just post the pictures yeap.

Here’s the pic that perfected my day .

BIG GROOVE BIG RESOLUTION PIC
CLICK HERE

Will be away for quite some time. =)

Take care people!

Animated Crew. DOPE!

2008-05-31T22:49:00.004+08:00

I couldn't help it but i need to blog about this.

My whole body was aching especially the shoulder joints. Seriously painful. Today, went for Popping class. Nicholas drilled us on doing Botting, which includes improving of our hitting, angles, speed and many more. The drill was a torture but it was definitely the best part of the training. I LOVE it SOOOO much.

NEXT. U-MIN is DOPE! Though i've watched their video for so many times, i will be watching them repetitively, Wow-ing them each move they made. I wanna master popping!
*SCREAAAM*
OKOK. Relax...it takes time to learn and yeap, i will keep learning popping slowly....

Ok. Here's the video that inspire me to do Popping. =D

Take care people!

JAM AND HOP '08.

2008-05-24T14:09:00.002+08:00

Week 6 ended well with JAM AND HOP.
Foreign Bodies performed at the opening of the events. White Tees; Guys hip hop, Feedback; Girls hip hop, Buy you a drink; Hip Hop, Run the show; Reggae, It's raining man; Locking, Grown Apart; LA Hip hop, and Machi; Ghetto Style.
Here's few pic that have been captured by Wraps cam. =)

FBodz in actions.

Im in action yaw. In Grown apart.

Two parts to the event. The band jamming and the open dance floor. Definitely, i enjoyed most during the open dance floor. You can see different people doing different styles of dancing. Really. For example, Hip Hop song with Reggae move. Reggae song, with ppl jumping up and down. House song, ppl doing bouncing. Bhangra song with clubbing style. Now thats what you call, FUSION. *LOL*. But who cares right, they all had fun! And, for ppl who said 'Nora, ghetto ghetto' thank you for opening a bigger space. =) We'll battle with ya'll at a bigger dance floor next time. Tempat sempit, so that's not for me. =X
CHEY CHEY CHEY. TO MY KENGKAWAN: Not bad huh! Skali skali joget aru krng tau how fun it is to dance! =)

Had quite a fun with wrap who are willing to come down from ngee an, L-Crew who tried to skip their prac for changi prison, MCG mates who i havent been having fun for sucha long time though i see you everyday. It was all about fun.

PIC with Wraps @ Jam and Hop.

Yet to take pic from idah. OH YA! IDAH. Dun be HartBroken. OK?
It's a place where ppl tend to be a lil unaware of the ppl around them.
Anything. Beep Me.
Shaqilah! Thank you so much for Doll-ing me Up.
I put my FACE-INSURANCE only to YOU tau.
Thank you so much. =D

OK. Done with my post.

Great nite chilling out wit wrap at Mccafe till morn.
*afiq, next time i'll go home with you. ok? hah.Sorry.*

LOVE YA'LL.

Take Care people!

What a week. Shagged and Exhausted

2008-05-21T00:58:00.004+08:00

(credit: who took this pic. Evident to show that im really exhausted. Slp anytime, anywhere!)

FULL STOP. JUST KEEP WORKING.

"You might think that i cant take it
but your wrong
'Cause now im

Stronger than yesterday
now its nothin' but my way
my lonliness ain't killing me no more
i...im stronger "

All the up and down temperature, lacking of sleepin, black ring under eyes, body aches all over the body, blur vision, lose of weight, and many many many more, JUST HANG IN THERE OK?! Just abit more.

*FIGHTTTTTT~~~ON!*

Out of random:

♥AKANISHI JIN! ♥
Boost up my moral yaw. NEXT!

TC PPL!

2008-05-16T00:21:00.007+08:00

2003
(NO PIC. HAHA!)
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2004
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(2004 Wrap @ Raya)
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2005
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(Be yourself day!)

Wrapperz -Mas Nite =)
(Racial Harmony with Hwa Chong Ins.)
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2006
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(At the ZOO)

(Prom Nite)
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2007
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(???)
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2008!!
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Wrapperz
5th Year Anniversary yaw! Ad still going on. NOT BAD!

LOVE YOU. AIFAH.KHAD.NURUL.
(tired to type! haha=D )

* First Pic. Credit. Khad.

Take care and See ya peeps at Jam and Hop.

2008-05-14T23:40:00.003+08:00

When you don't care, it will go over broad.

When you care, it's a total heart ache.

Go To Hell with whatever you want to do.

You decide, They decide.

Final say, I'm Out.

In The Name Of FUN! =)

2008-05-13T23:41:00.014+08:00

Pic of Me, Nemo and Tqah in lecture!

Met Arif just now, yeap! haha was really shock to see that he bought me a gift. Not bad not bad. You kept that for 2 month already huh? Patut lah mati! haha =) okok. Thank you so much. You wouldn't know how surprised i was when i saw the THING. haha. Thank you for the Nemo . In fact rte, i was kidding when i ask you to get me that! haha! But, thank you so much. Thank you for heading to NYP from far. Thank you. Take care and hope to see you really soon =)!

Yeap! Thats the Nemo! =)

School was indeed fun! The school work, lectures, friends, assignments and many more. Haha. For the second time of the week, i went home early. =p Wee. I'm Please with myself for having to complete DSA assignment, burned the Linux and Window Server 2003, installed the window server in my comp (i waited for it patiently ok? =D ), done and about to hand in Comm Maths Assignment 1 AND 2 and finally revised comm maths 2 Wee! Im done all yaw! Left, Comm skill, report for OSM and what else huh?That's all rte? yea!

I guess, paying attention in class doesn't really gives you the 3 pointer package. All you need is to SELF STUDY BEFORE LESSON, have fun, relax and yeap, hopefully, you will score well. Let me show you what i or should i said, WE did in class. HAHA.

After DSA CLASS. We rules the lecture theatre =)

Boredom strikes and suddenly, the thought of camwhoring came in my mind. Yeap, with a great thought, always come a great partner! Tqah, yeap, she's one of an ass of a camwhorer! =)
As we were snapping pic, or should i say, capturing the perfect moment, Kenneth, the itchy-finggy, switched off all the light so as to stop us from taking pic.

However, that very moment, he actually on the OHP and tada, guess what? With the dark surrounding and OHP lights, it really looks like we are in a studio. (there's spotlight yaw!). Thanks to K. You're the best! haha =)

Last Shot. :: Me, Tqah, Ken, Shamin :: =)

Take Care PPL!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIQAH!

2008-05-13T00:02:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday To Nuratiqah aka Pendleton!
It's here birthday yesterday, 12th May 2008. That marked her Eight-Teen Birthday yaw!! Wee, You're legal bebeh! At least were are in the 18th. TG. Unlike Fahlipo, Dah besar giler dier! haha. Nothing much today, but...just wanna dedicate this to you.

EHEM EHEM!! TO ATIQAH

To My Very Good Friend...(mood sedih nampak! 2x HAHA!)

" You have taken the time to be there when i needed you,
ans you have listened to me when my life was changing.
You have always cared enough to understand my feelings,
and help me to understand myself.
Most Important,
Your consideration and honesty have shown me that your friendship is true.
Thank you for being such a good friend to me and for all the joy we have known together.
Lastly, I'm lucky to have know You.

<3 YOU!

OKOK. EMO SIA!

nah!

ok. DONE! TAKE CARE PPL!

Foreign Bodies Pass Down 2008 Party

2008-05-11T19:24:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, went to popping class in the morning. Great. I love popping! Went to meet Bev and YPeng and head down to Novena Square 1 to get the seniors gifts. Getting them the perfect gift was tougher than I thought. You bet, we make few rounds looking for the perfect gift and yeap, at last Jia Rui and myself got Lesner and Evelyn a dogtag/heart necklace. We really like it very much. *Small Gift with Greatest Love*. The P and Vps, bought a colored bracelet. Nice. Hey, we all should get one yaw.

Met the rest at Sembawang Mrt and off we go to Jasmine's Crib. Super big and nice house. =) I like! It's really rare to see cousin living so near each other. Gee. *FULL HOUSE* We chilled, cracked non-stop jokes, eat and play games and to be precise, we had TONS of fun. For the food, Thank you Idah, Hanisah, Andee, and Xuan Hong to be the cook of the day! Sweet Paradise. Without you all, i guess, all lil kids in the crib might have die of hunger! haha. =)

Twins. why aren't we look like one? Darn!

Me. Honey.EeDah! <3The Whoosh Game! Fb just Loves It =)

The Old and the Young! Haha! =X

During the passing down, Seniors gave their speech and official hand over began. Exchange gift and words of appreciation. =) Well," Evelyn, thank you for everything you have done for Fb paper and admin work. I will do my best, work hard and even harder. Thank you very much. =) Here'sa gift, Small gift with great love".

Grand Seniors Giving their Speech. NOT so Serious Speech. haha!

Listening and not listening. hahah.

Evelyn gave me, A BIG Toy Pencil -without eraser, so she Bought, tiny-tiny kids Eraser, and colored Postads which is very important for a secretary. and Finally, a Handy Organiser cum Calculator with a lock 3 colored Pen. =) Finally, a true organiser! =) weee! Please do keep the Love Necklace. Wear that each time you go for FB!

After the pass down, continue to have fun. Played games at Ah Ben room. Haha. The card games was super hilarious that it's a must to shout game! haha. Heart attack and name games. I really got a heart attack when they really play that. and Name games, i really can't stop laughing! It's worst than doing warm up! Andee, steve, veronica, sandra, germaine, jaster, jess, hazel and myself laughed non stop and yeap, we cried cause the game was too funny! "aaaaaa Guava! Mangosteeen! Argh! OrangeBanana! and etc!" Next. Ate chips and went home. Afraid that i will missss the last bus. Had a blast and yeap, More Fb outings ok!

Last,
What's with my face?! Ahuh! got it. I don't want to be covered by Chunky Hand!

Take Care PPL =)

Dancing is Fun, Resting is Better!

2008-05-09T00:22:00.002+08:00

I skipped Com maths II lecture today. It wasn't very nice but i couldn't bear the blabbers from the lecturer.I guess she must have probably went through the whole chapter on Probability. I guess, it just reminds me of the secondary school o-level chapter. Snap! Slept for about 2 hours at wooden bench at block Q and yeap, i guess many would have spotted me. So, pls do say 'hi! you're the girl who is bla bla bla right' without any hesitation, i would definitely nod you. So no worries *winkx*Tqah i don't know whether to say sorry or thank you for skipping that lecture. Still, i didn't force nor tell you to accompany me. Well, at least we know what probability is. *yay*

Fb Production had started and yeap, i am becoming more and more busy. With both school work, and Dance. Lets check out MY timetable. MON- Absolutey free wee~ TUES- should be having Seniors Dance very soon I guess, WED- FB Prod Breaking Drill Session, Thurs- Juniors Thurs Batch Practice, Friday-Friday Batch Practice, Sat Morning- FB prod Popping + Mass Dance which is going to be very soon. Yesterday breaking session with Psyc, Mikal and Tyron was definitely a head start for me to recap all the past things i've done in Break. Thank you mikal for your concerned =). Psyc, thanks for your patient, but i i tell you huh i guess, yest i've push myself to the limit.

Next will be the Jam and Hop. More and more things to do. Thank Goodness, i've learnt Justin Grown Apart choreo. It's definitely a drill once you start to dance that song. But, i really love the choreo and control. HEHE. Wed- There will be camp meeting called by Andee. haha. Ok , make sure you all think of games, EXCITING game to play! Andee, please tell me if there is anything to do for the admin. Thnx.

I guess, im done for now. Argh. Im tired, tired and just too tired.
Yeap, a confession to make, i lost 3.5 kg. =( sob.

Take care people!

TJC PERFORMANCE

2008-05-01T23:39:00.005+08:00

It's absofreakinglutely FANTASTIC to dance on the dancefloor with you very own beloved family! TJC Chorophobia was great and thank yaw, for inviting us. We definitely had fun and yeap, we shall kick some arses on the dance floor again. We all shall use a new techniques, BUTT OUT techniques. Tyron, Djingga, Andee- Pop Kids of the Day. Hanisah, haha! You're the best! Get out from the ring before its too late. =) Audrey, Idah! we shall freestyles and rmmbr the BUTT OUT! Darn. Performance was alrte, thanks to the Glittery floor decoration, I almost fall backward for doing the What You Got Choreo. Ass. Looking forward to JAM and HOP.

Tomorrow Last audition! How great..

MORE OF TJC PERFORMANCE PHOTO
CLICK FBodz TJC Performance 30th Apr '08

Take care ppl! =)

Fatigue

2008-04-29T01:18:00.003+08:00

Mariah Carey- For the record

Non-Nyp auditition was even more tense that the past two auditions. Many came down for audition and yeap, as expected, they were quite prepared for the audition. As for the judging, it is obvious that its more stricter as compared to the past two audition. The intake is yet to be confirmed and i just wish all the very best to all of them who went.

Upcoming event, TJC performance. Yet to clean my moves and full prac due to the audition that is taking place. Dear fb, pls remember to wear yellow fb tees for TJC perf.

School? I wouldn't say that lagging behind nor too at the front. I guess, my brain just couldn't function as well as i could when i'm not tired. Class starts at 8 am and end at 6pm. Dashed for dance class, and ends at 10.30pm. Train and bus ride, 45min. Close to 11+ then i will reach my door steps. Eat, bath, do assignments, revise, i will sleep as close as 2 am and wake up at 6am. How great can my life be. Oh well. Guess, i just love doing it.I want permanent holidays.Pls Pls.

Still, the bottom line is, i want(i didn't say need) sometime for myself. I wanna sing out loud. I wanna fly up high on roller coaster. Wanna go shopping alone. Wanna read my books. Wanna compose my own song. Wanna play and strum hard on my guitar. Wanna run on the track ..ALL BY MYSELF!

Off here. Take Care ppl! =)

CUCI By Nyp Pusaka Seni won 2nd in Sayembara Teater

2008-04-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

Pusaka Seni: CUCI(washed)- 2nd at Sayembara Teater Competitions.

It was expected that they, a bunch of potential actors, will bring home awards from Sayembara Theatre Competitions. On 26th April , the stage was definitely 'washed' by them and yeap, definitely, the audience was entertained by their performance. Though the storyline was a non- theater base as compared to the Winner of the competition, Millenia Institute with their story Khilaf (Mistake), still they managed to show the audience what Nanyang Polytechinic MCG Drama is capable of doing.
They won 2nd and Khai for winning the Best Supporting Role. Yeap. =)

Great Stage presence, and confident characters.

Balance role and lines. Great stage balance, In-Lights, good voice projections.

Congratulations once and again! May all the best to pusaka seni in the years ahead =)

TAKE CARE PPL =)

Foreign Bodies Audition

2008-04-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

"hold yourself a responsibility
for higher standard than anybody else
Expect that of you and
NEVER EXCUSE YOURSELF "

I swear upon myself that i've did my best and did all i could to really help the juniors that actually do have the gut to come down for the audition. I did make a promise to myself before the event started, that even though anything happen or cocked-up, i will stand up and do what i know i should do.

To have a ratio of 1:20 during audition was definitely a do-able thing for such 1st time event. Still, it will be better if we all, colleagues could just give a lil helping hand to finish and achieve something even better. Thank you for those who helped me. Thank you.

Having to see people practicing hard on the choreo that i taught though i know it seemed difficult for them, to be able to see them trying out, sweating out, catching their wandering breaths, made me think and feel about the time when i went to FB audition a year ago. I wasn't satisfied when the seniors taught me the choreo, and i guess, the details weren't shown to all of us clearly though we did got the step and the steps was taught too rushing-ly. We didn't get as much chance to look at ourselves in the mirror and dance endlessly to the songs. Thou things happened too fast, i told myself that i won't give up since i have already stepped onto the dance floor and practice hard enough. It would be very demoralizing if i couldn't get what i want after i tried hard and what's more, not giving up.

That's what i think how the juniors that i'm teaching FELT. As i teach them the choreo, there were no sound and all eyes were really attentive looking at my movements. I thank you all for that. Though i make mistakes about the details, i apologised and yeap, They DID the RIGHT things then. They were stressed out with the choreo cause they weren't able to remember it. Talking a lil on Fun or Drills. Which one is really more impt in this audition? Fun or Drills? I say Drills, You say Fun, What say THEM. Given a time limit of about 45 min to remember choreo, i guess, fun would only be a side thing that will keep them entertained and really feel like dancing. Let's look at the criteria, what are we looking for? S-ho, A-tt, M-us, O-ri. Do you think that without drills and only fun, will give them the small points to even have a slight chance to be in fb? No. Fun, yeap, you need that in this audition. You think would it be fun to be looking at the Namelist of the result, knowing that you name is not typed on the paper. Disappointment would definite come about. Motivating them plays an impt role too and i really hope they were motivated by what i said. Still, to give the juniors to pass the audi, seniors must give 70% to them. The rest is up to them. Remember, we were fresh from oven- non-dancer and during our audition, OUR SENIORS help us alot that we are able to make it. They helped us in acheiving our dreams, why not WE try to achieve the juniors dreams too? When they joined us, FUN will be endless. Think about it.

And as a senior, who wants to see EVERY of her group junior to do well, i drilled them and go through the routines again and again. I guess, i didn't create kind of a fun nor short entertainment. But thank you cause i really appreciate the SMALL THANKS said by them and THANK YOU cause You gals offered a HUG to me. Thank you. =) I was really happy and sorry to say this but i really do feel like hugging HUDA and RAFEE cause when i spotted the ppl who was under my teaching, i went to cheer for them in the room and Rafee goes like 'these groups were the few best group that i saw for audition' and Huda was giving me a thumbs up , raise eyebrow a not bad sign. When i saw those under me went to audition room and did well , i felt thou i've achieved a small acheivement.

Thou people could see the end product, do you know that i feel humiliated as i felt (though its obvious) indirectly being spotted as 'ur-details-are all-wrong-lah instructor'?. Learn and went through details many times with ICs and got it wrong? was even ask, 'tell me whose the choreography- ask her, not ICs'. *speechless* To the hell with it. You don't spot people by telling the wrong details and pass on to the others though i know i might not be as experience as few of them. And you don't overtake someone, spout her not so detailed loudly that it left me in daze giving a confused look to the juniors. I did recover from the sudden daze and work on it.
It takes great effort to do something. I swear i'm holding on just now.

Tomorrow. Let's do our best. Don't give up.
It take great courage to lead.
If you have what it takes to lead, go ahead.

Rest my case.

What a day =)

2008-04-23T00:38:00.003+08:00

Finally the sense of sitting down up straight, looking at your lecture notes, taking out a pen, putting on you geeky spect, concentrating in class is NOW back in me. I miss sitting in lecture halls listening to the babbling of the lecturers, looking at the big screen and trying hard to remember every single details the lecturer is tryin to spout. It feels nice to be back with your lectures mates. The people who have enjoyed and mourned over the lectures and giving endless encouragement when i tried to study. Thank you.

Been dancing for consecutive days. Really have my body muscles trained up and progressing well everyday. I guess. Not forgetting the plus and the minus of sprained or overstretched muscles. I need to be lenient to my body. Really. However i guess, the leniency will come very very soon, after audition is over maybe? haha! Many performances are coming up and i guess, i'll be involving for 1/3 perf. I'm not taking into account of the performances cause i wasn't in dancework and good thing that they wanna try something diff which is using danceworks choreo for diff perf. *claps!* Tomo there will be dance for audition and sbm perf trg. Cool. =) must get the details right and improve, improve and improve! wohoo!

Take care dancer and rest well! Idah, take care and wil try to accmpany you to amk polyclinic. =)

Take care ppl!

Club Crawl

2008-04-19T23:13:00.003+08:00

It's close to TEN DAYS since i have my blog updated! hahaha! Yeap, really busy with scho0l and club crawl preparation!

WEEEEE! NOW, at least i can shout my heart out saying.. "I LOVE FBODZ!". Yeap yeap! You bet! haha. Club crawl was definitely a success. You think so? Of course yea! After more than a month practicing, sweating out, having sleepless night, thinking and remembering choreo, aches all over the bodies, a last-min sprained of ankle, good and not so good comments, endless encouragement and many many more, at last, we could all see that it does paid off. We bonded well, and through club crawl, it makes us even closer than we all are. Thank you all for the effort and i must say, i have put all my effort in it. I'm sure you all too.

Here's the pic Yaw!
FIRST DAYCLUBCRAWL

DAY 2. BLACK n RED

Before ClubCrawl! Cam Whore with Andee and Idah! hahaha!

*If we can't hear music, we feel it. If we can't see music, you're normal. If you can't talk music, DO SOMETHING!!. DARN!*

"Are you thinking what im thinking? "- Me
"errr...AHUH! =O Dancing time!"- Andee
"OoooOOO K!"-Idah

Performances time. Im In Action Yaw!
♫Teach me How to dance! ♫
♫ What You GOT ♫
♫What you got MELT ♫
*FINALLE*

THEM! MCG GANG!
Syimah, Tqah, Rau *EHEM*, and me! *ros, liana and wani missing!*GRRR

After Performance
Jessica LIM!

Me, jasmine, BaoXin and IdahGILER!

Dopest ppl! =)

Idah GILER, Kyra, and Me! =)

Alicia, Nadrah- KingstonE, and myself =)

ShaqY, and Irah =D

HOUSE MASTERS. AMIT, JUSTIN and Me =) (master only the two, notme.=X)

(camwhoring is gooood!)

Mita Babe and Me =)
Ray the Locker =P

FB MASCOTS! =)

Me. Promoting FB. =)

After this, we have audition to think of, upcoming performances, camps, practices and many many more. Given the opportunity to be in committee, i will do my very best to uphold the good name of FBodz. =) Thank you! CHEY CHEY CHEY! (TYRON style!) Hehe!

FOR MORE PIC. HERE!
Foreign Bodies ClubCrawl 2008

TAKE CARE PPL!

2008-04-10T03:54:00.003+08:00

It's a remix everyone! Ok. Back here to blog about things that i don't know what i should blog bout. HAHA. Ouh yea ppl! Have you seen something different about this blog? Well, OF COURSE! haha. I did this after while talking to Raudha till 4 AM. Yeap, 4 AM. I get bored after sticking to the same old layouts, so TADA, here i am with a brand new layouts. White. So pure. NEXT.

Ok. Im posting pic on 2 days ago event. Cerazee lah kiter 2. Yeap. thanks to Kyra2 for the a.Rooms. Thank you. and yeap, tomo Back to school for Dance Prac. *BUSY GILER*

Ok. Here we go!

When you have nothing to do, take out your phone and camwhore! Good job!Hope this will brighten your day Idah. haha. Don't think too much about it! Not Good. =P And Raudha, Don't stress. They don't want to be responsible, let them be. They will answer things by themselves. Sometime, reminders work. Sometimes not. So, save you saliva dude. Ok?
All the very best yaw!

*YAYAY! We got the shert already! DOPE OKAY! =P*

Take care People!

2008-04-02T23:54:00.002+08:00

First Up. I’ll update on Raudha’s Birthday Celebration then about Sister's Appreciation of modules AAF 234-2008 Drama Production cum MEETING PROFESSORS that I LONGED to meet in NTU NIE & Congratulation to FB pals who gets promoted !

OK. Here we go as you can see from the above, you mite know the event that took place. alrte! Yesterday, Raudha’s Birthday cum April fools day. Meet the dearie MIA faces pals at 12 30 and off to Sembawang Park. The weather wasn’t being friendly to us thus, we had to endure the ‘hot summer-rainy’ season. Despite the fact that the weather wasn’t that great, the presence of 4 crazy gals, Raudha, Tqah, Syimah, Ros, definitely changed the atmosphere. We had loads of fun in the sun and rain. Believe it or not, we took about an hour stroll before we could find a perfect spot to seat and celebrate Raudha’s birthday. Finally, we found somewhat a perfect spot; wooden round table. After singing and almost before cutting the cakes, it started to shower and haha, everyone ran into the so call, PERFECT place for a continued celebrations. That’s so none other than under the TOP STOREY Playground. HAHA. OK HERE’S THE PIC. And.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAUDHA! And, I love YOU ALL! I SWEAR! =)

NEXT! Went to NTU PRODUCTION. Firstly, Congrates SISTER! You definitely, DID FREAKING WELL. Way to go! Not bad huh jadi guy! =) Quite well acting for productions. And, thank you so much, BECAUSE OF YOU, I get to meet Professor Mana Sikana and Director Suria, Nadi Putra. Darn. From ya’ll Drama.I get to learn MORE things from yall. Baik Kristal! POSTER darn nice. Good JOB SISTER. Love your designed. Scriptwriters- Thumbs-up, Actors- Excellent though few were first timer, props-very efficient, director- great job, pembimbing-(Prof Mana Sikana), so proud of YOU. Muacks. I would not type the storyline or summary. (For some purpose). Thank you again, cause as always, I have something to bring home as memories and learnt thing in my humble learning journey. =)

Thank you for the sweetest treat. Swensen treat. haha! =) The long wait is worthwhile.

After the event, went to eat at jurong swensen for supper. Yeap, while eating, I received a call from IDAH saying that I was in the committee right after I saw MR Brown. hahaha! Tried calling Honeysah but she didn’t picked up.*DUSH!* OKOK. It was really unexpected when I heard the news. I was dumbfounded and my sister was giving me the ‘what’ look.

HAHA. and I really hope I will do a good job as a secretary though i know it;s really hard=) Thank you for those who congratulated me. Thank you. WHY AM I NOT THERE when its being announced! GRR. haha. It's alrte! For those who has title too, CONGRATULATION! Beverly as President, YekPeng and Jasmine as V.President, Hanisah and Peiling as Girls Ic, Karen as tresurer (MUST WORK 2GETHER ok! =)),Andee as for Welfare, Chao Zhong and Jia Rui as Guys Ic, Tyron and Mike for Publicity. =) WEE ~ Let’s work hard, harder and hardest Ok! =) Next weeks drills, please work hard! Weee and take care! That goes for me too! =) haha! tc ppl!

PARTEHH!

2008-03-30T23:44:00.005+08:00

♥L-Crew♥

Alright Babeh! Back to updates. I can see someone out there has been telling me to "Update, Update!".
OK. I will, Now. Few days back, had a blast with L-crew. haha. It was a day full of Laughter, Lame jokes, Crazy actions, unexpected us and etc.

Went to travel around France, opps, i mean the central,Singapore and camwhored, Darn! What else can we do with amazing scenery and with Idah's great lens digi cam right?Haha. You bet! Upon reaching clark quay, we Quadruplets set our mind to a place known as, FAST FOOD RESTAURANT. Darn, even during the FB Meeting, my mind was already thinking of Food.(Drooling!). Bought meals at B.K and haha, syak was definitely eyeing on nerd / geeky guys in the restaurant. Oh well, she in need of one i guess! Muahaha. =X.

Initially, our planned was to head down to cash studio immediately after eating, however, this 'blurcock' friend of ours, aka Shaqilah, couldn't differentiate between orchard's cash studio and central's. We were already hyped up and warm up - not dance steps but The Voice. haha! (who says dancer can't sing? DUSH!) Then when we reached the place, we were told that we went to the wrong studio. *expected-wth*. But still, we got ourselves a studio at 7pm. then. off to the ladies and.. haha. Believe it or not.. look at the pic. *im not that ehem as the rest..*

*im pulling my pants! muahaha! low giler. NOT READY LAH! haiz idah..idah!*
*CAMWHORE-rer*
*seduction. ahha!*

At the meantime, we went to the river to eat and again, camwhored. Posed here and there. Feeling next top model! =X I swear we looked rather pathetic and idiotic having to use timer to take complete pic. We posed at places where ppl thought "paiseh nyer!". It was hell loads of fun! darn! =S

*who took that last pic! DOPE EH!*

NEXT.We sang top of our voice the moment we got hold of the mic! OK. Then bla bla.Look at the pic and you will know lah. HAHA. Kyra, Shaq and idah was singing with their heart and soul mcm competition oi! while im there doing my stuff, when its my turn to sing, start lah all the crap, rocker voice, tradition nurhaniza idris voice, i did fuad rahman tarik tarik tau! *baik shaq! lu gerek, layan kan aku*. Syakira and i love all the tarik tarik part, and when we couldn't reached the part, we pretended to "squeak and laugh". Tu Standard! =P But i really had fun ngan krng! Gerek tu the max!

OK. DONE for today. =X.

Tired. L-Crew, all the way till C.Crawl! =)
Syng krngs!

♥♥

*POPPER THE BEGINNER YAW!*
I really want Weikeat to teach me popping. DARN DARN.
Yi zheng. I really want to POP! Shiok ar! haha! Must pass the audition! *pls pls*
Jonathan, tomo i will break. *promise*. hahaha!
OK. Must Improve, Improve anddddd Improve!

Take care ppl!

PS: *When the clock ticks on 12. Happy April Fool PPL. and ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAUDHA! =)
SYNG KAU!
IDAH. TAKE CARE of urself!! =)

Let's Watch a video. Shall we? =P

2008-03-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

It's hilarious after looking at the videos. haha. ok , Since you gurl want to see it soo badly, here you go. Lame la eh. OK. I know this is a freaking-merepek nyer video but yeap, i really do have fun watching it! =P Watch and Learn! HAHA. It takes sometimes for me to do that ok. But, seriously, im darn tired lah. So don't you expect something GOOD. haha! Take care! Good JOB, Irah, Nadrah, Lynn, Shaq, and The music! haha. =) Idah. TC and pls go doc tomorow. DONT SPREAD THE GERMS AROUND! haha. =)

NEVER EXCUSE YOURSELF

2008-03-27T12:23:00.003+08:00

♥ L-Crew ♥

Credit: Idah(2nd Pic)

It's pretty impressive to see things only from the peak. I guess, i need to learn to view it from the valley. Dance practices have been alright though i may seem to be lost here and there, not knowing the full schedule/'agenda' of the day. Well, it doesn't really matters me but i know, it does matter to the others. Did talk things out or should i say, make things clearer so as to avoid any misunderstanding. Yeap. Haha. You all better thank me. *hehe*. Bev, let's not worry too much and let us all focus and concentrate on the club crawl and Friday showcase. Alright?

Idah, go for what you want. Do your best and keep working harder. Don't give up and think that you wouldn't be able to do it. Since you really want to be in one wish, Go for it!Yay!
Syakira, hmm. Chalet huh? how great. haha. Come back and dance with us! Though i know you will come back only next week.
Syaqilah, do well but don't exerts too much lah. haha! Mcm Wrestler lah kau. But hey! The PROJECT R, we really have to do homework. haha. Hope it will succeed. =)
Mahira, hey, don't get demoralized alright. Slowly pick up what you have left behind. You can do it. =) Don't give up eh!
Irah, hmm come back cause you know that you are missing tons of things. But again, i won't say much cause you have personal things to take care off.
Hanisah, you are wanted. Come back and do great.
Finally, For Me. Do well in what you do. Hold Yourself Responsible for higher standard than anyone else. NEVER EXCUSE YOURSELF. Do and focus on Cool Dance, BBoy routine and Mass Dance. Focus on that First. Then...then rest of the dance.

Take Care People!

23rd March. =)

2008-03-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

Well, here I am, blogging about my 6 days of my M.I.A. Haha. Alright. On 23rd March 2008, marked a special day for my sister, Norazila Razali , cause she turned 21. Haha. how’s life at 21? I wonder. My family had planned a birthday celebration held at downtown east Chalet. Yeap, it was something different then previous birthday, as expected, it’s her 21st birthday.

I want to thank my entire friend who came for the chalet. Thank you so much. It really made my day. You see, when we talk about guests, I was expecting to see those whom I invited personally to come, and however during the day itself, it was a different thing. I neither guess advanced invitation nor last minute invitations were of any good. I wouldn’t be bothered by the time I received the 10th sms starting with ‘Sorry’. I just deleted the sms immediately without looking back at my inbox.

But who cares? I had fun. Haha. Really. Thank you to Kiat Hong and Suraj who overnight there and haha, I really had fun with the 2 of you. Be it the night talk in the room about the future, the poly talk at the bbq area, the supper time at Mcd at 4 am, thank you for the small, sweet gesture to get me panadol cold in the morn, extra value meal, the time we were all in the Wild Wild Wet. Ahaha! and helping my family till we reached the door steps. =) Thank you for everything. And sorry suraj, cause you got kicked out of the court cause of my flu.=X sorry.

The 7 hunks who came, I thank you all too. =) Really unexpected and haha, hoped you all had fun and what’s more, really hope that the food were good enough to fill up your stomach. =)
Thanks to Yazid, Fadhil, Afiq, another Afiq, Hafiz, Zai, and One more guy who’s bdae is on 23rd march. Happy Belated Bdae =) Fadhil, Thank you so much for helping my mum out. Haha. So were you yazid. Haha! They were really hardworking lah. I swear, few of them were at the bbq pit helping to bbq the food, few were refilling the water, few were outside smoking and chilled. Yeap, above all, thank you for everything. =)

While we were having fun, I couldn’t imagine that I met Arif! Haha! Unexpected lah. It’s like all of a sudden, I got a called from him and yeap, decided to meet up for a short while. Just so you know, im happy to see you lah. It’s been a long time since I saw you. Now that he’s having his holiday at redang Malaysia, take care while you’re there. Haha. Make sure you bring back the clown fish (nemo) when you came back! Haha *u’ve promised*. Haha. Take care buddy!

To Dearest Family,
There’s nothing more to be stressed about, the event is over and now, its time for all of us to rest. =) dun think to much and just stay healthy and happy!

Sister, you definitely know how much we all love you. Since you’re 21, treasure what you have. Your family and friends. Work Hard and Even Harder. Stay happy, healthy and stronger! JUST SO YOU KNOW. I LOVE YOU.~

Tomorrow, back to school for dance drills. After 2 days of MC. I hope I will be energized for dance. HEHE. I really can’t wait for showcase. Alrte, people. Take care like you always do. =)

Nur Suhaifah Salikin- Happy 18th Birthday to you too! Love you lots and as always, you're the star in ma life! =)

Tc!

2008-03-19T23:28:00.004+08:00

OK!

Hotline Dance Routine [checked!]
Che'nelle Dance routine [checked]
Mass Dance Routine [yet]
Bboys routine [yet]
Results [checked!!!!!]

Haha. Applause for my result! Weee haa. LIKE REAL. ok. I should have done even better. No dist, No A. Parado-xiak btol! OK. Find. Calculated my these yr one result and haha. What a no. 7, 6, 2, 1.
B+, B, C, D as order. haiz. *i so cant imagine i took 16 not-so worth modules* I was just telling myself how nice could it be to see all the b+ to be an A and b to be b+, so on and so forth. haha! *not dreaming* but i will work hard, harder and hardest! HAHA. 2.9 can say 3 pointer tak? haha! NO. cannot. *im just motivating myself.* haha. *L.CREWs. 2.8, 2.9 pointers lah! *kecoh seh tadi!*okok.

What a day. Super-bodoh-gelytis day. Ok. I shall not rte about it. haha. Sory IDAH. argh! haha. Aku promise aku takkan luper fon...and! haha.. sign out my msn. haiz. Damn kebaboom btol! Ok. Was really late for dance and yeap, Haha. Dah kene Bahasa tadi. I think lah. Hey. But i did well OK! Alrte. Went tru the details and yeap, wow! my brain works well lah. not as lazy as yesterday. *pump it up!*. No new choreo but we definitely polished up our thangs. That's for sure. Wow. What a studio. Nothing special lah but we got the whole studio for our own. Its only after the seniors left the place. haha! seniors were super hilarious. Joke merepek nak mampos. (lamest joke to the core by the seniors) Farhan. Ur expression was super... HAHA. Indescribable. =x.

Songs were repeatedly played and yeap, we got the dance move. I was stuggling at a point of dance move. Still i couldn't coordinate. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Yeap. 2nd april showcase and starting from nextweek, we will be having dance drills. ARGH . So pals that i love don't ask me out. Thank you.(even though i so want to hang out with yall) There's four three items to be put up. but Thanks lah eh, cause i THINK i have to learn BBoy routine with jon since ok..Whatever. Shit. What if i cannot make it! argh. DIFF OKAY! plus I dunno if i can cope =x . *DROP DEAD*.

Hmm. Ok . Pic. Time. =P Pic when we bought dance pants at S&S. haha. ARSES. Ok. *idah! $65 oi!*
OKOK.

While Waiting for Hanisah to put on her 'this is one hot pant!'. So yeap. Took pic.

Us-es.As Usual. =S

Yeap. Me. haha! Curtain. Antique! =s

While. Eating. haha. I *banged her*.

Butts Out ppl! *like...ha.ha!*. Leh tahan cantik ar. haha!

And Yeap. Out 'Live' Crew Performing @ Victoria Concert Hall this sat. All the best Dope Ass-es. =D
Presenting...

THE OLC.

OK. DROPPED DEAD.
take care ppl. =)

Ps: When you fall. Stand and walk again. Look at the brighter side cause you definitely know that there's something better ahead you. Just work harder and harder. =) *you're not alone*~ so the liverpool. haha. ok. Tc!

2008-03-15T11:59:00.003+08:00

It's really nice to have SMALL cousins to make you smile and entertain you. Well, they made my day. Yesterday was really a long day. In the morning, aches and cramps pondered on me and yeap, i have to shut cause i haven't been taking care of myself well. I DESERVED it yeap. haha. But haha, i woke up, knowing myself to be crouching on the bed for a reason. Haha.

Still,i had to wake up earlier than i expected cause i had promised my parent that i will be accompanying them to get things for my sister celebrations. Having to bear the body ache and pain on my stomach, i just went out with them. haha. See!I'm strong ok?! *'i'm strong' keep lingering in my mind-i swear*. When i boarded the bus, the driver was looking at me like some kind of. haha! i think in his mind (wth with the pale face! ).. till, i was given a seat. haha! KiuTT kan?! Yeap.

Went to see cakes and more presents for sis. Yeap. ahha. I got her a NICE one. The shirt, i think its like so mine. haha =p. Then went to eat! haha. But right, for the first time in a week i had a proper meal. HAHA. Cause i have been skipping meals and yeap, due to prac. But rte, sorry dearest food, my tummy just wont accept you.

Head back home cause there are like so an emergency.haha! *sorry mum and dad =(*. NEXT! Haha. Yeap, i rejected food..... even though its like so YUMMY! . Then.. head to the doc. =) *like, HELLO DOCTOR. I MISS YOU!*- thats my regard to the doctor. (but it was my dad who sent it.) He took med for me cause i couldn't move any further than to be on the bed. Thank You So Much. Alah, even i took that , im still strong lah! I just need Anti-acid Pills. =p CHEEKY FACE SMILEY. =p

After a long period of rest, decided to spent time with my lil cuzzie. Haha. I didn't realise that they were there and suddenly, a small soft voice said "kak...zura... bla bla bla". ahha! That really brightened up my day lah! Went to watch tv and haha, play with them. Helped them with their school work cause aunt shasha also having some difficulties in that. haha. Took pic, listened to their stories and haha. Nice lah.

HAHA. This Boy ALWAYS makes me SMILE. KiuTT lah eh!

Azura. Amirah. Atiqah.
*pardon my face, in need of vitamin a*

Another shot. =)

Played game and yeap, she's the model of the year. =)

Finale, before they head back home.haha. Beautiful Girl Sang by Aunt Shasha and the Fam. haha!
THNX THNX. Much appreciated =P

Ps: Sorry to pals that i have rejected Your Outings. Sorry. Not that i don't want to go but i don't think i can go.
Audition? Haha. I don't think i can travel that far. Sorry Arif, meet you soon. =)
Dk Guys gg for Comp. All the very best to you all yea! You all can do it. =)
And YOU. THANK YOU for the Care and concern. FROM NOW ON, i will EAT and wont skip anymore meals. =) Thank you. =)

Take care people!

STRESS FREE!

2008-03-14T03:13:00.001+08:00

Wow wow wow! Ok. I, freaking *outdated* member of the Fbodz crew, just realised that its like grudge style, Kan?! haha. I only know that the design is different from the Previous designs. haha. At first i only knew that the splats on the design make it looks diff. haha. ok. Lame lah me.

Anywae. It's a waste of time to go to school and do nothing. Choreo-ing the second dance? haha. NO. I was with idah and as soon as we reached, we found out that few of them had already scrapped the previous dance moves and changed to floor work moves. I'm totally fine with it cause i've done floorwork moves before this, so i'm quite familiar with it. *Nora! You're born to break* thanks eh, SYAKIR. What he meant was BREAK the bone and stuff. haha.! That's when i started doing floorwork (so is sleeping the floor! thanks idah!). even after many years i still remembered your words. =p. OK. back to story. Mahira, dont 'goth' or emo on that. You are the real boss, mama! haha =)

Learnt floorwork styles and yeap, it was so familiar to the dance exam move. *no wonder*. Performed for seniors to comment on the first dance. Haha. I can somehow predict what they are gonna say. Beats man, beats! We have to listen to the beat more than anything else. alrte?! I've tried finding loops for it but i realised there's only one fixed hotline remix which is the black beats remix. So, we need WK helps to put the silent bass beats.

Was really dis-energised (is there sucha word?! haha! wth) after 6 hours of practiced. And yeap, Thank god that Lin, Nadrah, Syaq and Idah,Mahira was there to layan crap aku. Thanks eh korng. U all the best! Aku tak bedek! haha. And Eileen! u dirty lil fella! Stop and cut the dance. haha.

Went back with the groups and haha. this is nice. OK. We stopped at the chips vending machine to grab some snacks. OK. Its like not us lah but Idah. She was darn hungry that she just wanted to chew on somthing. Without further ado, she inserted the coins and keyed in the Prawn Cracker No. Abruptly, *BANG!*. I was like so wtf! and aha! *siallah! Prawn stuck!* It's funny cause she said. PRAWN instead of prawn cracker! and.. She was like darn panicked! Seriously eh! u all shud see how see reacted! Dope giler oi! *haha!* Then, she went "habis ar tujuh posen aku!" (there goes my 70 cent!). haha! darn kiuTT. and then, Syaq and me, helped her, really, helped to laugh out loud! She banged the vending machine, tried going behind the vending to tilt it, felt as though she wanted to go on top of the machine! super kelakar. (tak bedek!). I caught it on video and then! haiz. too many application*. Then.. i tried to bang the side lah, syaq tried hitting lah , we tried some lame and freaking stupid moves and banging like *stomp the yard oi!*

Next was mine turn. I carried my bag and suddenly, i realized my bag was wet! the base was like so wet and gooey, kause of my bag material. aduh! I immediately took out everything and.. thanks eh, my Mp3 content wasn't songs, but water! And there goes my HANDPHONE!! the screen went blank and i couldn't on it which means!??! I COULDN'T REPLY messages! BUT like wth.. my perfume was, OK lah! *thank god!*, my other things dah mintak kene buang!

In the mrt, i rubbed my bag so as to make it dry faster and then! i felt a corner of my bag and realised it was heaty! Btol oi! panas giler. i touched it and sbaik my hand is not BURNT. Found out and its none other then my MP3.
Me and Syaq dah panik! haha! Who were more panic huh, babe?! OKOK. i think it was ME! haha. She was seating beside me and yeap! she touched it and told me to put it away! FAR AWAY! then, we imagined the MP3 exploded! *gadget gitu! haha* and its really hot lah! imagine, when water touches the currents in the battery! Like wth! mcm BOM nak meletop!!! Then, syaq started saying, *wei! if you saw any suspicious person! call them!... Hello! I saw a suspicious person..*. and i interferred "...wearing grey pant and shert, wearing brown bag with gadget!". We lol in the mrt and believe it or not! when there's commotion about my mp3 *explosion*, the passengers were looking at us. Muker pon panik sak! (they were panicked too!)
Then, we thought abit further on MSBK. haha! syaq went like *woi, you have connection to him ar?! rabak sak!*.. and i answered *i dont even noe how to change a small light bulb what do you think?!*.
She laughed non stop. haiz! gelak. ah. what a stress free day! =)

OKOK. Done. I talked to much! muahaha!

*gg out with idah to get nike pants tomo! 5-6 o'clk babe!

Take care ppl!*

A day back to school.

2008-03-12T13:00:00.006+08:00

Argh! Ouch! ~ Ouhk. That's the sound that you can hear from my mouth after i woke up. Yeap! Im so having a bodyache! How could that bloody possible. *its is possible lah actually* Went to dance yesterday. Thank Goodness we finished the choreo. WOHOO! This is like darn fast lah. And, Damn. I couldn't be happier after seeing my dance mate! I miss you all so freaking much! *HUG HUG*

Club crawl is just a month away and haha, i hope we are all ready for it. Focus and keep practicing. *That goes for me lah*. ahha! Argh. OK. We have another choreo to do. So later, i will head down to school and spent my whole day there. WEE.

Yeap, saw few Mcg Mates in school =) haha. It was really nice to see them back but haha! I 'hereby pronounced that im out of MCG'. So there's no turning back. Well, A member lesser makes no different in Spirits. So? Yea! haha =) Saw Drama mates, the tarian dancers and! *PHYZA! aku terkejot la eh.muahaha!* then the dk boys. Yeap, i was having prac and it feels like i saw aliens heading to the corridor of block E. I didn't seem to recognise them except FADHIL. haha. Thank god he smiled cause if he didn't, *its like im not gonna kill him or what*.

OK! I freaking-shitly love this part. . .
The new hiphop-dkbeats choreo by Idah, Mahira, Karen and Myself.*Ofkorse*. You see, we were practising our song and suddenly, *dong, 'kelepak2', dong 'kelepak'*~Aper sound sak ni. hahax!! yeap, its like that lah. OK its basically the sound of the gong and the canang or sumthing.*sorry i really dno*. Then then, its hits on the right beat of our song. SO RIGHT that when we danced, we turned into like malay dancers but more of kuda-kepang style. and then, someone just went, "huh?! thats our choreo huh?!"(for hotline). I was like so wth! so, each time they did the *dong dong kelepak * beat, We step out of our dance and switched dance! * its better to see then say*

1. Idah and Eileen. I dno what they are duing.
2. Beverly before and after teeth! How kiuTT!
3. Eileen? What are you duing there?!
4. Now it's Honey's turn. hmm.

Argh. I wanted to post the video that honey Dance. But. i cant. Reserved. after ClubCrawl Maybe? haha.

Was really shocked to hear from Raudha asking out for an outing. I knoe hasyimah strongly agree to the decision. Rilax lah you all! 22nd OK?! Make sure dtg!

And PPL! You know, i found 2 friends that were born in the same hospital as ME. None othere then firstly on Oct 25th 88, Yazid! 2ndly,February 10th 89,Hasyimah! and Myself! January 20th 90! *wekk! wekk!*.
OK. I really think this is so random lah. Lame lah zura! OK. NEXT.

This is what you do when u r bored rte? Mr ABOVE. OK. haha. But good job ar! U have nice design there! *LIKE REAL*. MUAHAHHA. OK. NEXT!

Look at this!How cool! =P Its like so true. HAHA. =P

What Norazura Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

OKOK Gotta get ready for school! Take care people!

weeeee

2008-03-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

*updates updates*YAY!

Highlights:
1. Wrappy movie.
2. Out with the BEST BROs in the UNIVERSE. *im acknowledging you ppl OKAY*

First up. Met Wrap at West Mall to watch Meet The spartan. It was funny. Yeap, very merepek but ok lah. haha. =) Had quite a fun. Then accompany them to eat at burger king and off to yewtee.Nothing much to say. Cause, im like so lost from the beginning. Well, thanks for the outing gurls. =)

Outside the teathre. Near exits. Happy as always =p

At burger king. Fah's Darl, Yazid. Aifah and Khad. =)

Aifah's present for us. HAHA. cause she's late. So yeap. =) Thank you. =) All three are mine. =)

IN THE TOILET. Credit: KHAD
_____

I got a call from SURAJ, yeap yeap then KIAT HONG. and haha. I was so bloody happy to receive their calls. Suraj, you jolly well know why. =x. ok. AND, it's not that i purposely picked up Kiat Hong's instead of YOURS.OK. Darn. My phone was in a silent mode and i couldn't simply feel the vibration. Understooded-doded? Next! Met at Yew Tee control station and walked to limbang. Sorry to have made you listen to my CRAP. =p Yeap, then met Kiat Hong at macdonald. HAHA. He was alone and yeap, he was scared of a group of "gangster". That's what he described them. Right? Ate and talked about... HAHA. *only we know*. Shh.

Kiat Hong.... EHEM EHEM. Suraj....EHEM EHEM.

We playing HIDE-AND-'SICK'. Dun act kiutt ok!
I noe u too kiuTT for us. 'devoted to you lah'. opss!

Now...it's Suraj's turn. HAHA. so....is 'cute' the word?!NAH.
Since you have been so mean to me, don't expect me to be good to you. HAHA! =p

*yeap. Found Him.=x*

This is so *i dno what the heck!*. HAHA. but he likes this pic darn much.

Is he dancing? . I don't remember telling him to do any dare. muahaha! =x

Them.Yeap yeap.

*trying to put on the tie. and the final product! I SWEAR im darn happy.*
cause cause! i get to wear a - thousand dollar Lawyer coat! Good thing I have a friend.
Way to go suraj!
*Infact, im HALF the size of the BIG coat. muahah!*

OK. OK. Tomo. The two lovely people is gg to come to my house. Like there's no other better work. haha! Suraj, Kiat Hong! We go breakfast first ok?! TQ! Then, they will help me pack my stuffs and off to ECP. haha! Foods on Suraj! weee.... Wake Up call please. TQ.

OK people! GoodDay!

PS: Kiat Hong and Suraj. I will put this in my phone for both ur name OK! GRRRR

(¯`·¸•´¯)Kiat Hong(¯`·¸•´¯)
(¯`·¸•´¯)Suraj(¯`·¸•´¯)

Peace. =)

2008-03-01T02:00:00.003+08:00

A DAY OUT

*i had to put on spec. So shut! Ugly but NOT BLIND =p*

I received a message from tqah saying that she wanted to go to Armed Forced Career Experience(AFCE) at Suntec City and yeap, so went to Education and career fair first before heading to Convention Centre. Hmm. It was indeed very random that we got to see the Exhibition cause, initially we thought the career fair was the AFCE. So yeap, Tqah was tremendously satisfied upon seeing many well built uniformed guys standing, giving talks to visitors. (So am I lah). Trust me, guys look darn hot when they wear Uniform. Neatly.

Naval War game! *I wanted to try. .bt.. haha! nah.. SO FOR GUYS. Actually i wanted to get the black bag. But, since i dint try it, forget about getting it. =p
*Top View! =) hahaha!. Read that! "ARMED FORCES CAREER EXPERIENCE"

Better Singaporean. They are the future HUNKS! =p. Nope. i mean. Navy, Army and Police. =) Serve the nation people! Serve it before you got served! =p

Tqah, on ROLL. =)

*I freakingly love this bloody guitar! haiz. wth. It's HIRED*

*My going to be WEDDING GOWN.* Darn expensive. Wohoo! =p

*Nak mkn pon senyum2. ish.*

Next. We went to eat cause i was seriously hungry and yeap, as expected, i skipped many many many meals. I'm not on diet or what but, that's how i live. *like real*. Went to LJS for SuperFastFood. It was really damn fast. *thankful*. Then ... went to went to see the Singapore flyers. It was really nice and tempting. REALLY. We've decided to book a place on that 'bullet' as soon as we have ENOUGH money! haha!.. Im not working yet i think too much. Such a Big Laugh!

Then went to esplanade.. Few pics here and there. Tqah! Hope you had fun there. *WINK*.

* OK! This is SO NOT READY SHOT. haha! WTH! =p*

*A TRIAL shot of ME, THE ROAD and .. the wheel. Where's the wheel? AWW MAN!
Maintaining the eyes. =p*

* ORTE! Thats the wheels! muahahhahaha! Happy zura? "not so. Fucked up face. =x"*

*EMO. Trying to be only. Nothing more! =p*

* Starry starry buGs. =p*

* Me and my idol. haha! Legend. Malmsteen. *mampos!* *

Ok ppl! take care and enjoy! =p

SOME SAY

2008-02-27T16:45:00.002+08:00

SOME SAY-SUM 41
"Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all"

I'm sick and tired of people telling me what to do.
Tell what i shouldn't what i should.
What i couldn't do, what i could.
I just FUCKED UP by it.

Ok.Im done.

Take care.

Muhader. Pls do read. Tq. Others. HISTORY

2008-02-24T01:32:00.001+08:00

Im not in the mood for anything.
And. Stop thinking about history.

To Muhader:

I know im just a small lil punk to write this to you. You know dude, i don't know what else i have to do to help you. Upon reading your messages on phone and tag board, i really don't know how i should help you. Please do know that there is such a thing known as The End. When there's a beginning, there's always the Ending. You just have to move on with the times. No point telling all your history to innocent kids about you or whoever you have committed to. You know, yes, i'm mad and pissed off with you.You know and you said it. Why? You made me involve in all your craps about planning to make her angry or jealous of whatever. You make me lie to my OWN friend. But im sorry, all your plans don't work on me. NOT AT ALL. You see, the more you threaten her, you threaten her friend, you start bugging on her love ones, She hates you even more. Who am i to say this? No one, i know. Let me just be straight to you, When i hate what you do, be it my friend or my family, i instantly hate you. this applies to all humans out there. What's more about thing that have been spreading around the blogs and net, your dedication on what you felt for her. Let me tell you this, PLEASE, don't bugged her, US, wrap or anyone who is associated to us. If she's not meant for you, it shows that you are asked to find a much better one. Don't blame anyone for that. And lastly.Please. DONT GET ME INVOLVE IN THIS ANYMORE. I have my own downs too. I just have to right this cause this is how im feeling now. When you fail. You move on.
Sorry but all the best to you.

It's All about history.
History is NOT repeating itself.
Dear friend. Who are you? I just don't know you.Sorry.

Take care readers.
SMILE LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO!

*wrap. Sorry for yest plan. Really sorry.

Exams.

2008-02-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

When you know that you've worked hard and put all your effort in doing something, you will be satisfied with the outcomes. Even if you fail, you know that you have done the best. Achievements. Achieve what you have to achieve, move on and keep moving. All the best to those who is taking their semestral exams. For those who have taken, all the very best to you.

Counting down till end on 22nd February. That marked an Important day with many events.
All the best and Keep working hard people!
And Of Course. For ME.

BACK in 5 Days Time.
Take Good Care Readers. =D

2008-02-13T16:49:00.002+08:00

I sat down on my study table, trying to understand and remember each and every single word that is written in the programming lecture notes. It kills. Damn. I couldn't focus and my body gave up each second i have to bend my neck, trying to read those notes. Thanks to the sleeping method i USED last night. I didn't know what kind of sleeping style i had yesterday that when i woke up this morning, i found my neck to NOT able to move to the sides. Argh. What's more when you cant move while studying. It deadly kills my brain. Totally. So what should i do now, dearest azura? Sleep while reading?! How great. Nevermind. I'll think of a GOOD way.

I found out that Halifah is in school and she has read up till chapter 6. Wow. Good Job. As for me, despite the fact that i couldn't move my head, i've read up and did the practices of semestral revision paper. Haiz. WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT. Yeap, im trying and Still trying to understand why i take up this modules.

Ok. I'll take the initiative to study now. and To GHOST. what's with the "Oops, i shldn't have asked that. lol". haha. Well, you asked you answer ok?! good job. =) And and, i think, study group doesn't help. Really. Sorry to say because i think when you study in group you tend to asked more question which doesn't relate to what you are studying. Am i right? I think i'm like one of them haha. so yea.

OK. Miraculously, i was shocked to have seen the Channel 5 advertisement on "Around the world in 80days" will be shown on Sunday 7 15p.m. Like WTH. I was totally surprised cause you see i have This friend of mine whom i told this friend that i was watching that movie on Malaysia channel. So when This friend of mine were to say that Singapore will eventually telecast it on Channel 5, i was merely laughing cause if you were to go to any hotels overseas, the movie will be broadcast repetitively like there's no other better movie. Take for example, 5 times you went to the hotel, for 5 times it will be telecasted. Get what i mean? haha. Good thing.

And as for me, i guess, Im just counting down like, "around the clock in NINE days".
Edited from a Story Book Cover Entitle: Around the Clock.

Hmm. Back to study.Of course. take care ppl.
All the best to them who's sitting for their upcoming exams. =)

WAIT WAIT! THANKS TO TQAH for the the QUIZ. =)
I GOT MICKY! =P haha.

Who is your DBSK hubby?

You have Micky! Micky is the humor person that you'll just like to laugh all day with him. He's fun to hang out and his cute face would make your day a happy one.
Take this quiz!

PS. Wrap. You sure you wanna go out tomo? CRY! haha.

what should i write?

2008-02-11T07:06:00.000+08:00

Well, What can i simply blog about? Argh. This is so annoying. What can be better than thinking of what to write in my Blog? Damn.

Should i write about family outing?
Should i write about MAKSIM the piano player that i adore? =P
Should i right about a FREAKING stupid accident in the house while exercising or should i say, practice dancing?
Should i say about why im getting lazy these days?
Should i write about the dare that i'm experiencing now which ended on 22nd of February 2008?
Did i say that Jackie Chan's movies are all Spectacular?!
Should i say about AOD@eternity.com?
Should i write about An award winning book that i should recommend to Teenagers nowadays?
Should i write about the offer i rejected?
Should i write about why i'm not studying at this point of time?!

WHAT SHOULD I WRITE?. OK. There's too many thing to write that i don't feel like writing! *LOL*

I know if Halifah sees this entry, she will kill me cause i am not studying. She wont actually, she would not care as much about ppl. =P haha. yeap. WORST OF THE WORST. haiz! She demanded me to write that about her. Withness: Nuratiqah Mohd Hafiz. Ok. I will study as SOON as i click the Publish Post Button. hehe.

Here's a Video on MAKSIM the World Best Piano Player playing a piece or two.
Croatian Rhapsody

And for those of you who have heard the Song Entitled: Flight of The bumblebee which is written by Nikolai Rimsky - Korsakov, here's the original piano version by MAKSIM (and its usually played by guitarist, violinist or any other orchestra musicians.) Here's the video.

Ok. Last. Im so going to NIE library to study. peace.

Take care people!I MISS you all.

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2008-02-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

Finally, we are here to Present Our very own 3-4 days of 24hrs straights of Animation production. All the managers, scripts writers, the lighting man, cameramen, soundman, seamen, mermen, merlion and all the MEN that you can think of have come together to make a big success to the animation Industry. Now, Without Further Ado, PLEASE plug your Earpiece to your ear and click HERE to view our Production. Thank You for Viewing.

Haha! Alright, some of you might laugh to the Movie but who cares, we wanted it to be a banjun. Which also means, a twist, The suspend part was our main idea even before the topic was given to us. Therefore, after we have KOREA as our theme, haha ! I started to jump up and down since im korea fanatic. HAHA. Thus, our teams decided to PROMOTE KOREA! =P

Whats more that the time given to us to finish up the project was super unreasonable but still we manage to give a good result. Thank you people, we worked hard. Halifah, please have your sleep after the whole not didnt sleep due to doing the illustration and flash. I did the FEW small parts of flash and haha, i really hope the sound are appropriate and the arranging was alrite. Tqah, good job on the vector illustration! well done everyone!

Thanks too to SyamiM and SyamiN (they are so two different person) to view the movie even before the premiere. HAHA. ok. Im done talking and yeap. I want to sleep.

and and before i end... KHAD.
I MISS WRAP TOO. And haha, so nice of you for the post. muhaha! Cute lah anda! OKOK. Here's what she wrote from here BLOG. JUST AN EXTRACT.

"I miss wrappers. That's all I needed to say. Something for wrappers. And I can't log on to wraps blog! I wanted to post these pics there. More impact. HAHA. Nah. But still! Pics time!

Events in the pictures:
- Aifah's (15th?) birthday (2005)
- Be Yourself Day (2005)
- Outing at Esplanade
- BBQ (Iftar)
- FIFA thingy
- F&N Practical Test
- Hari Raya
- Outing at Singapore Zoo
- Neoprints (HAHA!) There are more pics.. but.. that will be next time. Haha.

During a random Photoshop lesson:
Actually there's a mistake. I should have typed "Wrapping Out" and not "Wrapping Up."

So when can we all meet?
(:
khad scrawlin'
1:19 AM "

Happy Chinese New Year CHINESE! =)

Pictures. Weebles and Family!

2008-02-05T14:33:00.000+08:00

Ok WEEBLES! Here's the shots of the FrontPage of The Weebles Magazine. Cool or what?! haha. Thanks you so much to the Lightingman, the lamp POST, the MODELS, Halifah the Tibby, Tqah the Pendleton, and Myself the Tooey, the Camerawomans ME for the first two pic and Tqah for The third. Ok. You see, sometime setting is very important to have a nice shots but you don't really need a CYBERSHOT SONY camera with those humongous lens or a tripod stand or something. I guess, as long as you have nice angles and background, you will be smiling looking at you own photographs.

That's enough of Photography Lessons alright. haha. Anyway, heres are some of the UNWANTED shots that i took with the Models. But before that, let me just tell you about yesterday when im in school with the models. We were doing our Story Boarding and then came a Bore-mood surrounded us, so i decided to take out my cam and haha, the most Hyped-up person who wanted to be a model was none other then halifah. Then , we edited the pic like no one business and it become NOT-SO-BUT-QUITE-POLITICAL.

Not So Proudly Done By Me. I have to make Tibby Happy, Thats was WHY. DAMN. hahaha!

SNAP SNAP SNAP

HALIFAH with Many Diff Facial Expression. Kiutt lah!

OK. Thats what i call. NO WORK.

HERE's Family Photos at Seoul Garden!

What can you say? Same Heart, Same Actions.

You See, Aww. How.. SweeTT.Eh? Ha.ha!!!

My Beloved brother and Me!

Beloved Sister. =)

Siblings.=P

LOVE YALL!

Time...Passes...

2008-01-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

Time passes really fast. Two weeks back, i remembered myself having to struggle with the piles of work. It was damn hell that i had to rushed through every single bit of it till my last breathe. Nah , not that complicated. haha. Just before the date line people. =P

Ohkay, i can see that my blog is of whatever result thus, i'm going to clean up the dust! SHH SHH!
Wiped it off with wet Cloth and spray it with water! Wohoo!*sweep sweep*. Ok . Im done! But how come it is still the same? Nah. Its alright.

Dearest Paradox941.blogspot.com. NOW, then did i realize . . . . (haha. Just for me to know).

Project done. Thanks to classmates of mine. Many of them to be precise.
Thank You, MYSELF, Halifah, Shamin,Zheng Jie(finaliser), Kenneth (tukang kacau jer), Tqah, (updater), and few seniors. Thank you. =)

Today Digital Electronic was ... let me just tell you abit about the Before and after.
Halifah called me to ask a few questions that she doubts and yeap manage to tell her what she wanted to know. So, after revising from home, in MRT, till reached school, we were somehow confident to Get our A's BUT after we were dismissed from the lecture room, WE were X-tremely sure that we are going to get a D-istinction! Damn Damn Damn. It's freaking hard lah damn! Haiz.

NYP DEADLY news have been going around quite recently. About the 2 buddies who were killed in car accident. Sob. RIP. Pls god, spare us longer life span. *Pray*.

wordpress News On It

*Khad and Kim, Thank you ar korang willing to makan kat Pizza Hut sbab aku nak mkn! Muahah! =P Lain Kali, at SIAM KITCHEN SUNTEC LAH. *like real.*

(Im freaking bored! 20 min lah eh!..haiz.)

Take care people!

AMAZING....

2008-01-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

Do this when you are bored. haha.
I find it amazing.
so, have fun, being, insane for a sec or two. =P

Good day and have fun.
All the best to me for PMP presentation and DCN prac.
*pray*.

GOLDEN ROSES

2008-01-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

Haha. Alrte. Updating things that i have no idea what i should update. Alrte.

I guess, i m having quite a fun, blabbering, gossiping, advising, critising, praising, and many more with people!

How great can that be right?

Alrite, i've been missing for two days of my morning class.

I couldn't get up at 6 in the morning for my 8 am class and yeap, i have to skip it, Well, coming late is not what i like, so, yeap! *absent*.

I slept around 5 or plus and w.t.f, able to wake up only at 3 in the afternoon. haiz. haiz. haiz.

Tired. Just too tired.

and and....

THANK YOU TQAH, for the small HARD CARD! sweeTTT!

THANK YOU FOR THE BLANJA MAKAN OLD PALS!!!
AND THANK YOU FOR THE BELATED WISHES even after 3 4 5 days. =)

here's the rose i MADE. by fererro rocher! =) THANK YOU. nicer that tissue flowers rte?! muahhahahhahahahhahha! *YOU SAID IT*

and a snap shot before meeting old pals! =P

TAKE CARE OI!!

A BIG.....

2008-01-23T00:01:00.001+08:00

A BIG THANK YOU. =)

GHOST

HEY!. Thank you so very much for the Guitar necklace. =)
Its really nice and too sweeTt haha. Yeap, i tell peopleabout it. How's that? haha.
But, its friendship for friendship rte? Thank you so much!
If there's anytime you want it back.....
haha. I will give you back. I THINK.
muhaha!
Hey take care and all the best for PMP. Keep Pimping Ya'll!

MIM HAHA. Thank You for the rose. haha! The UNCLE took it. haha.
Still, thank you for eveything. haha! At last, i know the joke. Haiz.
haha! Keep Smiling , smile, laugh, be insane or whatever as long and you Have fun!
Take care!

YAZID

Haha. Thank you so much for the Paper Flower.
haha! 6 but left 5 cause i gave one to a friend of mine since she loves it.
Thank you and still, haha! next time do MORE! *yumyum*
And hey! I still keep it in a small throphy vase. Kes takder kerje lah eh! haha.
Thank you, thank you and thank you.
*i can do my vb already.HAHA*
Take care!

Halifah aka TIBBY

ok! Thank you so much! and hey.. I beg you.. pls don'tlie anymore.
I hate ppl lieing to me. What's more is, i wouldn't be able to say a truthful thank to you.
Darn. still, wanna tell you that i love you.
haha! OKOK. No emo here!
*i know you love me too even if you say you dont! =PPPP*
take care!

Thank you people for a big hug, a kiss, belated wish, belated calls, and many more. haha!
Thank you. =)

My birthday? Read if you have ntg else to do.

2008-01-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

20th January 2008.

Marks a memorable day for me. I guess.
I turned 18. Yeapyeap. *clap*

18? A good or a bad number this year?
Let's not make any assumptions.

Firstly thank you so much for all the wishes, gift, presents, hugs, kisses, loves or should i say, small thoughts. Thank you.

Let me be frank. I wasn't looking forward to my bdae. Well, i know it's over and in my heart, i kept saying.."thank god, its finally over." But, im really grateful that god loves me and willing to spare me a longer life. Thank you.

It's nice to have friends who are there, willing to be by your side when you think you are at the edge of the life zone on your bdae. What's worst is, having a half heartedly - want to celebrate birthdays and whatever fuck you would say. I wish , i was wasn't there celebrating my birthday.

Read this only if you have nothing to do.
I'm going to tell you how i celebrated my 18th birthday.

19th january.
I slept at 4 am on the day itself and find myself not able to do my prayers. I neglected my responsibility as muslim and what's more, i have already got my name scrap for not able to do the rest of it when i slept the whole day the moment i reached home. I AM TIRED. I was and i felt that i could rest in peace the moment i laid myself on the couch. However, some people just won't understand the fatigueness of other people. Thus, taking away my sleep, assuming that when i went home late, online and keep staring on my laptops, I WAS just having the fun time of my life. They didn't even asked if i have eaten, if i were sick, if i had too much work, if i need someone to talk thing out, if i need to jump down from 30th floor. None. I went home, they yelled to say, 'don't pretend to go slp, don't pretend to do your prayers, so on and so forth'. Have you ever think, how tired i am till i could just get into the train track, knock and thankfully got alerted by a car horn while crossing the road, have you ever think of that. Nope. When i didn't eat, have you ever asked? Or would you just say, 'argh, don't have to ask she have eaten outside. Must be at a standard place, she wont eat home food.' Whatever.

I got grounded and when i know i wasn't even able to stand up, you purposely said, 'aww, you think your the only one who is sick? no one else is tired huh?! Don't you think you can go out with your friends.' You started to repeat what you have said. AGAIN AND AGAIN.

Aifah, Nurul @ My house.

I got called from Aifah, Nurul and Khad. Thought of going out and celeb. I knew i wasn't able to, so i decided to call it off. I'm really sorry people, but thank you so much. I got called from Aifah and yeap, "we reached infront of your house." How sweeT can that be. I wasn't expecting anyone or anybody to visit me. But gurls, Thank you so much. The big and small present. I know you people were tired. Thank you. Thank You for spending hours talking and updating, sharing and understanding. Thank you. Its was about to midnight and then they went off. I'm really grateful to all of you. Thank you for spendin and celebrating with me. Thank you. I promise i will put on weight and move on FASTER than you think. haha.Aifah Gifts. =)

Nurul Gifts.

20th january.
It was midnite and thank you so very much to people who have sent me bdae wishes to me through Calls, SMSes, Friendster, Bebo, Hi5, MSN Messenger, Emails and Individually. Thank you.

I was really thankful to you people who have spend a minimun of 5 cents and a few sec to wish me. Thank you. haha. For the small gifts, Self-made gifts, etc, Thank you. I cannot Thank you people more that i wanted to. Again Thank you.

Before my bdae, WE, as a family, have planned and AGREE on where to celebrate. I THOUGHT everything is going to be so fine. However, haha. Whatever. My initial plan was to treat them to Seoul Garden. Its like not so everyday, so i thought it would be nice to have a fam outing after a long time, busy with own work, school work, business or whatever. Then again, it backfired. Cause, of time. Its all about time. We were otw and then , my parent were like saying, SORRY, we have no time. or not enough time to eat out together cause i'll be late for this and that. Mum said it too. Then dad asked only the three of us to go, WITHOUT THEM. like, WTH. I kept silent and smile. Shooke my head and said, till next sat. And then again, "We have to go KL for some reason". I smile and nodded my head, AGAIN. and then, why not, NEXT NEXT sat. I SHUT UP and DRIVE.

We went to eat out and i spend my days with bro and sis. Then Again, bro started to backfired thing. For whatever reason. Then, sis and me, haha. Bought a cake and like whatever, went home.

Bro.

At home, aunts and cousins came, like thats so usual. And mum started to fired up things saying about this and that. Saying.. ok whatever fuck. What is so furkingly diff to sing a bdae song? OK fine. i Dont mind you ppl don't sing. A prayer will do. Well, my dad did that when i was away, Thank you. Things are so diff that bro started saying, i bought the cake for us, why give them!?! ARGH! WHY WHY WHY? CAN I CRY! Damn! Ok shut up. Smile. I promise, tomo i'm giving you back the cake. Thanks for everything bro. Since none are willing to sing or whatever fuck, i cut the cake and That's marked the end of my bdae celeb.

Aunts. and still there's more. Thank you for the money from diff AUNTS.@ Hajjah Maimunah Restaurants

Go find your source of happiness, TV, RADIO, COOKING, WORKING, AND JUDGING.

Zila, Zura,Zal

From Sis.Mum and Dad.
______________________

Flash Backs.

2005 Bdae

2006 Bdae

2007 Bdae
JUST THE LINK>

Thank you for everything People.
I Enjoyed My bdae celebrations.
Thank You.

I wish i could clean out my closet.

2008-01-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

EXTRACT.

I said I'm sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to make you cry
But tonight I'm cleaning out my closet

Now, I would never diss my own mama just to get recognition.
Take a second to listen for you think this record is dissin'.
But put yourself in my position, just try to envision,
witnissin' your mama poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen.

Well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be.

Just one more time....
I wish i could clean out my closet.
Oh Shut UP.

ALHAMDULILAH!

2008-01-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

*back to my old addiction.*

hahahahha!!! okok, AKU HAPPY! AKU GILER! AKU SUKER!

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING BROMO.

Go MANdai UNITED!
*promotional video and the song*HEHE*

CHECK OUT, At SURIA, TV3 the Drama Release on 23 Feb.=)

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I'll shut. =X

*Kenangan Demi Kenangan*

Kenangan yang Dikenang

*chorusKU*

ku cuba untuk berdiri

meyakinkan diriku ini

ke satu arah, tiada kanan ataupun kiri,

di mana ku pasti ,

kan terukir senyuman

Kerana

Kenangan yang dikenang...

(the ppl who never failed to listen to my Crappy song. =P)

TASK:

*CCT (checked)
* lyrics and melody. (checked)
*reply of emails (checked)
*PMP(yet)
*IAD(yet)
*polish Guitar (yet)
*preview, demo of songs.(yet)
* recordings.(yet)
*two tracks of other songs.(yet)
* Promotional track + video.(yet)

*DAMN*

Peace! =)

ALL I NEED IS....TIME.

2008-01-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

There's too many things for me to do.
Why on earth am i finding these problems.
And, whats more? the time limit is too short.
I almost have my head go bonkers.
ALL I NEED IS....TIME.

Programming Methodologies & Practices.
Real thanks to the freaking Project. I hate Projects. Yeap, i do. Lectures were fine and Lab was of a TOTAL disaster. Programming? Hell Shit. I did the interface and got to know that it's not USER-FRIENDLY. I know i'm mean. But, whatever. Im just too tired.

Internet Application Developement/Web-designing
- Alfie, thank you for the compliment yea. haha. Just tooo nice. But, i couldn't crack my head further. All my creativity and idealistic ideas have gone down with the flow of water at kallang river. Darn. What's more, Java Script here, Applets there. Just to insane for all of us to get everything done.

Creativity and Critical Thinking
- I've yet to finish all the reports. Sux. Furkin-tunately, we have to present the full 20 pages reports next week On Tuesday. It's like only 3 credits and argh, it's a tough and tedious work. My creativity died along the way..

Graphic Design
- Storyboard. What the heck? First, you have to think of cartoon you what you character to be, then, you draw, you sketch, you scan, you vector it, you flash it, and Hand it. Damn! What a work! =.=

Digital Electronic Project
- Dead. I never wanna talk about it. I don't like to wish for any parts of my body to be electrocuted , still, sometimes I DO.

Songs Submission
- I'm left with less 48 hours. I've yet to finalize the Lyrics. I've yet to find right melody for the chorus. I've yet to record the song with minus/instrumental version. I've to put in vocals. I've yet to burn the song. I've yet to call HIM. Thank you to Rusdy for the great help despite the fact that there small backfires here and there due to Misunderstanding communication. Thank you again.

Reply of Emails.
I received many and long emails concerning problems from different friends. Argh. This kills me. I know they are MY FRIENDS. But, i'm sorry, but for the meanwhile, i'm not able to help all of you much. I'm sorry. I have too many things in mind too. And still, i'm just hoping you all will do the right thing for yourself. I'm sorry if i didn't get to reply all your messages. Really sorry.

Meetings
- Meeting Adeline tomo cause she'ss willing to help me in the songs. Well, Thank you so much. Please help me even though you said, you have put aside piano for quite a long time. Still, i remember you as the Best pianist found. 7th Grade rte. ok. See ya tomo.
- Wrap and Suraj. For TP Open House. Argh. That's like so damn far. Argh. Alright alrite. cya soon.

ME.
I need a good, long sleep.
I need an ultra-good joke.
I need good-energy food.
Most importantly...
- I NEED....TIME.

DO THIS WHEN YOU CAN'T LAUGH ANYMORE.

NOT THIS ...
*STILL, IT MAKES ME LAUGH. HAHA*

Take care.

2008-01-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

Call me someone who doesn't appreciate helps.
Yeap, I know I sux.
Thank you.

HAHAHA.

2008-01-07T01:54:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR. IT really nice to have people making you laugh.
At nights especially.
I'm just so having fun and at the same time, i Learnt that we can laugh all we want and be happy.
Not thinking about other things, but just be happy.

Shamin! Thank you lah eh! crapping and saying about stupid stuffs. Tolerating my ultimate crappest jokes. You laughed even at the bike?! what the heck. You're the best lamest person i've ever found.
Ass. You wontlaugh at my jokes! Then why LAUGH ABOUT THE BIKES!!!!
The continuation are way!!! funny!!.. ahha!

Next.
Yazid. Aduhai! this one. need not say aything. This part is just way tooo hilarious! hahaha!!
I couldn't do an extract of anything cause EVERYTHING was way too funny! Alrite, firstly its like, everything was so hype up and then, he decided to say that i should be less hype or else i would be taken to IMH. BAD. So, I decided to have a game with him. And it goes..like..this.. Nah. Let's keep it as a secret! *muahaha!*.And.. Yeap, he won. haiz. I can't control my laughter! Damn damn damn. Bleargh. Blanja lah yer? haha. You decide. =) and.. the continuous was way to funny.... Still. haha! Ok. I'm putting up my current addiction. HOT AS ICE BY BRITNEY. ahha! You hate it rte?!MUAHAHA! Hu cares. =P Still, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVE BRITNEY. =)

"Break it down!"

Me and The people! ahah

2008-01-06T02:25:00.000+08:00

Pls Dont get me wrong, Im NOT hinting or Anything. I'm left with only fourteen days before i turn a year older. SUCK. I swear. Oh my god. After thinking, it will be too soon before i would be called a TEEN. Damn. Looking at the people around me, I couldnt imagine that most of my friends are like, turning 20? already 20?22?23? 24?26?. Oh man. Oh man. I dno wanna grow up!!!!

Alright next, I was reading Melvyn's blog entries and i found myself smiling and giggling in front of my comp. Hell Yea. It was an entry about Music Artist. Let's not mention anything cause i'm not here to discriminate anyone or anything in particular. haha. But, still, it was really hilarious to see the words, or what you say if you're a Professional G.Designer, TYPOGRAPHY. He was bold enough to use those words that i 'cunt' use. haha! Well well well, 23 what more can you expect. =) And its great to be 23, i think.*that's old lah plz~ SUET* haha!

Suet. Hmm was chatting with her and yeap, she'll be having her driving test on Mon. All the very best ok?! You can do it. Im really to sorry to say this but i still not sure about what you were talking about in the conversation concerning you driving license. I've still yet to take it. 18 *soon, i'll know*. hehe!
But who cares, all i know was you are afraid not able to pull off that test or yours, but, believe in yourself and...you can do it. You'll be wasting money and time if you did not pass, rte? so... All the very best! *project dn forget yea?! hehe. =)*

Eggy! Update me more. haha. i'm missing all the updates. Damn. But you know, i was so so so happy to hear about Jong happily attached to you. How cute. Well, remember the time i said, if you want, go for it?! I remembered the time you're down and ass lah, so weak like i dno what to compare you to. haha! Still still, good to hear that. Haiz. suddenly i feel like joining band where i started of in NYP with you, shamin and val. Damn. Im too sicked in the brain. Take care. Updates pls. haha!

Shamin! Wei, kau ok tak?! haha. Anywae, hope your really fine. =) serious. Not kidding. and yeap, haha, we are really bad people cause we didn't help Alex. =( I really feel so guilty. But yeap, like i said, i have 'motorcycle prac', so i need to go home. And you bloody guy, Dont laugh just cause im saying it arcade motor ride. Anywae, Taken medcine and pills? hahaha! four times? wow. Impressive. Okok. Semoga anda Baik dgn cepat! And and, When your hart is pain... Heal it! there's no other way. Muahaha!!!

Maurice! I'm bored and yeap, 'the problem is 'the problems!' '. hahaha! Okok. Im not being bad or sad or anything. But yeap, thank you so much for helping out with the elective thing. Im such an idiot in finding but not solving problems. And hehe, if able to, share you group presentation tactics ok?! muahaha! thank you you're missed! =)

Eunice! I wanna go jam. Too many things in mind already. It's been a long time since we both abandoned each other. ass lah. Wei, 'Kiss Me' uh?! hahha! Nice. when you compose the song? Impressive. =) Anywae,

ok. bored!

Thank You and Peace to Liberty.

*still, i love Tqah and Halifah! Better be ready to hear my karaoke version of all Britney SONGS! wohoooo! =P*

BE CREATIVE.! BREAK THE RULES. ITS FUN. =)

2008-01-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

It's funny how our minds thinks. In Graphic Design class just now, Halifah and Myself DID NOT pay any attention (we did, a lil)to her lesson. Man, it was three hours of Photoshop and well, we are way to good for, magic wand, masking, layers, typography and few things. *Halifah is way better then me, so shutup zura. haha!* Tqah, was paying too attention till she got stressed up. Haha.

Let me show you what we have to do AND what HALIFAH and I DID till we got caught by MR *whats the malay guy lecturers name again?*.haha! BUT thank you lecturer, you said mine was "oooo, we have something interesting. Is this like web design for you know, like disney channel or somthing?", he smile! MCM MCM.

THIS IS LECTURER's WORK.
(what we were suppose to do)....BUT

HALIFAH'S WORK.
(entitled: NY IN CRIES)hahaha!

FINALLY,
MY WORK! =)
*im proud of it even after getting scolded cum praised. =P*

GOOD BYE. and love.

*khad, hope your fine. =)

THANK YOU FOR THAT CALL.=)

2008-01-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

Only HIM knows how euphoric i was when i got to pick up that call!
.... as I opened my eyes and found 'BRO MO' was on the line, i IMMEDIATELY jumped up from the bed and picked up the call...the anxiety to hear khabar from him was indescribable... he just got back from Malaysia and congrats on the final shooting...thank you for the opportunity... i am really thankful to god for.....
hahah! allowing me to work and help in.....The HAL-EHWAL Collaborater Drama. =)
So.. now..., i need to polished and present my....
MUSIC ARRANGING AND COMPOSING SKILL!

CUT! NEXT!
Thank you for always,always,always believing in me even though each time you called, i may sound a lil orang yang tk waras! haha. Shocking ! And.. i will do..... my best for something i have always wanted to do.
I'll call asap, when im done with it. =)

Miracles does happened.
"who says a girl can't be a music composer?? .....you do this, i'll make your dream come true"-*****
haha!
It's a big opportunity for me to grab.
hahahhahahahhahahhahahahaha!
I still wanna meet art fazil. I still wanna meet mayuni. I still wanna me iskandar . and many more....
Thank you , thank you and thank you. =)

Even if fail as an actor...
*still, my ambition is to be a music composer*

THANK YOU AND TAKE CARE!!

A day before and a day after New Year.

2008-01-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

A DAY BEFORE
Weakness of others were right in front of you,
what you did to me was definitely an outdo.
You give me chance but i dare not to try.
You pierced me right through, till there's tears in the eyes.

Failure has never been part of my plan.
I curse times I don’t, when I know that I can.
My standard, my goal, my hope is perfection,
yet I am met with regret, rebuke and rejection.
Failure is a companion I have grown to despise,
its taunts and its laughs are not found in your eyes.

A DAY AFTER
When we were young, we were taught of ways
of ways to 'sing', of ways to dance
when we grow up, we use it 'all',
but when we use it, it’s a great 'downfall'.

Why do I say this all of a sudden,
it happened to me, just for 'a moment'
A question was 'aired', and an answer was 'returned'
A 'great' time to think and for me to relearn

'Basics' and 'Fundamentals' are very Important
Before you 'assure' the sound from the ancient
The 'Ba' and The 'Di' have different 'tonality'
From voice judgment, there's different 'Capability'.

To be improved, To maintain, or 'you can work hard'
A very good praise, but it clenches the heart
A 'master' of music with a great theory,
what's more can I learn, after completing a 'Paper of Gd 3'.

W.E.M.

.Only the esoteric would understand.

Its's New year!

2008-01-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAHA. Yea, Happy new year. I don't really know whats there to be happy about?
Is it a happy thing to get a year older?
A year with more obstacles?
A year of up and downs.?
A year seeing competition in own eyes?
or?
haha

Who cares rite.?
Anyway, JUST BE HAPPY!..ok this year....
My new year resolution is....
To be someone smarter, someone better, someone useful for people around me, someone happier.(i've always been happy! ahhaha!), enjoying every single moments i spent with people around me, be better in and out, to love people around me, to be loved and....just keep on fighting and smiling!

OK people! You are loved.
Happy 2-0-0-8. =D

A day out with them to...MANY PLACES. =D

2007-12-30T04:41:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY, THERE ARE TWO ENTIRES I WROTE.THIS AND ONE BELOW IT ABOUT MEMORIES. READ AND FIND IF YOUR NAME IS THERE. THANK YOU.

Alright!Yesterday morning, I rejected few calls cause I was sleeping. Therefore, I would like to apologise to you people for that. Nurul texted me and asked if I could go to sentosa since she and khad were already there with their class. I agreed to the invitations and immediately, I texted Suraj for a change of plan. Sorry for ruining your initial plan of catching a movie, went to North Indian Dining for Dinner and walk at Clark Quay. You should have told me earlier before I planned on meeting wrap. Really sorry.

Ok! Back to story, So, I met Suraj at Yew Tee Mrt station and went to Vivo City. Meet them at banquet and haha! I miss my Secondary school friends! Some still looked the same and some are different. Some gained weight, some lost weight. I am really excitedto see you all. =) After separated from them , Khad, Nurul , Suraj and myself went to take pic around Vivo and yumyum, my main objective was to take photos with XMAS TREE. Haha! Finally, I GOT IT!YEAY! Thank you Suraj for being the Cameraman of the day! ‘LU GEREK AR!’. I know you know what that means. =)

Here’s the pic and continuous story…

Us at Vivo Water Something..What do you call that thing?

Crystal Xmas Tree? No idea. Since its nice, I took it.

Siti Khadijah and Suraj Kumar

Muahha!! My BIG XMAS TREE. Nah, Raffles place is way bigger! DAAMN!
Where's the star?!!!!
This one is with STAR. haha !
"Where are we going now?"
"of korse...PS"DURH.
Found a nice Book. 'Let's Fuck'
Us with One and Very sensational Gremlin. haha. Nasriah. =D
Cool Pill Huh?! STD Stoppers. There's lots more like, STOP and Hate Bitch or smthing. haha!
Nurul and Mine Fave SHOPS. For fun of course. Miss whatever and GIRLS. =D
That's Suraj...
Thats.. Khad..
Thats...Nurul....
That's Me. =D

Im the Best, She's the friend. =DIn the bus otw Suntec. haha! Suraj have to cancel the reservation at Fish and Co. Really sorry.why? Cause khad wanted all of us to eat at her work place. Yum Yum.
Here's we are at Suntec Siam's Kitchen. =)
Khad and Nurul thinking of what to eat..... Anywae, we took about 20 mins to order our food. haha! how cool can that be. =P
Business Man. He pays IT ALL. Thank you so much suraj. =D
Me with My SweeTT and Sour Plums drink...
Me and My again..SweTT and Sour Fish...=) Yum Yum!
Nurul With Her Lychee Freezers....
Them with their FOOD. =)
Shots of Singapore Flyers.Me and the Signboard. Outside The cathay.
Esplanade Kids Musical Perf. Super nice. haha.
the wishing balls for countdown. I wrote somthing there!! Go see. As if you can. haha!
Them. At the riverside.
My shots. =D
Blur effect. haha. My batt running low. =(
Us with mama Merlion. =D
Second Shots. =D
Off to starbucks.
He paid for all of it. Thank you again....
Finish thing up and ....
Go home. hahaha.

Dearest mum and dad, sorry to be home late. guess, i reached hom at 1 +. haha. Actually i can be home earlier but in the middle of train rides, i need to stop at YCK and clear my bladder! grr. haha. Then, sent Nurul home before i went home, cause she's afraid of Some funerals that is gg on near her block. alighted at her house busstop and took cab with suraj. haha. Thank you so much for EVERYTHING. Gentleman huh? haha. thank you. Really nice of you and i Really do appreaciate it.
I REALLY HAD FUN YESTERDAY. Thank you Thank you!!!
Back home, shower and BLOG!!!!!!!!

Ok. Time to go to bed. Its 5.35am!! WOOHOO!
Take care people! =D

Memories by memories... find if your name is in the post...

2007-12-30T03:43:00.000+08:00

I don't know how to start off writing today's post. I have many things in mind. I swear, i do. After looking few of my old friends life updates, i think all of they are ready for 2008. While browsing through few friends' blog, i realized that this years,things haven't been good to them. Which i think, they are hoping for better things in future.

I wasn't hoping to let 2007 memories flew by just like that. Still, i think 2007 is too fast to be gone. I'm not yet ready to face the future just yet. I am not much prepare to say 'ALRIGHT! HAPPY NEW YEAR!'. Which i still i don't know why. I guess, this year i have seen a different level of life which many would choose to say, realism.

I'm thanking every bits of moments that i can remember this years. Appreciating and loving people who do loves me.Loving those who loves me as who i am, not for what i've become or yet, to be. Appreciating the moments i am when i am not alone. With the accompanion of friends, be it close friends or just friends, family or neighbors, old friends or strangers. Anyone. The moment you make me smile, cry , hate or love you, you are already officially someone in my life. Even if you might not know it. Despite all the strong upfronts that i've put from the day you know me, i can assure (myself) that whatever i've done , it is sincere. I don't laugh when i hearts don't want to. I laugh when my heart tells me. I am tactful and i like the way it is.

This year, my heart is not lenient to me. and i really don't know why.
There's only few memories that i can remember this year.

PERSONAL.
I can remember clearly how my parents and friends celebrated my 17 bdae. That celebration def bring great memories to me. The love and effort all of you gave me so i can smile for that very special day would always be in my mind.

POLY.
I can remember how i entered poly. A new era and chapter of my life. I remembered queuing up to get stickers for class admin at the atrium. Lining up and meeting new friends. First person/classmate i talked to was Huifen. A soft and pretty girl. Sitting next to me was Tqah. haha. That time, i wasn't even close to her cause i didn't really care much bout her till, we talked about a common interest, about STUDENT LEADERS.She's part of Northland Committee/prefect and i'm DY Head of Discipline. We shared many things and..ended up in same CCA.haha. I became close with Alex,Kartik, Suet, Eunice, Pegan, Melvyn,Maurice,Eggy, Val,Eugene,Liying,Leandra and many others. Remember the time we jammed, we chill out, we go crazy together!!!Till..we and everyone of us went to diff CCA. still, I miss and love them. =)Halifah.She's my most Gerek Momma!Sista! and Brother!. haha =) Even if our age differs , but our mind still in Good condition. I swear. Still, TQAH and HALIFAH, you gals make a diff to my poly life. =)

FOREIGN BODIES.
I remembered going for the auditions with Suet. When the results was posted on FB board, I realized I got In, hurting a friend of mine who failed to do so. I thank god for giving me the opportunity to get back on tracked for what I have always love to do since i was a kid. Dancing. In Secondary school, I never had a chance to dance till there was an event where we randomly formed a group and came out with own dance and performed. In FB, I find myself to be stressed-free and able to be my True-self. Thank tooto few friend that I made along the way, Laksa Crew and My exams Mates. I just love Idah, Syakira,Shaqilah,Mahira,Hanisah,Irah,Jeanie,Andee, Tyron, Audrey,Eileen,Peiling,Mita, Beverly, Kenny,Jia Rui,Tricia and MANY MANY MORE! I swear. I just wanna dance with them NOW. But I jolly well know I can't do it at this point of time. Hmm. I’ll tell the reason some other time. =) Too, I miss all my seniors. Ryu, Fong, Juna, Evelyn, Shaf, Reg, and many more. DAMN! OK. I just love you all to the core and I promise, I will be back in 3 months times. *promise*

MCG.
At first I thought, I joined by mistake. However, I realized that it's worth joining. Why? I get to learn different and new things about life and social values. When I first join MCG, I could clearly remember that I could be considered as an outcast. Maybe for few others too. We were really outcaste by people who knew the seniors even before they joined NYP. I and many were treated totally different that every time I went for Mcg, I felt sucked. Set aside about experience or anything. Eventually cliques were formed because, we, couldn't get well bonded with each other. Conflict rise and unhappiness took place. Many acted as heroes to solve these problems and many uses quote such as ‘we are family’. Acting outside time took place where I couldn’t differentiate between actors and real person. However, MCG production took place and that’s when our bonds between each other improved. The memories when we came home late, getting a big time nag from parents, hearing all good and bad comments from senior, each and individual comments, just tells me that, everyone cares for each other. Now, I realize that even when there’s ups and downs, hatred or love, fake or real expression, we are still Family. I guess. Haha. And yeap, I’m happy with the friends I made along the period of time with MCGians, and Lastly, No regrets.

Wrappers.
These gals just make my day Brighter and Better. Nur Suhaifah, Siti Khadijah and Siti Nurul Atikah. Gals, Thank you for all you’ve done for me. All the memories that I spent with you gals, will be locked and kept in my heart. I promise. Even though I only get to meet you gals like for few times per many months, a second spent is equivalent to a million worth of my love. Yeap. You gals just my true fam. Even your fam have been my 2^nd,3^rd,4^th, fam. =) I just love you and your fam. Take care.

People who change a-part of my mind.

Suraj (SUKU)- Suraj, if you’re reading this, you know, you def have made differences in my life.Even if we didn’t talk much online or message you, or didn’t reply any of you messages.=P You’ve showed me what friendship is all about. Thank you for everything you’ve done. Thank you for a very nice outing and really sorry for ruining your initial plans.And.. Seriously, it’s sweet. Haha. Again I’m truly sorry. But still, we all get to eat, spent time and updating each other. Thank you so very much. And…send me an invitation if you’re gg to have a wedding. =) And, update me if you already have your license! Ahah! (im not gonna fail my license OKAY! =P). Alright, be a good husband and Son! Haha!

Jane(battalion)- Jane, I know we live nearby and I get to see you quite few times. Please take care of yourself and don’t go for any advanced health checkup. Alrite? Eat more and stress-en yourself less. Take care and All the best.

Yazid (mcg)- Haha. What a name. Anyway, if you’re reading, good. Haha. I doubt so lah. Anyway, thank you for being there when I’m too up or a little less high.Ok, lets just say down.I know I have been complaining too many things to you the moment you went online. I will just bump onto your name and double click on it. Nudging and irritate you like small kid. Giving you stupid links to go and view videos, talking and crapping about others, asking and urging you to tell riddles and jokes, bombarding stupid questions, telling gory and gruesome stories, heeding and needing advises and MANY more. Thank you so much for your care and concern. Thank you for everything. And..if you’re bored or hate to chat with me, pls do block me. NO!! anyway Thank You for everything.

Sufiyan- Obsessed with my cousin? Go ahead and tell her alright. I know you have already did that. Seriously, don’t get me involve in your love or romantic novels. Im totally not interested in knowing. And just a favor, if you’re on msn, Hi and Bye is enough. Nothing more. No live updates, nothing. I know that sound mean, but yeap, now you know that I’m tactful. Still, I appreciate you for who you have always been. Thank you. Still, I will keep this phrase in mind. “small things meant great love”. Thank you for everything. =)

Sarah(rusdi chai)- You left Singapore for Austrailia. Without me knowing. Haha. Well, I’m totally impressed. It’s been nice calling you a friend. Thank you.

Hidayah- Hidayah, how are you. Seriously. How’s your culture? Still working well, Ska? Punk? Nazi or whatever. Haha. I’ve left all that behind. And, yeap, I swear, I miss you. But, it’s impossible for us to meet. Haha. Take care and always remember you.

Trishardy- Still in austrailia…. I’m so like keeping track of the time and dates.haha. 4 5 years?.. Your hols isn’t like hols.=( seriously. You said you are coming back to Singapore these hols but…haha.so..should I still wait at yew tee or should I not? Hmm..haha. nvm..will be counting down to next hols…still.. Have fun Trish.. I know you’re having fun there. Haha.

Halifah- You motivate me and change me into NOT arrogant person. Thank you. You tell me whats failure is all about and..i know myself better. Thank you. =)

Just a news or? Believe it or not?

2007-12-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

"when pictures look alive and movements is free
when ships are like fishes swim beneath the sea
when men are like birds that can soar the sky
then half the world deep drench in blood shall die"

The spreaded news on' when is doomsday' , has definitely set me to think much about whether or not it is true. I freaked out when i watched a video on you-tube sent by Yazid. It's an informative video, which i think many have seen it before. The number of proofs on when is doomsday, given by the researchers are really amazing. They actually combined all the small bits of different evidences of bible, calendars, books, artifacts and many other bits into a big complete puzzle. That totally amazed me.

In the video, its confirm that doomsday, will be on the 21st Dec 2012.
Which i still think,its a short notice. If its ever true, i will die at the age of 22, ONLY. Oh my god.
But again, i always do believe that no one know except him. so .chill.

Click HERE for the video

________

An extract from the horizon.
Im lazy to write again. So, cutting MY VERY OWN article from the horizon on my UPDATES.
PLS SLEEP. Don't be a zombie.

To people who cares, thank you so much. =)
Its Really sweet to hear all the comments and advises. ahah.
You people are gd enough to be a doc.WEE~

Ok. Take care people.

*DETERMINE TO GO TO SLEEP*

2007-12-27T03:32:00.000+08:00

OUT OF BOREDOM POST. (but true)

If there's one thing i .....

If there's one thing i wanna be, i wanna be 'video cam'.
Capturing all the good AND bad things around me.

If there's one thing i could turn back and be, i wanna be a Ngee an poly student instead of Nanyang.
Taking and clicking Accept Button on my Primary Course,
Film , Sound and Video.

If there's one person i wanna be, I wanna be Marie Curie.
Who is able to find, discover new thing and help people around her.

If there's one feeling that i should choose, it will be , satisfied.
Only then you will keep you moving on.

If there's one thing i wanna do now, i wanna dance with my FB mates.
But i can't. For some health reason. Not because of friends or other cca.

If there's one thing i wanna see, i want someone to dedicate a song on piano.
I just want it. No other reasons.

If there's one thing i could hug , i wanna hug my Dad.
I have never hug him before. Even though i have felt his love for 17 turning 18 yrs.

If there's one wish i could hope for, it would be People, pls TAKE CARE.
It has already become a Cliche. But, i always mean what i say and i say what i mean.

If one thing i could let go, it would ALL in one- My feelings.
So i wouldn't know what it feels to be happy, sad, disappointed, jealous, regretful, angry, love, hate.
Life will be way easier.

If there's one Main thing i could continue, it will be my passion and love for the stage.
Dance, Sing and Act. But again, its not possible. I could hear 'doors closing...'

If there's one thing i should loved, is the love For GOD.
I always trust him. But i'm not yet dedicated to him.='(

If there's one thing i want , it will be, i want the HEALTHY me whenI WAS FIRST BORN.
I'm not as fit as i look.

If there's thing i could turn back time and not do.
I wouldNOT have take RockClimbing License. That caused me slipped disc.
I would not go canoeing, vause thats when i worsened my back.
I would not have joined breakdance forcecrew when i was young teen, that when i'm born to BREAK my body part.
I wouldn't have dance and exert much force on my knee, that's when i have knee ligament prob.
I wouldn't have joined field event cause thats when i got a dislocated shoulder.
I would'nt have jump from carpark to carpark, injured making mum n dad worried.

NOW,i want my health back...

lastly, one thing I'll never say.
"REGRETS"

PLS TAKE CARE PPL.

*Santa Close. Hope you'll recover soon. =) then.. we'll wrestle. haha. =)

2007-12-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

COMMEMORATING RAYA HAJI @ MLYSIA

Oh my god. I've been away for many many many days. haha. miss me people??
"No, zura. No." haha. I know thats might be few of ur answer.

Anywae, holidays have been great. =)
Yeap. So great to be able to Commemorate Hari Raya Haji at Malaysia. Wee.
On Friday,my family left Singapore for Malaysia and yeap, thanks to so called ayahanda ibunda angkatku for the stay. =) Headed to Malaysia at noon back bome on Sunday Midnite/Mon Morn.

It was really a nicee experience. Believe me, how you celebrate raya haji in Singapore is totally different in Malaysia. =)

Here's the video. (execution of cow.)
Witness it, its nice and you will learn alot about raya Haji.
(those with weak hart... i suggest, dont watch. thankyou)
Video capture perfectly by ME.

Im super lazy to write much. Sorry. Let the Pic do the talk!!

Lastly..Still, I'd like to congratulate the DK (B.K) boys for the very awesomely well done perf. Gereklah krng!
Came in 2nd. Best Karut.Seni kata Harapan and Best paluan. hehe =) Nice......
alrite. Take care people!

2007-12-16T00:55:00.000+08:00

"Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart "

Dearest Friend,
No particular reason why i'm putting this song =)

BUT...
It's really nice. I swear. Having to know them all. It's nice to go out, playing out, hanging out with them. It's nice to see each and everyone of them smiling sincerely.
Started off really cold but eventually it become really memorable. Sincerity in us, that's what i think friendship is all about.
Thank You .

KY: Hope you will have fun at indo. Don't forget us ok?! Have a happy and Safe journey. Come back healthily. =) Will Miss you very much. =)

Dearest family,
Its really nice to have you around me. The warmth, the love that you have showered me will always be remembered. I love each and everyone of you with all my heart. Thank for giving me the opportunity to always smile. Thank you Mum, Dad,Sis,Bro.

_
PIC OF THE DAY
*Self Reflecto* =D

Take Care Everyone =)

2007-12-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

STUDY..WRAP MCR CONCERT...SISTER LOVE...SG SEA GAME

Early to bed, early to rise.

Haha. Hell no. Somehow, that doesn't apply to me at all. (Well, Yes for Kon. =D)

I was really lazy get up from bed even after Tqah messaged me 'ZURA!!! BLAJA TAK!!'. (ZURA!!!STUDYING OR NOT?!)haha. It was 12 noon and still, im in bed. Im sorry to have ignored your messages and went back to slp. Mum jolly well knew that i have so called study 'thingy' that noon and without hesitation, she yelled and as expected, i woke up. I texted Tqah to come over to my house since my butt was too heavy to get up and travel to school. hehe. Poor her.

We studied Graphic Design and Hell, we only managed to cover up week 1 ONLY for the 4 hours. haha. In between time, we ate 'Lunch', drank coffee, solving Mysteries, Putting puzzle together, camwhoring and finding the difference between us. haha. Still, we studied. =) Good Job.

Here's the pic.

The mind map that i did.
See, tqah busying doing other thing. (haha. She studied more than me lah)
_

WRAP...NOW, at MCR CONCERT. Enjoy lah korang eh.. haiz.. Sista,Sista... asal korang suker kumpulan yang aku tak minat langsung. Takperlah. hahah! ENJOY LAH EH! =) XMAS KUA!!!!!!!!!!!Zezimah Zazeh!! =D

Ok. Next, I love my sister DAMN Much. (So is my bro lah. )
Ok here's the pic. Haiz. I WANNA GO SHOPPING. pls pls pls... I wanna go take pic with Xmas Tree!pls pls pls. We NEVER miss to take PIX with it. .Haiz.
*SINGAPORE YG LIONS! What telah Happened!!!*
[Jgn main2x .. semangat SEA game berkobar2x oi! haha. takper, I'll Support from the Front. hehe]

Take Care Ppl! ENJOY!

2007-12-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

❤TO my sister, haha. Go to the line again, i've changed it.
THANK YOU FOR THE MICKY'S PHONE CHAIN which costs you much $.
Love You so much!❤

Holiday Or What?

YAY! Its 'holiday'! Ha.Ha. Holiday or what...with such a heavy workload.=S I've got PMP [programming] mini project, Html [website design],Graphic Design [storyboard graphic], Thinking and Problem Solving Project and more things to do.Holiday?Ha.Ha. Stress but still, manageable. =)

Friday
Time out. Went out to Bugis with Wrap. Ok, for those who are saying, who are they? They are my most trusted, loyal,honest for eternity Sis, Aifah, Khad, And Nurul. =) Nurul msged me as soon as my class ended. She's with aifah and yeap, met them at Bugis after i did my PMP assignment. Sorry if you gals have waited for a long time. ahah, next time i'll NOT do that again, *hehe*. Met them at Bugis Junction's Movie Theater Floor and its so poor thing that you gals were seated on the floor like no ones business. (still, you gals are too kiuTT with the formal wear =P). They had their interviews at SGH for some bonded thing. Hope your interviews went well. I know it will even though you gals were rock star that day. =P (they had sore throat, that's why. Get well soon okay?!)

Aifah and Nurul(act kiuTT nmpk! for Him eh? haha)

Snapshots while waiting for khad's arrival. haha

(the NPians. =D )

After the long wait, khad arrived and off to dinner at BK. Pitied her cause she went to meet us after her class, which ended at six. =( But, worth it lah kan? haha. After dinner, Aifah had to rush home so, nurul accompanied her while khad and me walked around Bugis to see what's there to shop. We looked for belts, Shirts, Jeans, Cardigans,Bags, Shoes, Accessories and MORE. Since we're not complete, our shopping mood wasn't that perfect either. (Aifah, expertise in Tees.Nurul, Expertise in Jeans, Khads, expertise in Shoes, and Me? To expert for anything. Blergh. Kidding.)Thats why, we didn't really shop. After walking much, went to Diva and khad found a necklace which has a guitar and a pick on it. She wanted the both of us to the same necklace, but as soon as she picked it, there was two necklace in 1. ahha. Half of it is 'BEST' and other Half was 'FRIENDs'.I guess, it does exist. (coincidentally, it happened after a friend of mine said, BEST FRIEND does not exist)I guess i have to disagree with her. OK . So here's the pic.

Classic.

Blur but not the friendship. =D

As soon as i get home, this is the pic that i took. Just so pixelly Perfected. =)

Just posting few Random pic. haha. This is what you can call, Camwhoring EVERYNOW AND THEN.

Halifah and Tqah. (caught)hehe!

Halifah! I want the cookies you made! pls ♫DARLING♫... hahah. i know you will give me the ;S face.HAHA! Gerek lah lu!
Tqah, how's the outing with your sis?! had fun? haha. You will, definitely. hah. Take care you ppl, i will miss you all. =D Pls be TOUCHED hahahah.
"sorry, but i'm afraid it's not possible. Truly sorry"~Code of the day. haha!!!!!

GG- I can't wait for 14 Dec. Wohoo. We gonna 'berserk' the S.G and end of with a K.O.K session. ahha.I wish i have enough money by Friday. =)

Suraj- Haha. We will go out soon. Next week I hope. haha! we'll find time to update each other and yea, you got alot of things to say. =) Wait, msg me your NO. cause, i have two diff no.Thanks. =D

End of with.. My Very own, INITIAL Poster. Done by Me and thanks to Adobe Illustrator!
Can i be a graphic designer? hehhe!!

MICKY! ahha. (this is my very first try doing vector. thank you.)
BEFORE
AFTER (i have to get rid of the paint. cause of a technique know as , SPACE. hehe)
I know its diff, but still, i love it. hehe!
ARRRRR.....!haha

Random Pic of Micky and hehe, Phone chain that i have.
Given BY MY MOST BELOVED SISTER,ZILA ZALI.
(She pissed off with me cause i didn't credit her. omg. wth with me. Sorry Sister.=C)

Take Care and bye!
*small things means great love,thus these make me SMILE*
=D

2007-12-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

FRIENDSHIP

I've been bugged by this Virus known as 'Friendship'. Everywhere i go, every step i take, it kept on following me. It's like a shadow that actually follows closely to me, just that, it happened to be in different forms of shapes, sizes, or length.

Every blog that i went to read RANDOMLY, happened to have posts or entries about what you called, Friendship. Its a HOT topic now ok? Not totally for me at least, but still, i guess i have to be a lil Update on what's happening around campus.

As far as i DON'T know, a single Expressions or what you would say gesture, in actually fact is one of the main problem and main cause that led to Friendship Dispute. Unexpectedly, it put me to a state where i should sit down and think real hard (not that hard cause i wouldn't even care much) about it and, finally. i find it totally absurd talking about it again and again.

An extract from the horizon:

*"i dont wish to have anyone to sacrifice deeds for me because you know you will not be rewarded by oneself or other party". I guess, its ridiculous. Still, i hope these people appreciate what have been given to them even if they want to close and eye after what they get.

*"conscience with a mix of hate and disgust to part the people, revamping each minds".
Firstly, we are all humans. We can't deny the fact that all of us have feelings. There are more that 1001 types of feeling. It's just,do you know which feelings suits you best. Our mind and body is like a template.You get to fill it with the color you want. If you fill in the wrong color, you destroy the whole template. If you are smart enough to mix the color, expect an unexpected outcome. If you fill in the right color, there's always template which have a better results and greater inner value. But, this color DOESN'T shows the specific code-feeling-color.SO, don't assume. Ask the artist himself.

If we keep looking back on the friendships we use to have, we will never know the people who awaits for you in the future. We will keep moving backward while people are leaping forward. Move on and on.

WE are all grown up.
It's time to think for YOUR future. Don't think what people do to you, its time to do a reverse psychology. Think about what you have done to people.
Friendships disputes? Being neglected? Lonesome? Subgroups? Apart? Abandon?Hated? BESTFRIEND?

ALL THESE ARE TOTAL BULLSHITS.

Society Is Cruel.
Keep that in mind.
You don't get what you want cause this isn't a fairy tale world.
Karma does exist.

People who never shines, would eventually shines.
Those noob, would eventually be dopest of all.
Those who's greedy would soon lose out.
Those who's sincere will always be the bestest man found.

Once you start. There's no u-turn. It will still be right in front of your face.
Thank you.
SMILE. <3>

2007-12-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

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OK!

Enchanted movie

After going out with Wrap,I had a Movie Marathon with the cousins.(since there is always no ones at home every friday night). Yeap, so cuzzie decided to watch ENCHANTED again cause she Pitied me. I guess she can tell how desperate i am to watch that movie. Well, good quality dvd gave me good hope, somehow. haha. Watched Game Plan and wrapped up with death note 2 in the morning. Seriously, i find Enchanted KiuTT and Quite Romantic. Amy Adams is really gorgeous and oh my, i fall for her talent and beauty. For an instant, the movie gave me a chance to be in the Fairy Tales world. haha! I guess, thanks to my Perfect Theater Stereo and AMAZING LCD TV. haha! Game Plan is funny yet emotional. Haiz. The rock is SO the Rock. Death note, OMG! I love -L-. Seriously, i'm not brave enough to watch it alone if my sis wasn't near me. I hid behind the bolster even though i was reminded for many times that the story wasn't that scary. haha! continue to watch Death Note 2 and haiz, super sad lah. -L-[in white behind the lead actor] died, because he sacrificed himself by writing his name on the death note so that he could convinced Kira's dad to help him in his plan. Sob Sob

Death Note =D

After the Movie Marathon, Thanks to bro who decided to treat us to Swensen. Haha, Kes bahagia! Thank you so much! And well, congrats to him for getting Scholarship/bursary. =D Well done bro!
In fact, it was a wrong time when he gave us that awesome treat. Why? Im sick and so is Mum and Dad.haiz. I've yet to recover from my sore throat and flu, so is mum and dad. Well, well, well, Ice- cream is the substitute for the Medicine i guess. Thanks for the Waffle Dream, Hot Us Fries, Pepperoni and cheese Pizza, Chocolate Malt and etc!!!

ICE CREAM.

FAM with HALF DAD's FACE

MAMI-ku and BABA-ku

All times Fries
WAFFLEDREAM
PIZZA

Today,
Im such a good gurl. I studied the whole day. ahaha! I went through my DCN lecture notes and did the lab reviews. I filed up all my notes and tada, its really neat. I cleaned the room and get rid off all the messes. I did PMP work half way, better than no work's done. I eat when i'm told, i sleep when im done. But one thing that i didn't do is, to get rid of the thing that summoned my mind. The things that is so not important but somehow and indirectly does affect me. Sometimes, like i said, It better for me not to know, its better for me not to find out, its better for me to be ignorant. Well, i m always am and good thing, Word, doesn't affect me. (actions do, I GUESS). Sometimes, i wish i never knew you.

DONE! Peace, Off and Smile!

2007-12-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

Things that have been happening for this few days.

Extract and edited from
WRAPPERS ALL GROWN UP BLOG:
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Oh my god. I saw new entry by LULU. haha.Ok , i miss that name so very much. Revived this account and ahuh! done. yeap yeap.The new link name was given by Khad and Rul, Aifah! why aren't you in the conversation as well. Ass lah. Too busy with Yazid kan? Tu lah, haiz, aper nak buat. Nurul! dia kat L.A eh? haiz. Sedih, tapi ok lah, he'll be back on friday. Khad, mumu amcm? kerje? sedih, bila nak holiday. Talking about holiday, stahu aku, kat austrailia takder holiday. Nurul! aku hilang email address dier. haiz. nvm, i'll get it VERY soon. grr. hmm. Long awaited for his comeback. Hello mr trishardy, kwn kwn anda di sini teringin sgt nak jumper anda. Balik lah ke Singapura.
Okok. Total crap.

Let's talk about Friday.
Khad! Where were you when we were at far east?!Ans: School. (ha.ha.) Ok. Nurul, thank you so very much for the sudden miss call eh!. Shock to the max. haha. Ok , went to meet Nurul and Aifah at Orchard after a long time of MIA. Nurul and Aifah was at SGH, doing their Bonded thing and don't know what. Stress lah you all. And "hello..." I couldn't imagine going to town with my dancing attire. [well, i can actually. I still look good! muahaha] . Thank You eh korang.

Went to Far East so called to shop for things, and yeap, Nurul wanted to get herself, skinny jeans, Aifah wanted to look for ...I can't actually remember what is it. ahha, as for me, FOOD. haha! Yeap, oh ya, Fah, model tu cantik giler siol. Ok, she's from holland. She's tall, tan and Wooo Perfect. haha. Eh, Nurul, kau jgn buey, lain kali pergi, gi beli tu jean, kesian tu nyonya. haha! Jln jln jln, Saw Hazim, Nurul KiuTT Far dist Cousins. Nurul was like "OMG OMG I SAW HIM! ARGH!! SO KIUT SO KIUT,"- haiz. Nurul Nurul, jln lah ke arah yang benar! haha =P

Went to eat and yeap, Both decided to meet their Prince. Haiz. Tak baik seh korang, sedih aku. Takper Prince aku nyer kuda kaki patah, tu pasal tak dtng! hahaha. Yazid was from dno where and still he came to far east, and for Hilmi, he was with his classmates when he wanted to meet Nurul. Aww. Sho sweTT. =P =X .

After that , we walked from F.E to PS. haha. Nurul and Hilmi mcm dah janji tau gitu, NAK GI PS walaupun tak msg! hahaha. =P When we reached PS, Fah nak Balik and Yazid went to somewhere. So Tinggal lah sayer ngan Nurul.

haha! OMG NURUL! I LOVE THE GIRL SHOP! PUNKIUTT. =D
KHAD, we should go there!!!
Pass to Makan Kat LJS and WANTED to see WINQz of something, but it end as soon as we took the escalator to the floor.BORING. haiz. Went around and when we wanted to go home, camwhore lah skejap ngan Xmas tree. Super NICE!!! =D

and.... haha. at station, juliet nampak romeo. and then,
They live happily ever after! =D

AIFAH, KHAD, NURUL - XMAS KUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!